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[29 Feb 2008|08:41am] |
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previously, i mentioned about my own anal ways of writing people off.
well, i see myself being very similar to most of my fellow countrymen.
no doubt, having a prisoner escape in a country that prides itself for its best security systems. but, we can't always ask people to step down right.
it's equivalent to saying..u let a terrorist escape! you must die!
and then so what if the head of defence dies? will some other smarty pants take over?
nah. i've been in situations when i've cried for help in public. people just stand and watch. i felt like angry and helpless at that time.
similarly, i am like them. except that i don't stand by and watch someone getting hurt or die.
i am quite bothered by how i tend to just write people off. i judge them by their mistakes. and hypocritically, i expect to be forgiven for every mistake i make.
i am still formatting my hard disk. still changing the configurations. trying not to much to be a cow. i can't expect people to behave all the same.
and yeah, sometimes i hate it when no one wants to talk to me. i have to stop thinking that they are not interested in talking to me. it's actually okay.
and i have to stop envying the popular ones too. at times, i feel like i'm a psychotic attention seeking girl, who doesn't want too much attention too.
for now...it's learning and improving, learning and improving. cycle goes on.
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[29 Feb 2008|01:39pm] |
this is quite a dream come true.
my boss is on leave. and all networks are down.
apparently some cable lines in jakarta or sumatra are snipped off. by who i dunno.
we have access to nothing here.
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