| am i an egoistic perfectionist? |
[25 Feb 2008|01:32pm] |
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not getting emo but i just want some feedback.
is it wrong to expect people to work your pace?
is it wrong to get fidgety and a little frustrated when people sit on things?
is it stupid to work doubly hard to produce work when your partner is busying with personal stuff?
is it wrong to just write off people when they fail you?
is it wrong to want things to be perfect?
is it wrong to ask so highly of one self? what's the benchmark by the way?
i'm just pondering cos i'm still really clueless as to how things work around in this world. at times it seems like you are doing more than anyone else, and people simply ride along with you and effortlessly act like they're the ones who've had to endure the sleepless nights to get a few thousand words out.
how do you stop yourself from being made use of?
how do you show your displeasure when it should have been shown, instead of swallowing it down?
or are these all to petty to be even given a thought?
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