| i am daddy's girl |
[07 Jan 2008|07:57am] |
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i was at regine's place on saturday. while she was busy smoking, i started clearing that "mess" of magnets on her whiteboard. after i'm done, i stood there and smiled cos the magnets are all neatly in order. then my heart stopped for a moment with this sudden realisation that i have the same disease as dad. haha. he who arranges the tv remote controls by height, he who screams when he finds his speakers knocked out of place by me. oh oh.
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| i is so angry |
[07 Jan 2008|03:51pm] |
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this is an angry post!
some people are just so freaking selfish at work!!!
KNNCCB. you don't share important info. and when trouble happens, you just say everyone should know. god fucking knows that i ain't here as long as you got fucked! bloody inconsiderate bitch!
if it weren't for an email, i'd have gotten into deep shit again. it'd cost me USD30K. fucking bastard.....u outta die!
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| i'm ready to bury the past |
[07 Jan 2008|06:38pm] |
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for once..the conversation was peaceful, no tantrums, no tears, no hatred, no hidden words.
for once..i spoke whatever was in my mind.
i told him
"you know everyone has their own perceptions of how love should be. you have yours, i have mine. we just need to find someone to match ours. it would have been simpler if we hadn't forced it upon ourselves in the past. but you know, i behaved in that manner only because i was upset. i wanted to get away only because i was hurt. i needed rest. i hated you only because i loved you. you would have reacted that way if it mattered as much. it mattered a lot to me. really."
j: really? u sure?
fuck u asshole. after all i did.
it's over now.
peace. it's over. i'm burying you in mud.
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