| fuck the world |
[10 Mar 2008|01:27pm] |
what is so wrong with everyone!
what is so wrong with being a vegetarian? yes. very often i've been mocked at because i'm not "pure" vegetarian. why? because i cuss and swear, because i eat from non-vegetarian stalls, because i eat food tainted with meat and yet i STILL CLAIM to be a vegetarian.
what is a vegetarian then? one who runs around releasing rabbits from pet shops? one who protests outside seafood restaurants? one who sits in front of the buddha statue at home and thumbs her prayer beads? one who's attained perfection in everything? one who floats around in white?
fuck your perceptions! that's all the information available in your tiny brain that's why!
well! stop sticking those fucking labels on me! its my preference, my choice! who are u people to tell me how i should behave???
i don't go around telling people, eh you shouldn't eat meat. or, you are a meat eater you are NOT ALLOWED TO EAT VEGETABLES. cos you'd become a vegetarian then.
what freaking nonsense!
i get outcast in the office cause i'm TROUBLESOME! and then when i'm with friends i try to be accomodating, and then again...i get the usual mocking shit which people think are funny. like...eat la. taste the meat. you don't know what you are missing. and then ocassionally, they stab the meat with their forks and shove it unto my face. i just smile most of the time.
so people around this screwed up world go around sticking labels unto people and then only people with the same labels can hang out is it??? so just because of my personal preference i have to stay at home, out of sight of normal meat eating humans?
fuck u once more!
every day i have people walking past my desk just to check out what i'm eating. if i eat eggs, they question me. if they see onions or garlics, they say i'm not allowed to eat that too. so i've to let my lunch box get inspected is it? if i eat sambal which is non-veg, i should be subjected to 1000 lightning strikes is it? because i killed the prawns. okie. i killed a handful of prawns. so what should i do? i should go knock my head on the wall and say i'm a fucking shameless buddhist...a hyprocite? a loser?
my only sin is getting angry about this shit. seriously.
*another incident which made me write today. this guy saw me running for the company bus, but he didn't stop the driver. and i ended up late. and then during lunch. he gave me one very sound advice...NEXT TIME U MUST COME EARLY THEN WON'T MISS THE BUS.
**my conclusion is i somehow look retarded to a mass of people. because they think i'm stupid to give up meat and they think that i don't know that i need to be early in order to avoid missing a bus.
***will drinking milk help me before i start looking like a mongoloid?
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