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Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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8:02 pm - betrayal
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| Saturday, February 14th, 2004
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3:56 pm - yearning
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i yearn to do what i was supposed to do today. or for what i was hoping someone would do today. today, the day of hearts.
it's not like a few weeks will make a difference. but still.
maybe this is a sign from God. maybe im being too hopeful and He wanted to warn me before its too late and wear my heart on my sleeve.
oh, GOD, if you're trying to tell me something, just put it in a billboard or something. but no, you let me wait eagerly the entire day for a coincidence that will spark my imagination.
can i be such a fool that one tiny coincidence can make me smile the entire day?
yes.
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| Saturday, January 31st, 2004
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9:52 pm - happy days
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im happy. no ifs, no buts... and lots of ands.
im happy. and smiling. and thankful. and regretful. and puzzled. and confused.
im still happy
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| Friday, January 23rd, 2004
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8:21 pm - looking in
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hmmmm.... haven't written in this blurty for a long time(a VERY long damn time). a lot has happened..... obviously..... all this time hasn't passed by me without turning a few stones...
anyways, my life as of now is.... not so good. starting to regret telling the truth. i did as i have always done: blabbed to the wrong people. all im waiting for now is the end result. right now i am completely powerless. my fate is in his hands. if i fall, it will be as much my fault as his.
i hate being in this position. it's like i can't do anything for myself, i just have to watch and see what happens to me. the part i also hate is the fact that i don't know what THEY talk about when i'm not around. i really would like to hear them talk without me standing there, inhibiting them from saying what they really want to say.
i really wish i could learn the art of reading minds.
i need to get through tomorrow morning. i dont know if he still feels the same way as he did. it may be awkward. it may be the happiest day of my life. it could also very much possibly be the worst morning of my life.
all i can do is watch and see, and i hate it.
current mood:  gloomy
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| Friday, October 17th, 2003
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7:10 am - jeeps and babies
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riding a packed jeepney. taking care of almost 30 kids(about half of them babies). this was(and still is) part of my fun-filled school day today. note the absence of sarcasm in my journal. yes, i did actually have fun in panagpuan today. it didn't start off promising, what with the feeling in my legs slowly disappearing as we rode the jeepney to The Place. but my mood lifted as soon as we stepped inside The Place. There they were, all these cute kids all in one place! my Cute Kid Radar(CKR) suddenly switched on and i was on the prowl, searching for my victims. and i found them. they're not the most welcoming people in the world(some of them refused to come near me) , but at least they were diverting. my secret weapon: my i.d. i have no idea why, but with every kid i encountered there, it's the always the same thing. the first thing they do when they meet me is grab my i.d. and start analyzing it like there's some sort of secret code in it. really strange, but true.
so what has panagpuan accomplished? i now want to adopt 2 babies: the kid with the egg-shaped head(i think her name is chelsea, which is too bad since i've grown accustomed to calling her eggy) and john -ray(a.k.a the cutest kid in the whole building OR misha's kid). oh, the wonders of life
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| Friday, October 10th, 2003
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4:58 pm - ptc aftermath
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ahhh, ptc day! yes, i got my grades already. they're.... not good, but not exactly bad either. just... normal
i got g in pem, science, soc sci, e in spanish, vg the rest. sooo... weird. i thought i would get lower. I HAVE TO DO BETTER THIS YEAR! i must!
ok, nothing more to say. don't want to waste too much space.
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| Sunday, October 5th, 2003
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9:18 pm - rebel
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oh yes, im such a rebel! i'm writing this after 1 week AND two days after the last entry! go me!
this week was... boring. there was nothing to do on friday. just watch survivior. yun lang.
i have to look for someone to replace me in pem. anyone interested?
sooooo...... yun lang. im to tamad to type even more boring stuff about this week
current mood:  sleepy
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| Friday, September 26th, 2003
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5:23 pm - this week on my life
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anyways, guess what! next week is already the last week of iw, and how many iws have i submitted? ONE! im soooooooo dead next week!
hmmm.. this week? nothing happened really. no major presentations, projects or tests. i bet puro next week lahat lalabas ng mga quiz. that always happens.
we had cl presentations kanina. weird, asher and zebulun(?)' s presentation was waaaaaaaay better than ours, but they got g, and we got vg. weird!
oh yeah, we got our new rg's rin kanina. rg 5 ako. WHY AM I ALWAYS IN THE LAST GROUP? group 5 in science, rg 5 in fil. anyways, my groupmates are: linette, mara g, aika s., lizzie, rapha and celina. yes, i know, most of them are ... you know.
oh, and we have 2 booths(for 1d) for the fair na. im working in the mermaid booth. haha, yu'll have to go to the fair to see what that's all about.
errrrrr..... darn it, i can't think of any more stuff.
'til next time!
current mood:  calm
current music: moonlight over paris - paolo santos
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| Saturday, September 20th, 2003
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6:37 pm - that's life
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woohoo! guess what! i still haven't decided which one to go to on saturday:mtg or pem. hmmm... i kind of want to go to mtg because we have a quiz, and i actually find it fun. but i didn't understand the lesson today, and the quiz is about the lesson today, so i'm probably gonna fail... pem naman, it's the first session, so i have to be present to register. what to do, what to do...
in other news, i still don't have a presentation for my book selling on wednesday! daya naman kasi, dapat next week pa ako e...
anyway, that's life. nothing i can do about it.
current mood:  full
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| Wednesday, September 17th, 2003
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8:45 pm - suprise, surprise
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i almost forgot to write in my blurty!!! buti na lang i checked the calendar thingy, akala ko friday ko pa kailangan magsulat. so when i saw the calendar: SURPRISE!
well, anyway, exams are over. woohoo! (medyo late reaction) we didn't get back any exams today(thank God), but we're getting a whole lot of them tomorrow(oh no!). aahhhh! i don't want to get the science and math test papers back!
hmmm.... oh yeah, i had mtg last saturday and GUESS WHAT! i actually get the lesson! woohoo! first time since... FOREVER! yey, im so proud of myself! so, if anyone needs help with statement calculus... im here!
21(20?) lang kami in class. that's weird, ang dami pa naman namin last year, two pages pa nga yung class list! (woah, how'd i know that? i have absolutely no idea!!!) well, anyway, we're crammed in this small classroom, and my teacher's the sudbury guy! and wala akong kasama other than YOU KNOW WHO(ykw for short)! the math gods must be punishing me! WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?!?
well, on the brighter side, I GET THE LESSON! yipee!
i still have mtg on saturday and next saturday. conflict, i have pem rin next saturday. great. when you have to choose between two math thingies, which do you pick?
quick, the 25th caller who can answer that question will get 1 peso!
current mood: lazy
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| Wednesday, September 10th, 2003
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4:37 pm - forbidden
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ooohh... i can just hear you all asking yourselves "why is she writing a blurty when it's exam week?" well, im sorry, but all i have tomorrow naman are english, math and computer. and i've already studied for two of those. so there! haha, actually, im really not supposed to be doing this, but i need a break, i think my eyeballs are about to pop out.
here are the exams we had today:
filipino - argh! shouldn't have memorized all that stuff about epikos! a bit confusing, but otherwise, ok.
c.l. - death to manalac! *knocks on wood* gosh, i hate her test! and she never gave us the religious truths about
abraham, how were we supposed to know them?
soc sci - sir v has struck again! i swear, he gets worse every time! good thing i didn't study too much, not much
of my notes appeared on the test
t.h.e. - the grammar gods are raging. i honestly don't know if the typist(er?) or the teacher is the one to blame
i can't wait, only two more exam days! and then... i have mtg. darn it, it was almost a comforting thought.
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| Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003
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7:12 pm - black sweater
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poveda's super weird! first they suspend, then they cancel the suspension, then they suspend again.
anyways, i want to ask this question: what's up with my black sweater? everybody's making such a big deal out of it. parang first time nila ako nakitang may jacket. labo. and what's the big deal about zipping it up until the very end? in case you haven't noticed, it's cold, zipping it up retains more of my body heat, thus keeping me relatively warmer(though not warm enough). at least, i think that's how it works. anybody have any objections to that, just tell me!
current mood:  exhausted
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| Friday, August 29th, 2003
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9:13 pm - lucky something
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hmmmm... had a good day today. the soc sci test got cancelled. must be wearing or doing my lucky something. i just dunno what it is. if anybody knows, please inform me!!!
moving on. we got the letter from ateneo(we meaning i and mara). i finally know the exact name of the ateneo thingy! it's PEM! it means program for excellence in mathematics. yes, ateneans are soooo creative!
still haven't gotten used to the new seating arrangement. I WANNA BE IN FRONT! it sucks in the back, i really have to listen, i can't space out like i always do! you really have to strain to hear everything the teacher says.
ooooh, have you guys seen the 1D website? it's not yet complete as of now, but it still looks great! kudos to andro and lyka!
friday nights are so boring!
current mood:  blah
current music: beyonce knowles - crazy in love
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| Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
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6:46 pm - miracles happen
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woohoo!!! guess what!!!
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by some strange act of God, i passed the mtg qualifying!!! how'd that happen, i don't know. but who cares? I PASSED!!!
well, im still not sure if i'm going. hmmm... which is better, mtg or the ateneo thingy? i have to ponder on that for a while.
kakainis naman kasi, the deadline for mtg is on aug 30 na! and i only got the letter today! grrrr......
current mood:  jubilant
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| Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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7:10 pm - sleepy frustrations
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grrrr.... ok, i forgot to write in my blurty yesterday! i broke the cardinal rule!!!!!!!! ok, so it's only a personal rule, but still! a rule is a rule. *slaps herself* how could i do this to me?!?
anyway, you people probably know what im gonna say next. yup, that's right! WE WERE SECOND PLACE!(btw, im talking about the fil thing)
is that a good thing or a bad thing? i mean, at least we know that we COULD have won, if we had done some things differently. but i really am not that sad, ok lang that we have so study for a session test. im just sleepy.
oh yeah, thanks to everyone who helped pala for the fil thing... especially those from group 2! don't worry, we'll get them next time!!!
radyo, radyo, ooh baby
makinig kayo sa awit ko
yeah, yeah, yeah
k, la lang. think of this as a tribute to section d, who incidentally still don't have grades for the fil thing(my bad!)
hay, grabe, i haven't even done my lagom for the soc sci news report. ack, so tinatamad, i hate it! why do we even need that? argh! *bops herself on the head with a mallet*
woohoo, ok lang!!! life goes on, however diminished.
sorry nga pala to patti... i forgot to write your recoletter!!!
current mood: sleepy
current music: stereophonics - maybe tomorrow
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| Tuesday, August 19th, 2003
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9:06 pm - something or other
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ok, wala akong magawa today, so i'm just doing this to pass the time.
oh, zut! fine, i admit it, a have plenty of things to do, but i want to avoid doing it, so im doing this instead.
ok, we have clubs tomorrow. that's weird for me, ang tagal na naming walang clubs. i hope we do something fun tomorrow.
aaaahhhh, practice until five tomorrow! nakakatamad talaga! i know, that's only one hour of practice, but 5 sounds so late! i remember the times when going home at two would be considered late........
oh well, back to reality. i can't wait 'til friday! hello freedom!
ok, halata bang wala na akong masabi? i bet it is, so i should probably stop.
on second thought, maybe not. who am i to care about the fate of my readers(naks!)? i can just go on and on putting junk, and you poor saps will keep on reading this.
ok, maybe not, nobody's that stupid. so i really have to end this now, huh?
current mood:  drained
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| Saturday, August 16th, 2003
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12:00 pm - boredom resides here
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ok, this is ANOTHER requirement, so medyo boring 'to.
let's see, what happened to me this week that is worth writing about???
oh yeah, we won the fil thing. didn't really expect that. and im not sure if i want it because it means MORE practice. oh well, we got it, so now we're stuck with it.
and... i went a party last night. it was the despidida of my brother's friend and former classmate, who is also the friend of eina. so i hung out with eina and her ICA friends last night, while my brother hung out with his xavier friends. the party was ok, i guess. i dunno, don't really have any other experience to compare it to.
hmmmm...... what else?
oo nga pala, did you guys see the moon thursday night? SO PRETTY!!! mars was behind the moon, so there was this red glow. it's the nearest mars has ever been to the earth. SO COOL!!!
well, my life being as it is(that is, pathetic), there is not much more to say about it. so here ends another blurty.
current mood:  blank
current music: why - avril lavigne
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| Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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9:06 am - in fulfillment of a requirement
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ok, i don't really want to write on this thing, but according to my self-made rule, i have to write AT LEAST once a week. tomorrow will be the end of that week, so i have to write something today so that in case tomorrow i don't have time, i can still sleep soundly at night.
im so disappointed in the archers. they lost by TWENTY POINTS! AUGH!
actually, im not really that sad. i dint watch the game naman, i was afraid this would happen. i went shopping with my tita instead. and as a result of that, i am content but poor. shucks, i think i have to live in the street now. i bought so much stuff kasi!!!
well, anyway i finally bought the justin timberlake cd. i never thought i would do it, but i did anyway. should have bought the white stripes cd instead. oh well, what's done is done.
current mood: indifferent
current music: seven nation army - the white stripes
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| Monday, August 4th, 2003
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9:08 pm - shallow bea (rated: g)
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woah. i just read the blurties(blurtys?) of our batchmates. some kind of a deep, no? here i am complaining about my stupid life while they compose poetry and take pictures with otherworldly meanings. woah!!!
ok, people, watch this, it's hilarious:
http://www.astercity.net/~tobik/pingpong.html
current mood:  impressed
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8:40 pm - another weekend-ish entry
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they made me leader of their filipino group. how stupid can they be? woah, nagulat ako, nandoon pa naman si sarah sa group namin. now they will reap the consequences of their actions because i am not the kind of person who can tell 18 people what to do.
anyways, i watched the UAAP game last saturday. woohoo, galing ni chris tiu!!! idol for life!!! three points!!!!
hmmm.... what else kaya? errrr..... wala na eh. i had a really boring weekend. apart from the UAAP, walang nangyari. shucks, im pathetic.
current mood: sleepy
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