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[15 Jan 2009|08:30pm] |
太现实了！
我不应许自己被利用！
好了别多说。
我要去练习了。
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| new year's resolution |
[15 Jan 2009|09:00pm] |
oh yeah!
it's already 2009...haha it strangely feels like monica's birthday is a new year's countdown instead.
here's my list!
1. to be brave and decisive
2. to go all out and enjoy everything single thing i do. be it the dishes or writing songs
3. to be dispassionate
4. to be really disciplined (like right now, i'm supposed to be studying!)
5. to hold back a little more and not let people read me like an open book (i tend to reveal too much eh)
6. to go to india for a recharge (oct is the plan - 2 weeks)
7. to start on my degree (no what ifs or buts)
8. to be aware of the words that shoot out from my mouth (i don't wanna live in regret or suffer the immense amount of guilt like i did earlier this year)
9. i'd like to fall in love again haha i miss the feeling of missing someone and wanting to do things for someone (for now, i'm pretty content with loving everyone and everything around me)
10. to dress up properly - no more aunty stuff or buying just cos its cheap!
this list may go through changes later, but well, i need this to catapult me into space.
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