Exploring the 20 most recent memories in the life of twiggetteus maximus.
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09.30.2004 @ 10:38 pm
Ministry @ The Fenix Underground last night.
I got to hand out with Al Jorgensen, Lead singer for Ministry.
And their Guitarist....
And the bands Hanzel Und Gretyl and My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult.
This is my ex-bf Josh, now the happiest 28 year old on the face of the planet.....a birthday with Minisrty, what a lucky guy.
08.19.2004 @ 1:27 am
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Thumbnails of recent photos...
Brad & Ashley @ Hospital 4/22/04
Ashley Being born 4/20/04
02.25.2004 @ 2:58 am
"I remember an experience as a resident on a hysterectomy. I remember seeing the baby move underneath the sack of membranes, as the caesarean incision was made, before the doctor broke the water.
The thought came to me, "My God, that's a person" Then he broke the water. And when he broke the water, it was like I had a pain in my heart, just like when I saw that first suction abortion. And t hen he delivered the baby,. and I couldn't touch it.. I wasn't much of an assistant. I just stood there, and the reality of what was doing on finally began to seep into my calloused brain and heart.
They took that little baby that was making little sounds and moving and kicking, and set it on that table in a cold, stainless steel bowl. Every time I would look over while we were repairing the incision in uterus and finishing the Caesarean, I would see that little person moving in that bowl. And it kicked and moved less and less, of course, as time went on. I can remember going over and looking at the baby when we were done with the surgery and the baby was still alive. You could see the chest was moving and the heart was beating, and the baby would try to take a little breath, and it really hurt inside, and it began to educate me as to what abortion really was."
quoted in "Pro-Choice 1990: Skeletons in the Closet"
01.11.2004 @ 4:39 pm
I'm back people.
I'm back, and now I have bandwidth. Yeah you heard me, I have the power. :D Umph! I have such nummy bandwidth. 2 megabytes a second makes me drool. :P So you'll all be hearing more from me whether you like it or not, and if I really like you maybe I'll give you money.
Current Mood: giggly
10.16.2003 @ 2:37 am
I hate dialup. I've been sitting here hours just trying to download 10 megs. gah.
I really hope that the partial birth ban passes. Fuck Planned Parenthood, the sick bastards. They're pushing abortion to the extremes. Because of the books on the law on what you can and can't do, some sick twisted fucking woman had a baby at home and killed the poor thing after it fell out on the floor before the cord was cut. And they call THAT abortion? WTF, that's fucking euthenasia. God I really wish some of these people would drop dead.
My doctor has offically pissed me off. He's trying to tell me that I'm only 13 weeks along. Apparently he thinks I got pregnant around Aug 1st. Funny how I hadn't had sex since July 7th. I had sex again later, but that was after my pregnancy test. What a fucking dumbass. This is really gunna fuck up my pregnancy. I think I'm gunna get a second opinion. MEH!
10.16.2003 @ 12:53 am
The photos you asked for. :D
Muuh kido. She hates the potty chair as you can see. :D
Yeah... I'm a mean mom. heh
This one's kinda blury.
This is her expression when she says 'WOW! COOL!" heh she's such a ham.
HEH She was growling and barking at the Gir dog. What a nerd. hehe
The Smile. :)
The Gir Dog. He's grown so much. :P Ain't he a cutie?! hehe
Thas it peoples. As soon as I get around to taking a photo of muh new ink I'll post it. I'm a procrastinator when it comes to photos. Sorry. :D
10.12.2003 @ 10:36 pm
It's still yet so amazing how fucking stupid some of you are. *shakes head* My user info is not "fake". I don't like thinking about two men sucking each other's ball sweat... if you happen to like to see men licking each other's anus' then be my guest and have a peak. I believe this is a free country where I can speak my mind about whoever and whatever my heart pleases. Just because you don't like it doesn't mean I have to care. Ah....I love how people speak before they think. Why should you care so much if I dislike vegans, gays, monkeys or even your mother? Is it really any of your business to begin with? Yeah, I didn't think so either. Or is that any reason to start taking low blows just because your little mind can't think of something just and courteous to say about my opinions? So what if Ani Difranco is Bi-sexual? Just because someone is a homo doesn't mean I have to dislike their musical talent. Oh, I forgot...you must think I'm as shallow as you. Don't let me stop you, flame away about how ugly, fat or worthless you think I am, but at least have a *real* reason to carry on about such crap. Like, uh...actually knowing me would help. Somehow it never fails that some dumbass frolics along to my journal...where I might add, is my personal space to share things with my friends and I never asked people like you to read anyway.....with some annoying remark about how I'm being uncouth or politically incorrect when, if they didn't like it all they had to do is press 'Back' on their browser (Unless that technology is too complicated for you). If you really cared all that much then you would have taken the time to get to know who I am and what I believe, instead of being vial, rude and assuming that I care about what you have to say. I don't give a flying fucking if your oh so gothic, homo, or even if you have 10 fingers. Just keep your opinions in your ass or on your own journaling site where they belong and let me know when you have something intelligent to say. ;)
For the rest of you who actually have a friggin clue....
I got a new tattoo. I'll upload the picture when I get a chance. My mother and I got one together. She's dying and I really wanted something that would always be with me to help remember her by. *sigh*
I got a job doing a website for a local tattoo shop. I'm only charging him $50 cause he let me have my tat for so cheap. Kaitlyn is getting so big. I cn't believe all of the things she's learned. I'm so proud of her. I went to see my friend Rachel this weekend. I really wish she didn't live so damned far away. BLEH...I think I have the flu...icky. Okay yeah...I'm seriously gunna hurl...lates.
Current Mood: sick
08.31.2003 @ 10:46 pm
First update in a while...
I found out I was pregnant this past Monday, I speculate that I'm about 9 weeks along this time around. I found out a lot earlier than with my last child. I'm so excited, soon there will be four of us and Katy will have a little brother or soster to play with. Katy is now fourteen months old, walks, clibs stairs and says 40 some odd words and phrases. I'm so proud of my little pumpkin. Sorry to those of you who thought I fell of the face of the planet but I moved into a nice 2001 Prowler 5th wheel and don't have internet access there. It looks like a really nice apartment and I'm very pleased with it. Maybe I'll put up photos of it when I get around to it. Hope all of you are well, drop me a line. *liCk*
Current Mood: nauseated
Current Music: CKY - Skeletor vs. Beastman
05.22.2003 @ 2:59 am
Fuck is it depressing when you run across photos of your ex boyfriend. :/
That rich fucker...GAH!
Yeah...damnit, he should have given me this heh
05.15.2003 @ 2:02 pm
gah, my kid's a ham.
ah I'm icky.
05.12.2003 @ 11:51 pm
Yeah you bitches, I can marquee too. Only mine has purpose. Yeah you heard me, fuck Bank Of America. The sons of bitches don't know how to run a proper facility. Tomorrow, I'm going in and I'm closing my account. Their unauthorized charges, their crappy phone customer service (which they charge me for), their crap ass online banking system, which I might add only updates like a week fucking later. They lose my money, charge me outrageous rates for using crap that was supposed to be 'free' and they all around piss me off.
So for those of you who bank with Bank of America, I just want to say...get out now while you can. Before they rape you in the ass with tree sap and suck out your will to live.
05.12.2003 @ 2:38 pm
Well, Mother's Day started out really shitty. Brad and I got into a fight and he left. Then he came back and we talked. Yeah so...then we got in the cr and drove 200 miles to have a picnic in the yakima canyon, which ruled by the way. That place is beautiful. We gold panned for a little while and just chilled out by the rapid water. On the way home we saw a tornado. Which is really odd, because I didn't know tornados were around here. In the 11 years I've lived here, not once have I ever seen a tornado. So yeah that was uber-cool. k I'm oot.
Current Mood: crappy
05.09.2003 @ 6:22 pm
I found an ubber cool place. I urge you guys to try it out. The trial offer is free and if you try it and let me know, I'll make you a complimentry Blurty layout. Not a huge one but I'll make it look cooler than it currently does. :D Cool deal huh? So yeah... try it out, it's free and all you need is a credit card so they know you're of age. :> Hell with it...use your mom's credit card lol
Just click the I-friends link below and sign up either full or trial and let me know once you've activated it and it's working. Only sign up from that link or this offer is null and void. :D
05.02.2003 @ 4:44 pm
This medication makes me feel so much like a junkie that it's not funny. When it kicks in, I can't talk, walk or type worth a crap. I think I'm getting an addiction to it though, whenever I stop taking it for more than 6 hours I get really puky and my whole body aches. *rolls around* I can't feel anything on my body which is cool, because when I get dizzy and I fall it doesn't hurt heh. I uploaded some video of the baby on my server http://www.flatface.net/~twiggette/april03 If anyone cares to go take a peek. :> Hm...I think I'm gunna go puke. Later.
Current Mood: nauseated
05.01.2003 @ 5:17 pm
Man..I'm a picture whore.
I love taking photos. So, if you don't like it...bite me. :D
05.01.2003 @ 1:22 am
Woot and stuff of the sort...
Welp...I've revamped the website holding the tutorials I post. Along soon, there will be layouts as well. If anyone wants to check it out go to http://members.lycos.co.uk/digitalgraveldesign
I'll be backing up my current tutorials and layouts for the next few days. Hope everyone is doing well. Someone else needs to post something damnit hehe :D Wake up peoples.
04.30.2003 @ 4:35 pm
Man do I feel like shit.
04.30.2003 @ 4:24 pm
I couldn't get a proper photo of my tonsils. It looks funky though. I did however get this fucker webcam to work. :> YEY Here's a random photo.
Current Mood: crazy
04.30.2003 @ 2:17 pm
I got a webcam that they give out for free with their internet service, and they don't even have a fucking driver for it. What kind of a company sends out crap and doesn't have the drivers to run it archived? If anyone has the drivers for the webcam with the model # fgb-v000-003300 can you please tell me? It's a paralell/PS2 port webcam and I plan on using the PS2 connection. ktnx
Current Mood: aggravated
04.30.2003 @ 2:14 pm
My estranged tonsils.....where for art thou?
Oh tonsils, oh tonsils....how I love thee...let me count the ways....ah nevermind, I'll just photograph them and YOU can count the ways.
This morning I awoke at the asscrack of dawn and made my way to Wenatchee. We parked in the underground parking terminal and I restlessly made the seemingly long trip to the second floor. When I arrived, I was greeted by some ill-looking woman who escorted me to disrobe. All the while I was thinking to myself, 'Why the hell would I get naked when they're going to be in my neck...?', these thoughts soon turned into visons of the women on 20/20, who doctors mistakenly gave a double masectomy instead of a routine biopsy. They made me pee in a cup, I swear that they keep that shit somewhere and have devised an evil plan for use of your DNA at a later date to supply themselves with an evil clone army or something.....*looks around* but that's a different story. Anyhow...I pee'd in their little cup and made sure to get some on the sides just to be a bitch for making me pee when I didn't want to. The woman just looked at me with this horified face and chauffered me out to an odd looking chair which resembled a dentist's chair...or as I like to call them, 'The Chair Of Death'. I sat down, with my butt poking out mind you, and prepared for the devil needle woman. The devil needle woman arived moments later with her scary box of needles and proceeded to poke me until she failed. Then, another devil needle woman was called over by the first and was told to poke me as well, she failed much like the first. One by one, nurses and doctors poked me from both sides hoping to start an IV correctly, the bastards. Twenty five minutes 8 prep needles and 8 IV's later someone hit the jackpot. I then made my way down to the operating room where someone have me some cool drugs. Next thing I know, some bastard is shaking me and telling me to wake up. I was given 4 shots of Morphine and 2 of Percodan, I felt like a heroin addict. None the less I got some Percocet to take home with me and now I can feel drunk every day of the week. Yay me. Okay, time to gargle salt water....I'm oot.
Current Mood: high