| Lost thoughts for Days Old, Sorry!!! |
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Tuesday was the first day I was able to write in here for once. I just went to work and left early at noon b/c I was bored and completed all my usual work for the first time in months and I mean months! LOL Then went to the gym. I came home to clean most of my house up. Then it was laziness time for me. I have been trying to have more of that lately. LOL
On Wednesday, I went to work and was in the mood to work my ass off as I usually and full of energy in the morning hours before I decide to take a break. But once I take a break I don’t want to work at all the rest of the day. I didn’t take any break but lunch which I just walk around in circles around the building and yack on my cell phone most of the time. And I was done and half the people left earlier so I sneaked out at 3:15pm instead of 3:30pm OMG I’m so bad. Went to the gym by myself or did I drag Jenna? I don’t remember! LOL I came home to clean the rest of the house. Happy I did it so quick. I am a person who starts on something and tries not to stop until it is finish or I won’t remember it and it will take forever for it to get done. I got phone calls from lots of different friends tonight.
I went to see my “Park Avenue Boy” at our usual SPOT!!! Only some know who I am talking about and others don’t need to know anything about this situation. I think he is the most confusing guy and so many issues so how to act the way he does and do what he does. But why most we fall for him or continue to do that same thing over and over??? I will never know that one but I guess it is b/c I liked him from the day I met him. I’m not going to explain that one b/c of certain wondering eyes that may come across to this. But what a dumbass!!! Not him but someone else!! LOL I will miss him as I won’t see much of him anymore.
I have no boyfriend. But I don’t think I want one. LOL I have been spending more time to myself lately. Working, then going to the gym and working out. I think that is like my main energy these days. Since I haven’t eaten right or slept good. Weekends are still partying. I say at times I’m going to stop but I haven’t yet.
I think I would like to chill low this weekend since all the usual homeboys are gone on road trips and not chilling and I don’t feel like going out really, I actually rather but lazy and type on this And this weekend I might be home cleaning which I have done for the past couple days or go to Newport News to see my friend and chill with him after my all day Saturday driving class I have to take for a speeding/reckless driving ticket I got on a road trip home from Lynchburg and Longwood college one weekend. I was doing 75 in 55 mph GRRR I got it in Dinwiddie county like hour and a half away. Oh well my fault and I can’t blame that on anyone else. Well I am tired now and it’s like 1am LOL. We didn’t do much for Thanksgiving. I woke up at 3pm. I finally slept for more than 5 hours. I went to bed at 230am. My uncle came over around 3pm to eat and that’s it. I read the newspaper and decided on how I am going to go shopping on Friday. I need to find a dress to wear to my work Christmas party coming up soon and more work out clothes! And Christmas gifts for the family.
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| Thanksgiving Day Stuff |
[28 Nov 2003|04:54pm] |
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I got a phone call from my buddy Bruce!! It has been a hot minute since I have seen him let alone talked to him. What a great guy. Like the only good thing about Spaghetti gave me, was meeting Bruce and his boys at the beach. But its not like I wouldnt have talked to them if he wasnt there! Come on a bunch of girls around some hot guys, yeah right!! Anyways, he is doing good and we should chill sometime soon. Awww, he might be a daddy soon! Him and his girlfriend look so cute and so nice. It was nice going to Busch Gardens with them over the summer months. Love them two, great people. Too bad I dont see much of them as she is not in this state and he is working and in Navy so travels and I of course work.
Oh Oh, my "Just Drinking Buddy" calls me asking me to go see a movie with him on Thanksgiving night. I didnt know we could break tradition and go out somewhere else but the usual Friday and Saturday drinking parties!!! Just playing its not the first time I have been to the movies with him. I think this is the third or fourth time, I say, not like I am really counting!!! We went to see Timeline with Hot HOT Paul Walker!! OMG is he FINE!! Even with that shaggy hair in that movie!!! Love those eyes. Me and Gabers are cool. Adam went with us too. OMG never meet someone at the movies b/c you never know who you will run into, especially looking stupid standing there by yourself. I was there earlier than the guys which I didnt think was going to happen. I was just talking on my cell phone and he walks by a guy staring about me like he was checking me out. At first I was like front the back and quick view I got I was like "Holla" but then I realized who it was, Spaghetti!!! with Meatball!! LOL its so funny how he kept looking back at me as he and one of his many girlfriends walks away!! It was too funny. I havent talked to him since all this stuff went down that I wont mention but if your special enough, you would already know!!! I have nothing to say to him. Well there is plenty I could come up with but not really want to say out loud!! Oh do people know what I AM talking about. Enough about that BULLSHITER.
Then my "Park Avenue Boy" calls too but we dont chill b/c his with too many boys that want a hookup and I wasnt chilling with my girls at the time. Sorry boys. But HOLLA at the ones I know. OMG and one of his friends is OMG HOT......great hot mixture! Cant explain too much, sorry I have my reasons.
I didnt go to bed until like 2:30am and planned to wake up at 4:30am to go shopping on Black Friday!!!
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| Grrr Shopping |
[28 Nov 2003|06:15pm] |
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OMG I woke up at 4:30am to go shopping on the busiest shopping day of the year. What was I thinking. I went to Kohls first which opened at 5:30am. While in line waiting outside, I hear this loud crash noise coming from the I64 Interstate. And then I see headlights go down the hill into the trees. It was freaky to see and start my day with such graphic images. I wasnt the only one to hear or see it. People that was caring started to run towards the woods/trees to check up on the incident. They found them. I dont know what they did but people were calling 911 from cell phones. The police and all were quick to respond reaching that area in less than 10 minutes, I say. Enough terrible thoughts to mention. Sorry for saying and telling everyone. I just have been seeing the weirdest and strangest things and sometimes scary things lately. Not good at times. But sometimes boy do I crack myself up with the world around me and what I have seen!
I spent like 2o to 30 minutes in Kohls and spent like $60 on stuff I didnt need, clothes. Im sorry I do love them!! I need a closet the size of my bedroom!! I want to be rich and have a big house so I can do that!! But for right now I will be just dreaming about that. Who knows maybe I can get some luck down the road with that idea!
I absolutely hate BESY BUY!!!!!!! OMG OMG I shouldnt have gone in there but the two things my dad and brother wanted for Christmas was on sale big time there. First it took me like almost 30 minutes to park far far away from the store. I walk in and grab my two items and head to check out. Well where did the line begin and end is the big question!!!??? It was nothing but a big zig-zag circle around the entire store with people going every direction not knowing where they should be. I couldnt take it. Im sorry but those games are not that important to stand in line for hours to get them. Sorry and there will be more times for it to be on sale. I was going to say hello to my friend, Ed working there but I was like forget that too, like him had time to say anything back without someone down his back.
Then I went to JC Pennys at Military Circle. I spent over $100 there maybe like $150 and all but like $20 was on me. Mudd this Mudd that!! I love Mudd Clothing. So cute, comfy, and on sale alot. Then I went to Greenbrier Mall for a little bit and that was it for me. I was done spending my money and around people. And the sales and deals werent that great this year.
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| Work Out |
[28 Nov 2003|09:59pm] |
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I went to the gym to do my usual. I think I have been going for at least a month now. I dont really feel like I have lost weight or look different. At times I feel like I look different and feel better about myself but I dont know. I have noticed I have gotten more comments about how nice I look and that I look like I am losing some weight. Thank you all for the comments. I far much more to go to be like I would like. But my goal is to be much more firmer but next spring/summer time. I want to look nice!! And meet new people and be happy and way more outcgoing than I am already. I do like hearing that I look better. But I am trying to figure out how and where I look different!! Oh well Thanks for all the nice comments. I have more energy lately even when I dont get any sleep. Last night I got two hours of sleep and I am still up and been on my feet and wide awake. I am a little sleepy now. It is like 10pm and I should go to bed soon anyways since I do need to be up by 7am. I forgot I need to stop by the bank and get some cash for my class, grrr. I did mention that right? from 8am until 4pm great boredom for me. I get to sit there and watch car movies. It will be ok as long as I dont get tired from it. LOL
I do plan to go out and do something on this Saturday night since I am home tonight but it is ok since it started to rain and I was out and around all day doing different things.
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[28 Nov 2003|10:08pm] |
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I dropped my car off today to get a 45,000 mile check up and detailed. OMG did they do a GREAT job!!!! I didnt even recognize that was my car!!! It was sooooooooo cleaned and shiny. You have no clue how long it has been since that dirty busy used thing have been cleanned!! I usually drive around everywhere and haul everyone!! Parties hopping and chilling with people. I have been throwing trash in there all the time, crubs everywhere, ewww! Sorry to tell you and smoking in there. Now that it is cleaned, lets see how long I can last to keep it from being dirty or smoke in there. That will be the hard thing for me but I should give it a shot. I am in love with my nice brand new looking Malibu!!!!
Malibu Malibu Oh soooooooooo HOT guys there!!! You guys are missing the greatest hottest people in Malibu, Va Beach! LOL Party every weekend. Non-Stop. I cant believe I am home writing this stuff instead of out and about and at a party but I am tired and no need to drink since I have to go somewhere early tomorrow.
My "Park Avenue Boy" has called me everyday!!! It is too funny. I love this situation. But I am sorry Im not a whore to help his boyz out. I thought he was a PIMP anyways!! Where da hoes at then??? Why calling me all the time knowing Im not going to do that and my girls wont either. Sorry we are stronger and independent more than you think!!! But you know I love you!! LOL well I dont think LOVE but really Like you!! Why I have no clue!! But we are both so crazy and wild. But I know we will never be and I wouldnt want that anyways you arent a one woman's man type anyways, PIMP G!!! He knows he wont forget about me ever and all out stories to pass down the line and share with others if im on the wild thing side with that person and what I speak out about. I need to let myself stop this game we have and share b/c its getting us NO WHERE!!! But we will always be good friends no matter what and how long you are away from me.
I am just sitting here now thinking of lots of stuff but dont know what to say on here. BRB later.
LOVE EVERYONE!!
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| YO YO BEN |
[28 Nov 2003|10:19pm] |
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HELLO BEN HEY HEY YO YO
This is for you!! I dont have much to say at the moment. Sorry but Im getting to my brain dead zone time!! LOL You are a great dude and stay that way. I am writing about you per request! Hope you get to chill and see people around town this weekend before you return to college. I hope that is going well with you. I hope I can make up my mind about what I should do for my future and what I would like to do. I just dont understand and have always been confused about things. I have always changed my mind every five seconds. But I dont know if anyone could help me out anyways about my thoughts and opinions on my point of views in life. Everyone is different and think different things thats why we are all unique. Ben we need to talk and chit chat more to get updated on our lives these crazy busy twisted days. There is not enough time in a day to fulfill all my wants and needed to be completed tasks.
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