| angel cards |
[18 Feb 2008|11:05am] |
anyone played them before?
something like tarot cards.
get a good reader to analyse them for you.
the cards are so freaky. it shocks you.
for a general reading i got:
1. hello card from heaven (a friend or loved one who has passed on, has sent greetings. i don't know who it is. but i figured it must be the latest one)
2. moon - ladies health problem...nah. so it means that i'm very affected by the position of the moon. i'm so werewolf-like. i mutate when it's full moon eh?
3. health - time to rest. time to take check. time to build my health.
4. miracles - are you believing in yourself? believing you deserve all that can happen? you may have brushed your blessings off, cos you didn't believe you can succeed.
5. counsellor - you are a natural counsellor. some how people seem to want to share with you. yet, you find it hard to get people to listen to you. ever thought of pursuing this path? of giving, of sharing, of caring?
and yeah, i was satisfied with this reading. until my sis asked...how about my jie-jie's love life??? when is she getting married???
so.....two cards popped out.
1. forgiving - it's time to forgive and let go. are you still holding unto any past hurt? why keep the garbage and stink your heart? forgive yourself too. don't blame yourself and stop thinking you are stupid.
2. miracles - again. why aren't you believing that you deserve the good things happening around you? START BELIEVING IN YOURSELF!
i'm still learning. still trying.
to update: it's been one week already. i've been doing my practices, my yoga, blah blah. and yes, fear is gone. i'm not afraid to close my eyes anymore. my heart still beats irregularly. and i still feel that strange presence. but yes, my focus is on me. not the presence anymore :)
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| power of thought |
[18 Feb 2008|11:45am] |
oh yeah.
forgot to say this.
many religions...even schools of spirituality, place a lot of emphasis about the purity of your thoughts(not just limited to obssessiveness with lust, can be about intentions and ideas too).
well one perfect example over the weekend.
you may call it coincidence, but i've heard the same sentence coming out from her mouth several times. not that the blame is on her. very little people have heard her say it. but i bet she must be feeling so guilty now.
what i'm trying to say is, life's lessons come in such peculiar packages. like this.
"i really can't stand my aunty. she SHOULD die."
i'm used to hearing this friend say such things. but i don't know why. that day, i was a little shocked. my heart stopped when she said that. i have never told her off when she speaks like that. but that day, i just told her. you better not speak like that so often.
well...moral of the story is. her aunty died the next day.
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