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[14 Mar 2008|01:07pm] |
during lunch, i told my colleagues that i'm pregnant.
they all said: "you should abort. unless you are married then you can keep the baby."
aren't babies meant to be kept? unless they have some health defects which will affect the quality of their lives.
but still, the thought of delivering a baby scares me. but i love babies. :)
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| traumatised again! |
[14 Mar 2008|10:57pm] |
i opened an attachment which came with an email today. and i saw the grossest picture.
it's of the same standard as Mi Li Ye's butterfly episode. so instead of hearing or seeing butterflies
fluttering around me, i feel like worms are crawling under my skin. it's so bad that i have felt this
crawling sensation for the entire day. my face feels like a mosh pit for all kinds of worms i can think of.
i'm so traumatised and the image is so ingrained in me. even my thoughts have manifested. along the
way home, i saw a dead lizard which is blotted to 3 times its normal size (probably due to the rain) and
a dead cockroach that looked alive.
can someone tell me how to get rid of this image? i want to totally erase it and live in peace.
in the mean time, god! please help me. i've been a very good girl. i don't deserve this.
p/s: my dear friends, whom i value more than myself, please do not send me pictures of creepy crawlies.
you can send me ghost or whatever. but i don't like spineless stuff which are smelly and yucky.
but if you do insist on sending me, i will not hesitate to erm, terminate our friendship for one day.
i'm seriously warning you guys!
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