| womaniser |
[12 Oct 2008|12:29pm] |
perhaps it's a sign of america's ailing economy.
or is she so desperate to get back to superstardom status?
so little clothes neh..and a boring song. bleh!
just watch the mtv to see how naked she is la.
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?feature=user&v=1-23EToh43M
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| yesh! |
[07 Oct 2008|11:34am] |
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i finally snagged myself an interview at bintan resorts. please wish me luck!
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| nong nong time ago |
[03 Oct 2008|08:07pm] |
once upon a time, ah tweesh loved this boy wely much.
but all the boy was interested in was playing ricochet with her.
he wanted her to "hope" him when he was rebounding off some other girl's chest.
so the angels always whispered in ah tweesh's ears to give him a chance. true love will survive all circumstances. and in the end, rainbows will sprout like mushrooms on a cold mouldy day.
so ah tweesh thought the angels made sense and decided to cultivate patience and the so-called unconditional love we hear ever so often.
the boy bounced here, there, everywhere.
one day another girl called ah tweesh and wished her a violent death in hell. ah tweesh kept quiet and cried glass tears through her eyes. now we know how painful it can be when pieces of glass come into contact with your soft eyeballs.
eventually, ah tweesh went mad and tried to burn her heart with alcohol. of course it didn't work...her liver got burnt instead.
anyway, ah tweesh started to believe in satan. since the angels were wrong...the opposite side of the coin must be right. then again, she couldn't differentiate anymore because there were more than 3 voices in her head at any one time.
today, is the 9th year anniversary since her heart stopped functioning.
the boy called ah tweesh and asked for a reconciliation. why? because the boy got dumped by his oh-so-good girlfriend. ah tweesh got possessed by the demon and coolly replied, "don't be sad asshole, you'll get another girl soon".
the boy seemed disappointed at her indifference. but i think it may be because ah tweesh's memory just got better, especially after eating many bowls of gingko with white fungus for the past week. yes, she remembered when the boy said ah tweesh was too dependant, too nonsensical to be in a relationship.
this story has to end abruptly because it has too.
*clap clap* bravossimo!
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| strange |
[03 Oct 2008|12:19pm] |
i don't know if it's cause they know what shit i'm going through with that office bitch or that people sensed that i may need special powers to pass through this semester.
my bosses (HOD and supervisor) have been SMSing notes of encouragement.
still...it doesn't change things much.
the mind is made up...only nobody is calling me for interviews!!!! hahah.
i'm positive about things anyway..come what may! LAI!!!!
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| fuji rock festival |
[28 Sep 2008|09:19pm] |
my goal is to mosh at the fuji rock festival
i want to sweat and rock my head out
am working out my sums now!
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| watching |
[28 Sep 2008|07:28pm] |
i'm just a spectator now
don't wanna talk too much
just wanna do my stuff
just wanna build it up
there's too much pretense
foolish people trying to make sense
let's walk the talk
let's light the shop
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| flip flip flip! |
[26 Sep 2008|11:10pm] |
just came back from a dinner with mrs ng - my gymnastics coach.
i've not seen her since i was 12!
we recapped the funny moments during training and i told her i hated her tactics on me...and she was surprised that i never once cried under pressure from her. hehe.
then she went on to say:
"i've always found you to be a RESERVED and QUIET girl...but you were very BRAVE. you dared to do the things the others didn't dare to."
okay..this part about me..erm where did it all go?
anyway...the happiest part of the dinner was that mrs ng wanted to know if my weekends were free. i said yes and she said good. she'll recommend me to be a freelance judge for gymnastics competition. we get to travel for that too! she just came back from san jose - nastia liukin, the olympics champion was there too!
omg!!! i'm gonna start learning about the new scoring system again :)
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| stand up! |
[25 Sep 2008|03:04pm] |
time to stop being a sissy and stand up, pack your bags and leave!
you have spent enough time being hauled into the courtroom for crimes you have not committed.
what's worse, the courtroom has no judge.
hurhur.
preparing my letter now.
will update.
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| zzzz |
[25 Sep 2008|07:52am] |
i feel sick...damn sick
i keep dozing off and feeling of nausea keeps coming
i feel lifeless
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| totally wasted |
[22 Sep 2008|07:12pm] |
i accompanied mum for one of the sessions today.
she slept through pretty much of it
i tried to read through my notes
before long, i couldn't even stay awake
i felt like the life was being sucked outta me
the nurse explained that the effects of the treatment can spread and that it's important to rest well after
it applies to the ones who accompany the patients because you inhale the fumes (invisible one la) of the chemicals
if i feel so shitty...i wonder how my mum must be feeling
yet..she made dinner and is watching tv
my hands are trembling..and my heart beat is weird as i type this
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| facebook |
[18 Sep 2008|04:33pm] |
the trend of late is to write a one-liner and post it on your shoutout.
then just sit back and watch how the frenzy starts.
they come in a mass like a school of fish...then they write so much on your wall. so much that it becomes like a forum.
then it dies off because they've found another place for them to throw comments...like as if they are sitting in a kopitiam.
and at the end of it all..the one who sincerely wants to tell the world something when he/she posts a shoutout has to clear dozens of notification emails from facebook.
this has been going on for days. i wonder when it will end.
but it has been fun to watch..and it's always comforting to know that you have many friends who are equally as boliao as you. and when they stay up late into the night..they are not doing anything productive. so you know you are not the only one wasting time.
phew!
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| i fear |
[12 Sep 2008|08:21am] |
i fear for my own safety at work...
this has not happened the first time....but yesterday i was accused of doing it.
well...
my partner is in her mid or late 50s....not with a very good memory.
so yesterday...apparently "someone" (we all suspect it's herself) released all her documents. and she got into a fit and started asking me if i'm the one who did it. all i did was good-naturedly calculate the freight charges for her. her tone thereafter was vicious. but she had no evidence la. and i know for sure that i did not do it.
well...thing is...i hate working in fear...not of being exposed of my internet surfing ways. but of being assaulted. she's hostile. i told my boss but there's nothing they seem to be able to do or want to do. somehow they can't seem to believe she's hostile.
i dunno la. but if i ever get whacked unconscious and unable to deliver my side of the story..i hope someone shows them this post. two more years and i'll be free. jiayou!
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| darkness |
[10 Sep 2008|07:11pm] |
i can fully empathise with dylan klebold, but nonetheless, i do not advocate the violence he brought to the innocent ones around him, and the way he used it to end his life.
but...the pain he has to live with. it's worse than being sliced alive. that pain is so deep.
i was a violent youth and i must say that i have been very lucky to have had people who stood by me. fearless. they knew i was capable of killing them in my rage.
that violent person has been put to rest....and remains dormant now. but when will she arise again?
nobody knows.
of course, this rage surfaces every now and then. i try to battle the demon and with each victory i end up in tears. why? the pain is still there, it never subsides. somehow you just get used to it and you get numbed. but sometimes someone comes along and rips your wounds apart - bringing you to a new level of pain.
strange that i should share this. but i know deep down, i'm an angel...waiting for love and wanting to love.
but humans...as they evolve...they start to choose from whom they should accept love. if you do not measure up to their expectations, you cannot love them.
whatever your perception of me after i say this....keep it to yourself. =)
like i've repeated - there are times when i feel like dying but i will never ever do anything stupid or unfair to others. (bitching and gossiping doesn't count)
watching the clouds move and the vastness and silence of the sky keeps me alive. the rest are all illusions of the mind.
i've grown to accept differences. well....it''s my life. you live yours and i live mine. don't tell me what your shit rules are and what you think is right.
i'm filled with sadness after watching this one. it's an old story but.....still there are lessons to learn. if only someone reached out to them and told them shit happens and events will pass. they would have grown to be more brilliant than anyone could have imagined.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FePKHpqQ4Fk&feature=related
sometimes...it doesn't hurt to say hi.
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| valuable advice |
[09 Sep 2008|10:30pm] |
sometimes you just need to pay a little and get invaluable advice
i paid $2 for my mechanical pencil and with it.....
these words were inscribed....
"why be a girl if you don't take advantage of it?"
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| for interest or usefulness |
[09 Sep 2008|03:15pm] |
how ah?
i can't decide.
my choice is popularly known as the useless major.
cannot find jobs...nothing to do....no use.
but hor...i love the subject like hell!
it may not give me the returns i'd like to see for the amount i've invested in educating myself. (i've not invested yet la)
how ah.....what's pulling me back from throwing my money down??
fear?
uncertainty?
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| boom boom boom!!! |
[08 Sep 2008|10:13pm] |
when will boom boom satellite come to singapore?
i wanttttt!!!!!
i wanna jump like how i am doing now in their presence!
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| chun |
[03 Sep 2008|09:48am] |
hai
the consequences of being old and un-chio.
it becomes very difficult to get people to talk to you on facebook liao.
especially if it's a guy. many times i tried to chat with a friend named chun. he always uses the same excuse...BUSY!
statistically speaking, 9 out of 10 attempts to have a conversation with chun are in vain. usually ending with the word BUSY!
i'm not sure why this email is directed at chun, probably because he's the only one i see online most of the time. the rest have gone into hiding. RL has fled to the faraway paris where internet connection is scarce and hard to come by. RH constantly uses her boyfriend as an excuse, i still remember how we were so hot for each other just a couple of months back. KH also...but his girlfriend is really hot. ST also gotten into an affair with MM. MF is also with a girlfriend now. it's important to note that this post is meant to be full of crap. i advise you to stop reading because it may result in momentarily brain pain.
even though some other friends are pretty accomodating...the conversations usually come to a dead end with LOLx! or pengz! or DIAOZ! the 'x' behind LOL means not funny. the 'z' means talk to me makes them sleepy.
maybe i should not force myself to keep up with the young anymore. i can't even stay awake past 12. i should consider taking up activities such as knitting, baking, gardening or even line-dancing.
as you can see i'm withering away. the mind has gone dull..and as i type this entry, i keep pausing because i forget what i want to say. oh! i must remember to take my calcium pills...old women are highly prone to osteoporosis.
p/s: this is a meaningless post, full of rubbish and nonsense. haha. thanks for wasting your time.
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| flying food |
[02 Sep 2008|04:20pm] |
i have a colleague. a mother of 2.
she thinks it's funny to send food flying around. she thinks nothing of throwing grapes, raisins, cake and what not. today she threw a raisin at me. i was too engrossed with work. anyway, my chair rolled over it. and it's a flattened mess on the floor.
she thinks its godamn funny. i think not.
one day when she has no food, she may have to lick the raisin off the floor.
please respect your food.
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| sometimes hor... |
[01 Sep 2008|05:08pm] |
sometimes you just cannot entrust a friend to do something for you. even if they get paid for it.
because they will think of you as a friend, not a customer. therefore, they will not put in as much effort to see the task through. that said, it does not refer to ALL friends.
it's just tiresome. sometimes you feel like that person deserves a chance, even though you know how reckless and irresponsible that person may be. now, i can only let out a gentle sigh and tell myself...."trish...who do you think you are? you also didn't give that person a million dollar deal what!"
but then...i will still give people chances. cos people will change. some just take centuries to change. of course, i shan't give chances with regards to matters of this nature.
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| bunny |
[01 Sep 2008|02:26pm] |
i miss my rabbit.
he's been gone for about 5 years now?
but we still keep pictures of him. he's the sweetest boy. very pampered and spoilt though.
i remember when jayne brought him home, he fit nicely in our palms. white, furry, warm.
he looked like this when he was young and handsome.
this fella is so cute!
this fella also!
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