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[01 May 2003|01:12am] |
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For the first time in a long time I slept. Slept so peacefully that I swear that nothing could touch me. Nothing could make me feel hurt about anything. Like all the bad things have gone away. All the things that hurt me are gone. And when I woke up I was still in that cloud of peace. I felt like I was were I belong. Maybe that sounds stupid but that is how I felt. I was so happy. So at peace. Being in his arms and just laying there was like something out of this world. Something that I can not even describe.
I feel at total peace with him. I wish I could change that but I can't. Just being near him makes me happy. I swear to you I could go with no sex, no kissing, no nothing but still be near him and I would be the happiest girl alive.
I am moving back to Toronto tomorrow morning. Just because it feels like the right thing to do or at least it did last night. Things just changed I guess. Are we allowed to have a change of mind or a do over because right now I surely need one. More than anything.
Oy. Maybe I should just go to bed. Yeah that is what I think that I am going to do.
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