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[03 Dec 2007|09:03am] |
i used to write daily in my previous blog. now, it seems like i'm finding difficulty.
i write and delete entry after entry. very indecisive of late. am becoming like the legendary bitchy spinster. much as i know how hurtful my words can be, they are still let out loosely. i just wanna kill with my words. it doesn't help when people around me(family, boss) keep pressing me over the same issues day after day. it gets sickening. note that i didn't mention friends, well, my phone has not received a single sms for the past week. whoever called, they wanted a favour only...as usual.
i'm into extremes, not used to in-betweens. either i get damn mobbed by people or i get damn lonely. looks like the latter seems more promising. given a choice, i'd like to just fade into my dreams...staring into the blue sky..watching the clouds pass. hearing the silence inside.
it's getting so loud now. i wish for some peace and quiet on earth. i'm still laughing at myself though, for not being brave enough. and that laughter is deafening.
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| monday blue in red |
[03 Dec 2007|04:25pm] |
*puffy eyes
*hungry
*dreamy
*see doc..1/2 day mc
*hope mel gets the job
*the hypocrites leave me talking to myself
*nothing to snack on at home
*it's the start of another week
*when will time stop
*taiwan?
*agnes b? chanel? burberry?
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