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[01 Jun 2003|11:30pm]
I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl


oh man oh man oh man, kkkkkkkkkkkkkkk totally tooled me at DKC. hit me up, knock me down, tear me up and build me down again, she's a great thing. i can sleep nicely wth the memories of her to keep me warm in such a cool cruel world. i'm not druz.
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[19 May 2003|09:23pm]
i am so obsolete and like a candle
with a wick burnt low and stuck in a drawer.
i think your hate toward me, too much to handle
so my brown hair, messy clothes, we drop to the floor.



it's a bitter refute to the absolution of a misjustice not yet commited, but you're still to blame.
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[18 May 2003|01:06am]
to-day was the ilk of day that makes all the other days cry in jealous rage over their comparative impotency.
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[17 May 2003|07:12pm]
nothing good can last long.
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[11 May 2003|11:46am]
we needed a new word for heartbreak. yeah, so we came up with love.
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[08 May 2003|11:23pm]
in plain sight you held an ancient dagger
so why toward you and it should i stagger?
but blinded so was i by your pretty face
and met your blade when I attempted embrace.
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[07 May 2003|05:13pm]
the air holds that dull electricity so commonly found before rain. it's not going to rain, but it's always pouring in my head, the water forms dirty puddles in my heart.

somehow, she makes these puddles seem cleaner.
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[05 May 2003|11:38pm]
i won't even bother becoming a part of her life.
give me a SENSATION

[03 May 2003|01:43pm]
I can't help but think she doesn't take me seriously. As if I'm just some joke to laugh at in passing.
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[01 May 2003|10:34pm]
she's too cool for me. but i'm gonna try and not worry about a supergreat thing.
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[30 Apr 2003|06:17pm]
why do i set myself up in situations that will only lead to pain? do i enjoy hurt? she'll be gone come june and i'll have nothing but this sorrow to lead me into tomorrow. a tale so old yet it's told so many times it must be my favourite.
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[28 Apr 2003|04:11pm]
this is gonna be real interesting. i'm not so sure i'll be able to take it. first real day in the trenches and my grip on reality has come out with shellshock. the whole concept is absurd. such different worlds, no matter what she says, and i don't belong in her's and she will never be a part of mine. changing her is out of the question, so i guess it's deal or bust. i really don't want to bust. ;_; she's such a great kid.
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[27 Apr 2003|02:06am]
and into something else. i am... anxious.
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[25 Apr 2003|11:58pm]
oh man oh man oh man. I can't recall ever feeling this way around anyone before. life is good 'round her. whoo. i can't help but worry that once vacation is over and she's back to her old ways and old friends that I will be forgotten.
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[25 Apr 2003|12:30am]
I know I'm ugly and dumb, but I'm okay with that around her. at least, more than I usually am. I mean, I feel really awkward lots of times, like she doesn't want me to be there, but at I haven't felt miserable yet. I dunno. she is something good.
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[23 Apr 2003|11:28pm]
one good friend and three gorgeous kids, one of which i have fallen for. it resulted in good times. i'm broke. i've singed to respect and now i accept my fate.
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[22 Apr 2003|10:46pm]
i feel bad about ben, but what's there to say. but man oh man oh man does she rock my socks.
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[22 Apr 2003|03:30pm]
she's something finer than I could ever achieve. she's a slave to her a world as I'm a slave to my world. she might fall into my world, perhaps, and she might fall in love with my world, just not me. why do I fall for situations far more tragic than I should desire?
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[21 Apr 2003|07:12am]
oh man oh man. i'm falling/fallen so hard and so fast.
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[20 Apr 2003|02:07pm]
could there be a guiding light I've yet to see? I know my heart should guide me, but there's a hole within my soul. What will fill this emptiness inside of me? Am I to be satisfied without knowing? I wish, then, for a chance to see all I need, desperately, is my star to come.
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