|
[03 Apr 2003|01:33am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 tired |
] |
Sometimes when I think that everything is finally starting to go better. Good at least something comes up. Or something makes me so confused about everything. I need to stop questioning things. I think that I need to get out of here for a while too.
|
Disclaimer
|
|
[03 Apr 2003|12:46pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 confused |
] |
I finally rolled out of bed. Yes I am one of those people that never get up early. And it is good not having any shows for the rest of the week. I can just relax and think things through and think what is going on in my head. Yes I have a lot of things to think about. A lot of decisions to make. More then I ever thought that I would have to make. But I am strong and I will make it through the things that are going on.
You know when I was kid I used to always say "I want to be an adult." I wanted to do what I wanted and not have people to listen to. To be able to go and do what I please and not having to answer to anyone. I think back then I did not realize that being an adult it would have so much heartache and so much pain. I thought I would never say that but I wish that I could run to my mom to make it better, make everything all go away. I just want this to stop.
No nothing has changed in my life to make me feel this way. I guess just things happening and things going on for so long make me feel this way.
I think that I am going to go take a nap.. I might be back later or something. Maybe I will know what the hell is going on with my life.
|
Disclaimer
|