| my horoscope for today |
[17 Jan 2008|10:07am] |
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fish leong - ke xi bu shi ni |
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it's a reminder of what mr. i love tai-mei told me last night.
Although a variety of social interactions can distract you from the responsibilities you now face, your previous obligations won't disappear. Don't worry about letting others down; it's likely more your own issue than theirs. It will be easier to enjoy being with your friends once you accept yourself just as you are.
and also..to add on...i think i'm in love. very much in love. die le...i'm scared i can't get out.
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| my coffee my love |
[17 Jan 2008|09:24pm] |
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nakashima mika - blood |
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you know, right now, i'm staring at the monitor, smiling.
right from the bottom of my heart. i can even feel the warmth on my face.
yet, the thing that is causing such a sensation is not even accessible to me.
will i have to rely on drama serials to get such kick?
when did i stop allowing myself to fall into that bottomless pit?
when did i stop myself for shedding tears for anyone ever again?
when did i tell myself that no one will ever be worth the tears and the pain?
when was the last time i let my guard down?
when was the last time i walked around without a shield?
anyway, to the two bloody bitches who insisted i watch such shows again.
thanks :)
not for the hunks...but for letting me remembered what i was once able to experience.
i'm still human eh.
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