Toolman's Journal

Sunday, May 2, 2004

1:33PM - What Beer am I? - See below:

Bud Light
BUD LIGHT: You're laid back and low maintenance - a
people-person, who wants everyone else to be
having as much fun as you are. You make
friends and jokes easily, and though you're
definitely a smart ass, you're good-natured.
Every man's beer for everyone's friend.


The Greatest Beer Quiz, ever!
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** I took it once before I posted it and it was Michelob Amber Bock**

Current mood: happy
Current music: Revis - Caught in the Rain
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Saturday, May 1, 2004

11:51PM - Band stuff and such......

It has been a looooong while, partially b/c of the messed up network.........I just wanted to do 2 things:
1.) This "which band describes you" thing &
2.) Say that Ted Nugent is insane...I just saw his show "Surviving Nugent" and by day 2 he cut his leg w/ a chainsaw and had to go to the hospital and also HIT ANOTHER PERSON WITH AN SUV!!!!!.......he is therefore INSANE

Here's #1 :
Actually I will do this a few times.....with about 2 or 3 bands...here is the first (In no particular order):

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::

KORN

Are you female or male:: Somebody, Someone
Describe yourself:: Predictable
How do some people feel about you:: Faget
How do you feel about yourself:: Freak on a Leash
Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend:: Pretty
Describe where you want to be:: Deep Inside
Describe what you want to be:: Alive
Describe how you live:: Lost
Describe how you love:: Right Now
Share a few words of wisdom:: Lets get this party started


TOOL

Are you female or male:: The Patient
Describe yourself:: Useful Idiot
How do some people feel about you:: Hooker with a Penis
How do you feel about yourself:: Disgustipated
Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend:: Part of Me
Describe where you want to be:: Intermission
Describe what you want to be:: Jimmy
Describe how you live:: Sober
Describe how you love:: Forty six & two
Share a few words of wisdom:: Die Eier Von Satan


Godsmack

Are you female or male:: Faceless
Describe yourself:: I am
How do some people feel about you:: Trippin'
How do you feel about yourself:: I Stand Alone
Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend:: Moon Baby
Describe where you want to be:: The Journey
Describe what you want to be:: Serenity
Describe how you live:: Straight Out of Line
Describe how you love:: Now or Never
Share a few words of wisdom:: Get Up, Get Out!

Current mood: cheerful
Current music: Revis - Spin
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Monday, March 29, 2004

7:11PM - CHAMPIONS!!

PSU DTU CHAMPIONS...................in double overtime baby!

Is there really anything else to say.

Current mood: exhausted
Current music: Staind - Outside
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004

12:00AM - Alien VS Predator

Alien VS Predator...............there is nothing else to say, except August 2004..............whoever wins, we lose.........check out the trailer below:

http://www.avp-movie.com/

This movie will rock!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: good
Current music: 2 Pac - You can't see me
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Sunday, March 21, 2004

7:41PM - Break/March Madness

Well,
Break was crazy. It was awsome. Went to Brain Matthews cabin in Kane, Pa. Had a lot of fun up there.......JJ, Yukon and Red Bull BABY. Not to mention lots of Halo and Tiger Woods '03. Then to come back and chill with all the LCD that were home. It was just great to see everyone.
I just wanted to say thanks to all you guys that made break as fun as it was, although I still had to work and all. I just wanted to give shout out to the LCD and the guys from PSU and Kay (just in case she wasn' sure if she's in the LCD). :)

And finally, March Madness.........thats all I got to say. I unfortuantely didn't put any money on it this year. And thank god really, I would probably be out. I 've been watchin the games this sunday and it is crazy. There have been soo many close games. Its just great Basketball.

Well, thats all folks.........

Current mood: pleased
Current music: System of a Down - Chic 'N' Stu
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Thursday, March 4, 2004

11:44PM - The greatest ever............

I believe that the following is the greatest derogatory remark ever in history, but first we shall hear the short story that derived it.......*ahem*:

This takes place around the summer of junior year of HS and I was walking my dog around my neighborhood and decided to go see my cousin Mike David (its about 11:00 or 12:00 AM). So I walk up to his house and see that his front door is open. So I continue up on the porch and put my face directly against the screen door. I hear that he's playin music and just shitten around and I don't even say anything. Then he just stumbles up to the door, all tired and stuff, and he gets about 1 foot away, and I just look at him and say quite loudly:

"HEY ANUS-FACE!!!"


pronounced: "HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY ANUS FACE"



He then just starts to laugh hilariously and walk away.........as do I.

P.S. - I may copyright this one.

Current mood: excited
Current music: Three Days Grace - Let You Down
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Sunday, February 29, 2004

8:17PM - The Gaping Lotus Experience!!!!!

Just looking for some cool lyrics to put on here and I remembered the hidden track on the first TOOL album "Opiate". This is more of a poem than a song, but its so funny to listen to b/c the guitar is still sweet and there is an indian twist to it.......its also hilarious when you listen to it........go now, find someone who has it.............

.............Or any TOOL album, I mean , if your addicted to hard rock, these guys are your ticket to ecstacy. Their music has a great blend of anger and serenity. Maynard James Keenen's vocals are amazing, the bassline won't let your head stop bobbing, the drums are out of control and the guitar just plain kicks ass. The lyrics themselves are both disturbing and relatable.

But if they are still a little too hard for your taste and want something a little more serene, go for Maynard other "side" project A Perfect Circle. They just have a great flow and smoothness to their sound of rock.

Here's my ratings of the TOOL albums in order of best to worse and their years of release:

1.)├ćnima ('96)
2.)Lateralus ('01)
3.)Undertow ('93)
4.)Opiate ('92)
5.)Salival (not really an album, more of a special disc that comes in the box set)


"The Gaping Lotus Experience"

I had a friend once he took some acid
Now he thinks he's a fire engine
It's okay until he pisses on your lighter
Kinda smells kinda cool kinda funny anyway

satan, satan, satan...

I had a friend once he took some ecstasy
Tried to marry me and every one in the room
He was sort of loving kinda caring,
kinda tried to fuck my lazy boy
It got a bit messy all over the curtains,
arm chair covers, throw pillows, and carpeting

satan, satan, satan...

I'm getting bored...

Current mood: lethargic
Current music: Seether - Pride
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

10:50PM - Quote

"i'm the ceeee train you can't de rail me fool" - Cameron Palmer



This kids got problems........Well, this is T dizzle signing off....alter dogs

Current mood: rushed
Current music: nothing....Windows Media Player is down
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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

10:32PM - He's retarded

If you ever heard me talk about my friend Mark from work/school, this is him.
He's the one on the right.......the 1 that looks retarded.

Proud to be part of DTU / Sharon Tube aren't we now..........(The other 1 is Adam Dye in case you were wondering)

Title/Description

Current mood: creative
Current music: Nonpoint - Mountains
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9:49PM - I believe in a thing called Love

I've heard this song about 1037 times in the past 5 days.....(thanks Mark)....So I already know the words by heart, you should too, we can all sing it together whenever we are all together. Thank you "The Darkness", you and your lead singer are CRAAAAAAAZY. Well, enough already, here it is.

I Believe in a thing called Love

Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel

Touching you, touching me
touching you, god you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!

I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day*
You got me in a spin but everything is A.OK!

Touching you, touching me
touching you, god you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh! Guitar!

Touching you, touching me
touching you, god you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!



* This part is meant for someone special....go ahead take a guess

Current mood: horny
Current music: Ill Nino - How can I live
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Sunday, February 22, 2004

11:43PM - Weekend stuff....I guess

Well, lets see, I guess not alot happened this week. This weekend I wen to up to Westminster and messed around with Matt, Jon, Cathleen, Jerry, Becky, Devon and Tyler. Tyler then had me over for dinner, along with Jon, b/c it was his birthday on Tues. The food was great adn the cake was better. But making fun of C-Train was the best. I mean, c'mon, he answers the phone of his house - "Train station", and calls himself "CEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TRAAAAAAAAAAAIN". It's priceless. Oh well, Then I picked up Kay and watched a movie and visited with my parents for the rest of the night. It was fun.

Not too much else really happened I guess.

Did anyone ELSE have a good weekend and like to share about it???? (Hint hint, comment)

Current mood: tired
Current music: Three Days Grace - Scared
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Monday, February 16, 2004

11:28PM - Gotta love my life of SHIT

Well, I must start off by saying that I had a wonderful weekend.......Saturday was incredible, thats all I have to say about that.......and sorry to Kay for almost breaking her nose with my elbow.
.......Sunday was just a lot of fun. Just screwin around on the slopes with the guys from work and such........Then again it was also only 0 degrees outside. Therefore we were cold the minute we left the lodge after attemping to warm up.
Oh well, all's well that ends well (without broken bones...and only a huge headache and a nice amount of soreness).

Then Monday comes and makes me get up at 7 AM and go to work adn classes all tired and shit. THAT was a load of fun....
But then to get home and here some news that really makes me both sad and unbelievable pissed off at the same time, well, thats just the icing on the cake. I drove around for a good hour or so tonite just listening to loud music and driving fast..........I'm still alive so thats a good thing....I guess.........
I mean, sure, I'd never want to kill myself, I just wish things never had to change, and that when things were going good, that you can actually REALIZE that they are. I mean the news wasn't devestating, but I mean, it makes you think about things you'd never think about otherwise..........namely your future, and how we take the little things we have for granted.......like the little perks or little things we buy ourselves.

I dunno, I guess none of this will make sense unless you know what the "news" is. And I guess since there is nothing that I can do about it and there is nothing to be ashamed of I guess I 'll just tell you.

My dad, who I have soooo much repect for, was laid off from First Energy after working there for over 33 years. It just pisses me off soo much that HE can't keep his job b/c the company has to resize b/c they are overstaffed compared to their competitors when I KNOW they don't have enough ppl. to do the shit they need to NOW. I mean, this news came out of no-where, thats why it bothers me so much. HE never really expected it either. It just makes you think about where I am going with my life. I mean, I know that he was good at what he did and I just hope that I could work as hard and as loyaly as he did. It just pisses me off that ppl. like my dad have to even worry about this shit.

I mean, we're not going to die or anything, we'll be fine.......for a while at least. But it just sucks that my dad has to go throught this shit. I'm almost fairly certain that he will find another job, it's just that he was so close to retirement that they just HAD to screw him out of it. FUCKERS. Oh well, I kinda just had to get that off my chest. Thanks for reading. Peace Dogs.

P.S. - Tyler, I know exactly how you felt when your dad was on stike. I understand you completly.....in that respect at least

P.P.S. - Tyler, I also know exactly what you mean when you say that riding is your way of getting away from the world........thats what driving, listening to music and writing is to me.

Current mood: pissed off
Current music: Three Days Grace - Home
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004

11:32PM - Everyone else did it........

Name: Timothy John Sokolak
Nickname: Tim, Soke, Goose, (Crazy T & Egret at work)
Birthday: 06/05/84
Birthplace: West Middlesex, PA

-Now-

Current mood: studied out
Current music: "Hey Now" Tantric
Current taste: remnince of Wild Cherry Pepsi
Current hair: freshly cut
Current clothes: Jeans and "Losers club of Dorks" T-shirt
Current annoyance: Thermodynamics
Current smell: nothing
Current thing I ought to be doin: sleeping
Current windows open: AIM and convos, RealPlayer Rhapsody, Blurty
Current desktop picture: Perfect Circle
Current favorite bands: TOOL, A Perfect Circle, KORN, Spineshank, Adema, Seether etc.
Current book: Thermodynamics "An Engineering Approach"
Current cd in stereo: Metallica "St. Anger"
Current crush: Kay
Current favorite celeb: Edward Norton
Current hate: School, lack of sleep


-Do I-

Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Have sex?: no
Give oral sex?: willing
Receive oral sex?: see above
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes
Remember your first love?: yes
Still love him/her?: sure do
Read the newspaper?: occasionally
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: no
Believe in miracles?: yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: to an extent
Consider love a mistake?: nope
Like the taste of alcohol?: uhh....yeah...duh
Have a favorite candy?: currently Reeses PB cups
Believe in astrology?: no
Believe in magic?: no
Believe in god?: yes
Have any pets: Sara (black lab.....you all know her)
Go to or plan to go to college: PSU DTU
Have any piercings?: nope
Have any tattoos?: not yet
Hate yourself: not really
Have an obsession?: don't think so
Have a secret crush?: no
Do they know yet?: there is no-one to tell
Have a best friend?: lots
Wish on stars?: when the fall through our atmosphere.........yeah
Care about looks?: yeah.........my own at least
-Love life-

First crush: Chelsea Sobek
First kiss: Kristen Gantler
Single or attached?: attached
Ever been in love?: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: ehhh.....not really
Do you believe in "the one?": I dunno......
Describe your ideal significant other: funny, sincere, good looking(but I mean I'm not shallow)

-Juicy stuff-


Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yeah
Have you ever been intoxicated?: plenty
Favorite place to be kissed?: lips
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": I hope not
Are you a tease?: somewhat
Shy to make the first move?: definitely

-Word association-

Rubber: ball
Rock: paper scissors
Green: acres
Wet: excuse me
Cry: sad
Peanut: butter
Hay: barn
Cold: hot
Steamy: sexy
Fast: and Furious
Freaky: Kinky
Rain: sleet
Bite: me
Fuck: off
Blow: me
Religion: God

-APPEARANCE:-

Hair: blonde
Eyes: green
Height: 6' 1


-LAST THING YOU:-

Bought: chicken burger and fries (BBQ sauce)
Ate & Drank: Stuffed Peppers and Milk
Read: Thermo book
Watched on tv: Snoop Doggs version of Cribs on BET

-EITHER / OR:-

club or houseparty: houseparty
beer or cider: beer
drinks or shots: shots
cats or dogs: dogs
single or taken: taken
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: pepsi
this or that: that

-WHO DO YOU WANT TO:-

kill: killers
get really wasted with: the LCD of course
look like: someone w/ a better body
be like: myself
avoid: stupid assholes who are too ignorant and don't shut up when they sit behind me in speech class

-WHERE DO YOU-

eat: Home, DTU
cry: where I am at the time it strikes me
wish you were: on a beach w/ Kay

-HAVE YOU EVER...-

Dated one of your best friends? yep
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? yep
Drank alcohol? yep yep
Done drugs? never
Broken the law? driving usually
Run away from home? naw
Broken a bone? lots of fingers
Played Truth Or Dare? a few times I think
Kissed someone you didn't know? nope
Been in a fight? not really....don't think so
Come close to dying? not that I remember

-WHAT IS:-

The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: used to be Chumbawumba....now.....I dunno, I have good taste now
Your bedroom like?: descent sized, plain
Your favorite thing for breakfast? bacon and eggs
Your favorite restaurant?: don't really have 1

-RANDOM QUESTIONS-

What's on your bedside table?: alarm clock and a phone
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: whatever there is
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: nope
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: Laser Eye surgery count????
What is your biggest fear?: losing my loved ones
What feature are you most insecure about?: my build
Do you ever have to beg?: too much........well, not toooo much I guess, right Kay ;-)
Are you a pyromaniac?: I think so
Do you have too many love interests?: no
Crushes? no
Do you know anyone famous?: probably
Describe your bed: green and white.........2 pillows and usually a dog on it
Spontaneous or plain?: both
Do you know how to play poker?: yep
What do you carry with you at all times?: wallet, phone and keys
How do you drive?: Damn good (at least I think so), I Love to drive
What do you miss most about being little?: the freedom
Are you happy with your given name?: yeah
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: about this much
What color is your bedroom?: white
What was the last song you were listening to?: KORN "When will this end"
Have you ever been in a play?: 8th grade
Who are your best friends?: I got too many
Do you talk a lot?: usually
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: yeah........I guess so
Do you think you're cute?: kinda
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? yeah.....if they are lazy and don't try to better themselves
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yeah
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: I try to even it out.........but don't do a good job I guess.......so probably my girlfriend
What do you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: "Hey, look, Gay/Lesbian people!", but that's it

Current mood: tired
Current music: Three Days Grace - "I Hate everything about you"
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Tuesday, February 3, 2004

11:46PM - Skiing.......and something about nipples?!?!?!?

Well, lets first start off w/ last weekend (I haven't updated in a while)-----------

I had a great weekend.......It started out Friday by goin to see Radio.......good movie, funny.....................Then I went out with Davis Love III to Phi Kappa I believe (walked there and back....total miles - 1.75.......its winter by the way)........had a good time......................... CAme back and went to sleep at 4-ish till my internal clock thoiught I should be up and at work at 7:45 AM............Spent some much needed time with Kay on Sat. and finally landed a steak at the Roadhouse after church.................Then did that sleep thing till Sunday , where I then hung around and eventually went home at 7ish. :-( But all good thing DO come to an end.

So monday came and it was time for the first official game of the PSU DTU 4-on-4.............we lost.
Team consists of :
Me, Mark Lukasko,
Ali (last name is not known to me),
Jim (last name is also not known to me)
and Michelle (last name is also also not known to me)--------btw, we needed a girl on the team to compete.

Wed. came and I went up to Westminster to see Matt and I also heard that Cathaleen was headed up there, so even though I needed to write a speech and be at work at 8:00 I went anyways............
Well, Matt was alreadt drunk when I got there.....9, and Cathaleen didn't show till 11 or so, but none-the-less I had a good time...........granted, I didn't know where Matt was most of the time, I just talked to some of the brothers over some pong.........But it was just nice to see everyone again.

HALFWAY POINT-------HALFWAY POINT-------HALFWAY POINT -------HALFWAY POINT

Well, Friday finally came and I went to pick up Kay at Clarion after my math test......so it was nice to see her and talk to her on the ride up.................Damn, Semi's!!!!!...............Later that night we hit up Phi Tau and chilled wth quite a few of the LCD...its been a while......well, not that long I guess.....but you know what I mean. Saturday I went and saw Le Boyz at.......Le Tarbeys......played some darts (after sitting at Ricky's for almost 2 hours of playing with his cat.................and watching him read about poker).

Then Sunday came andI sailed up to Peak N' Peak with some people from DTU : Mark Lukasko, Kelly Stalma and Kelly Vasin.......and her 20 something friend that works at McGonigles Ambulance Service.

It was awsome....I hadn't been back skiing in almost 2 years...........and I picked up right where I left off.............did a few jumps, caught some major air...........It was awsome, till I spilled, but even though it was a hard hit......it was sweet..........major air (upwards of 6 to 7 ft.). Then I heard something about some ugly girls boob and somethiong else about the "greatest" Super Bowl ever....blah, blah, blah..............I actually haven't even seen highlights as of today............oh well..............

Then Mionday came and we conqured the B-Ball court, even with Jim (last name unknown), our best player, out with a 2nd degree ankle sprain...........yeah....we good, and we know it...

But I now have Carpul-tunnol syndrome and am going to go to the hospital, and then go to sleep so I can go to work at 7 tomorrow......later yall'

Current mood: sore
Current music: Audioslave - Getaway Car
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004

11:29PM - What a day........

Well, this was the busiest day I've had in quite a while. First, of course, i had to go to work at 7. Then I went to my first class at 10. Or so I thought it was at 10..........I waited around till about 10:20 or so b/c no one else showed up. I figured that noone was showing up b/c of how bad the weather was, so i checked with the registrars office to see if it was cancelled. It wasn't so I checked one more timew to see if the teacher (Indu Das, I know, sweeeeet name............indian i presume....duh) was there. He wasn't, so I went to the library and started woring on Thermo problems. At about 11:30 I get a call form a classmate of mine. He says that they had class after all............B/C ITS NOT TILL 10:30........so yes, I'm retarded and missed my class. Oh well, I then worked on Math problems till.......well.....math class, where I just did more problems.

I then got to go to work from 2 till 5. I got home with jsut enough time to shit and stuff until i went back to sharon to hit up Wing Nite at the Lube with a buddy of mine. I then get home at about 9 just in time to quickly write my speech paper. Which I myself think kicks SERIOUS speech ass. And here I am now, telling you all about my jam packed day.

But I'll leave you be now............hope you had a decent day. Lord knows it won't be half as productive....or maybe it will.

Later boyzzzzzzz!

- and girlz!

Current mood: satisfied
Current music: A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras (1st album.........Mer De Noms)
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Monday, January 19, 2004

6:40PM - Its been a looong time hasn't it........

Wow, It sure has been a loong time since I put anything on here. But I just wanted to let everyone know the reasons why there have been no updates on my life.

1.) We were all home
2.) Blurty's server went down
3.) Blurty's server went down
4.) We were all home
5.) Blurty's server was down

But now for the update:
Well, all I am going to be doing is math and Physics pretty much. Lets see........Math 251 (Diff. Eqns.), Phys 214, EMCH 12 (Dynamics), EMCH 13 (Strengh of Materials), Speech & ,of course, M E 30 (Thermodynamics). a woo hoo.

I think if I make it past this semester the sailing should be pretty good.........I should have a general idea of what Mechanical Engineering is really all about. But we'll see.
I also joined a 3-on-3 team down at PSU DTU, we played around today and are 1-1 so far.......but the 3-on-3 competition doesn't technically start till next monday. Wish me luck.

I also wanted to apologize to anyone that I hurt over break. And please don't put the blame on anyone but me. These were my desicions........not that I'm proud of them, but I did make them myself. And if anyone wants to say anything to me, please......do it now (to my face) before I hear about anything being said behind my back......again.
I'm just trying to do so many thing all at once, I don't know what to do. This is all very new to me. So please bear with me, accept my apologies, and help me. Thanks all.


P.S. - This was supposed to be posted about a week ago, but as I said before....The server was down

Current mood: tired
Current music: Seether - Gasoline
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Saturday, December 20, 2003

2:07AM - YOWZA, It sure has been a while

Well, it's been quite a while since I've written in here........just haven't had the time with Finals week and all. All I did was study for a week straight........it blew.

But I had a great time tonite. Had a few drinks with the boys, got to watch all the drunks.......then had to take care of them........but it was all in good fun. Got to have my girl by my side through it all, which was FANTASTIC. Then there was the cheese and crackers that Mr. T brought down(mmmmmm, sooooo goood)........preceeded by the stogies that Mrs. T gave all the boys. it was a fun time.

But yeah, I'm finally done with finals. It feels great. I'll let you all know (although you don't care) what the full results are when I get them all. But I stil got a busy few weeks ahead....until school starts again. But oh well.......Hope you all faired well. Later yinzes.

Current mood: hungry
Current music: Spineshank - Consumed (Obsessive Compulsive)
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Wednesday, December 10, 2003

12:35AM - Quotes

Two of the best quotes that I got out of reading a 265 page book on the Holocaust came on the last 2 pages. They are as follows:

"The greatest evil that can befall man is that he should come to think ill of himself"

-Goethe


"If we could learn to look instead of gawking,
we'd see the horror in the heart of farce,
If only we could act instead of talking,
We wouldn't always end up on our arse.
This was the thing that nearly had us mastered;
Don't yet rejoice in his defeat, you men!
Although the world stood up and stopped the bastard,
The bitch that bore him is in heat again"

-Bertold Brecht

Current mood: sleepy
Current music: Union Underground - Bitter
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Sunday, December 7, 2003

12:15AM - Sick

Well, today actually sucked pretty hard. Work blew a big one......all I wanted to do was go to sleep in my bed. But once again, what happens.....My parents decide to put the dog in my room and gate her in there (we do this when we are goin out for a few hours). I go to pet her and what do I put my hand in......but piss. Yes, my dog MUST have some sort of bladder control problem or something of that sort. So once again I am immediately put in a shitty mood. But then I talk to Kay and feel a lot better. --AKA Happy.

I eventually went to sleep in my basement till I had to wake up to go to church. Go there, feeling as crappy as hell because I'm as sick as a dog. Go rent Medal of Honor : Rising Sun, play that from about 9:00 till now and well......here I am.

Also, I just wanted to let you guys know that I ened up studying Thurs. night and Friday day for that Math 220 (Matricies) Exam......There were 5 problems....1 fill in the blanks........Leaving us w/ 4 problems. And what do you know happens.......2 of them are on the last 2 chapters that I (and my Math possie) decided not to study because doing so would have pushed all the other knowledge that we just learned out of our heads.

The cool thing is, is that he TOLD us how to do the one (basically do what we did for another problem, but just find out where to apply it) and gave us a HINT on how to do the other(I KNOW I got this one right because I checked it w/ him afterwards).......this comes after explaining to him the situation......So it didn't turn out too bad at all I guess. Overall though these last 3 days have really took the life out of me......

That and the fact that I miss my baby. I need a little Kalynn soon or I'm gonna just pass out from shear depression. But that will come on Thursday.....not nearly soon enough.....but oh well, I guess.

Later y'all.........And Tyler, I am happy that your week is going MUCH better than mine.........nope, no sarcasm at all.........not even a pinch.

Current mood: sick
Current music: Union Underground - Turn me on "Mr. Deadman"
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Thursday, December 4, 2003

1:13AM - Could the night get WORSE!?!?!?.........

INCREDIBLE.......positively INCREDIBLE..........

What the FUCK did I do to deserve this Hellish of an evening?????

You'd think that the DAY was bad enough (read previous entry)........but could the night get worse?!?!

Of course.......This is the life of Tim Sokolak we're talking about folks.

After that SHITTY day what would you want to do most....huh.......probably just go to bed. Your warm, cozy, comfy bed. Because I would........and did want to do that. That is until I go in my room and think "Hmmm, smells kinda funky in here" and see that my dog has just pissed on my bed.

Yup......its now 1:00AM and I get to deal with this. We'll just say I ROYALLY flipped out on my dog. I had to duck to keep from gettting hit from the profanities that were bouncing off the walls. But we'll keep this clean for the ladies (whom, I must say, I miss terribly.....especially on this, the worst day I've had in a loooong while)

So I got to clean that up, and take the dog out.....I was too pissed to put on a jacket and shit, so I was cold too....but not that bad, the rage seemed to have kept me warm. By the way, on top of this all I seem to be getting a Fucking cold........YAY.......

And here I am......once again complaining........but you'll have that now won't you......WON"T YOU!!

P.S. - I'm glad someone is having a good day.....Tyler

P.P.S. - Sorry about the bitter language......its how I felt at the time.

Current mood: pissed off
Current music: ME - Swearing a lot
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