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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:30 pm
    Happy Birthday Mom!
    This is officially the last entry I will ever write about you. I am putting you on the delete from life list. It's the only way I'll ever fully move forward. I cannot love you, and I cannot care about you, because its killing every fiber of my being. I'm already translucent. From here on, I can only care about myself and the people who really do care about me. I honestly don't know if you do or not, but I will tell myself that you don't for probably the rest of my life. I am going to meet someone new, and they are going to love me, and I'm going to welcome them with open arms. I'm giving myself no other choice. I will be happy, I will be loved, I will be efficient and successful, and it will be without you. There are no other choices.
    Thursday, December 16th, 2010
    12:46 am
    i want to barf...i just don't know what to do with myself.
    Friday, November 5th, 2010
    10:35 pm
    you could be happy
    and i wont know
    but you weren't happy
    the day i watched you go





    is it to late to remind you how we were?
    but not our last days of silent, screaming blur


    you could be happy
    i hope you are...





    do the things that you always wanted to
    without me there to hold you back,
    dont think, just do...
    10:31 pm
    somethings got to break you down...
    Friday, October 29th, 2010
    10:16 pm
    I am a part of your soul, boy
    When you say you're gone
    I have to reach my arms out straight to you
    Cause I know we are through

    So go away, yeah
    Go away
    And leave me on my own
    Go away, go away
    Leave me on my own

    Finally it all makes sense
    I could keep this all from you
    And I can make a statement, based on truth
    But then it all comes tumbling down
    Down down down

    So go away, yeah
    Go away
    And leave me on my own
    Go away, go away
    Leave me on my own

    So go away, yeah
    Go away
    And leave me on my own
    Go away, go away
    Leave me on my own

    I am holding
    I am holding
    I am holding
    I am holding
    I am holding
    I am holding
    I am holding
    You

    So go away, yeah
    Go away
    And leave me on my own
    Go away, go away
    Leave me on my own

    So go away, yeah
    Go away
    And leave me on my own
    Go away, go away
    Leave me on my own

    Honey, leave me on my own
    Leave me on my own




    I miss.......




    Saturday, August 21st, 2010
    1:48 pm
    I'm trying to figure out what I want.
    Monday, June 14th, 2010
    1:26 pm
    I cannot wait til wednesdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
    Monday, January 18th, 2010
    11:49 pm
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    Wednesday, April 29th, 2009
    11:53 am
    i will never remember to look here for this...


    www.plasticland.com.

    amanda, remind me to look here for this. hahaha
    Sunday, March 8th, 2009
    9:55 pm
    I don't want to wake up tomorrow. I know you won't ever believe me, but I do love you. So much more than you could ever realize, honestly. I don't deserve you, I never have. I was bad for you from the beginning.
    I'll never be able to look at you again.

    I'm so sorry.
    Sunday, December 28th, 2008
    7:23 pm
    i cannot do the smurf.
    i miss you dammit.

    you suck.

    should've known
    With a boy like you
    Your middle name is always
    I'd always love you
    Uh-huh yeah









    And i can do the frug
    I can do the robocop
    I can do the freddie
    I cannot do the smurf
    And i can hate your girl
    I can tell ya that she's real pretty
    I can take my clothes off
    I cannot fall in love

    And i can do the frug
    I can do the robocop
    I can do the freddie
    I cannot do the smurf
    She cannot do the smurf

    And i can watch tv
    I can shuffle off to buffalo
    I can do a back bend
    I will not call you back
    And i can start a book
    I can make some mac 'n cheese
    I can sleep twelve hours
    You'll never see my eyes

    And i can do the frug
    I can do the robocop
    I can do the freddie
    I cannot do the smurf
    She cannot do the smurf

    And i can hate your girl
    I can tell ya that she's real pretty
    I can take my clothes off
    I cannot fall in love
    You'll never see my eyes
    I will not call you back
    I cannot do the smurf
    I cannot fall in love
    I'll never fall in love
    I cannot fall in love
    I cannot fall in love
    I cannot fall in love
    I cannot fall in love

    And i can do the frug
    I can do the robocop
    I can do the freddie
    I cannot do the smurf
    She cannot do the smurf
    Wednesday, December 17th, 2008
    11:18 am
    Ugh. I hate that I can't blurty when I need to. When I can blurty, I don't need to.

    I need to start saving money so that I can get the internet and so that I won't spend so much. I'm doing terribly in that department right now.

    I've got to pee
    Thursday, April 17th, 2008
    10:46 am
    Tuesday, February 12th, 2008
    10:47 am
    babeh
    Humorous Pictures
    moar funny pictures

    Monday, February 11th, 2008
    10:52 am
    how cute
    funny pictures
    moar funny pictures




    IT'T EATING A PEEP!


    i hate those.
    Monday, November 5th, 2007
    12:58 am
    for some reason, i like standing outside with you
    at one point i hugged you, and i looked up...i had to smile because i could see stars.
    they weren't very bright, but they still made me smile.


    that was really sappy......
    Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
    10:42 am
    trainwreck
    when i try to think of things to say to you, things to explain to you, tell you what i'm feeling a train going 70 mph veers off the track and all the cars smash into each other. they ignite, but when the smoke clears you're what's left.










    my life feels like a big trainwreck. sometimes.
    i'm okay right now. give it another week and we'll be back downhill.

    my legs hurt........

    i need to go find another job on friday.
    but im totally liking the one i have.
    why can't she just give me full time?
    she has the open spaces
    dillards pays 8.50 an hour.
    i would like that a whole lot more that 6.55.
    wouldn't you?
    Thursday, October 4th, 2007
    10:43 pm
    i really hate myself right now and i want to die.
    that's the truth.
    i don't know why.
    i'm about to have a panic attack.
    i don't want to be here right now. i want to be somewhere else.

    i don't want to be scared anymore.

    i'm going to throw up.
    Wednesday, October 3rd, 2007
    12:15 pm
    Let this go
    Maybe if my heart stops beating
    It won't hurt this much
    And never will I have to answer again to anyone

    Please don't get me wrong...

    Because I'll never let this go,
    But I can't find the words to tell you

    I don't wanna be alone, but now I feel like I don't know you

    One day you'll get sick of saying, that everythings all right
    And by then, I'm sure I'll be pretending, just like I am tonight


    Please don't get me wrong, because I'll never let this go
    But I can't find the words to tell you

    I don't wanna be alone, but know I feel like I don't know you

    Let this go, let this go
    But I'll never let this go
    But I can't find the word to tell you

    I don't wanna be alone, but now I feel like I don't know you
    And I'll never let this go
    But I can't find the words to tell you, that I feel like I don't know you
    Thursday, September 27th, 2007
    2:01 pm
    Tell me where our time went
    And if it was time well spent
    Just don’t let me fall asleep
    Feeling empty again

    Cause’ I fear I might break
    And I fear I can’t take it
    Tonight ill lay awake
    Feeling empty

    I can feel the pressure
    Its getting closer now
    Were better off without you
    I can feel the pressure
    Its getting closer now
    We’re better off without you

    Now that I'm losing hope
    And there’s nothing else to show
    For all of the days that we spent
    Carried away from home

    Some things ill never know
    And I had to let them go
    I’m sitting all alone

    Feeling empty

    I can feel the pressure
    Its getting closer now
    Were better off without you
    I can feel the pressure
    Its getting closer now
    Were better off without you

    Without you

    Some things ill never know
    And I had to let them go
    Some things ill never know
    And I had to let them go
    I’m sitting all alone
    Feeling empty

    I can feel the pressure
    Its getting closer now
    Were better off without you
    Feel the pressure
    Its getting closer now
    You’re better off without me
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