| Sometimes I look in the mirror and I don't know what I see. |
[19 Apr 2003|03:45am] |
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Everything seems to just go by so fast that when I actually stop to look in a mirror its like all the years have washed away on me. Sometimes I wonder who I have become and what I have accomplished just because life is so much different then what it was before. Not that I am complaining at all. I have an amazing job that I love with everything that I have, Wonderful family that would do anything for me and an incredible husband that I would give the world too without even asking for anything in return. I promise to elaborate on that stuff later but right now I wonder what I have done with my life that is so great. Yes I am the Raw Diva of the Decade, the WWE women's champ, and the 2001 and 2002 Babe of the year and I am proud of that but sometimes I wonder if I will be anything more than just Trish.
Working in the WWE is one of my biggest accomplishments. Yes when I started out here I was a messed. I only got hired because I had what the guys wanted T & A And for the longest time I accepted the fact that I was just thought of as 'eye candy' Until one day I decide that I was going to change that. So I went to the gym everyday and worked my ass off to become what I am today. One of the top performing Divas that this company has to offer. I strive on everything and work to perfect every single mistake that I make. My heart and my soul goes into every single match that I compete in because that is what this sport is all about. Its about giving back to the people who adore you and make you what you are. So I go out there with them in my heart and I do my best to make them happy and make them believe in me. Standing in a ring during Wrestlemania and winning the WWE women's title for the 4 time in my career was breath taking. It was the highlight of my career.
The highlight of my life was the day I became Mrs. Jeff Hardy. Beyond anything in this world he is my life. My heart and my soul combined into one. He is my absolute greatest accomplishment. His love has made me a stronger person. I mean we have been through so much together but we are still intact. When you love someone you love them for every little joy and every little flaw. You don't critize them based on things they do. Love is the greatest gift that you can receive and when you find it don't give it up for anything. Jeff, I know I never got to tell you this so I want to do it now. Thank you for being someone that makes me feel alive and happy and everything. Thank you for giving me those feelings and just being you. Crazy or not I love you with everything that I am and everything that I will become. Because you are my greatest gift and I love you.
My friends, what can I say about them? They are the most amazing people on this planet. My Canadian buddies, Jay and Adam, thank you for listening to me and treating me so well. I feel like your little sister. *laughs* but thank you, thank you for everything. And everyone else. Thank you. For the bottom of my heart.
Hmm well I think I am going to head to bed. Night everyone.
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