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My head is hurting really bad. There is just so much going on in my head. I don't even know what to say right now. I am thinking about just taking some time off. Just a nice vacation...
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[08 Jul 2003|01:01am] |
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*sighs and winces a little* I hurt so bad.. I just want to climb into bed. I never thought that Andrew could pull someone that hard. Owww. I am going to lounge in the tub.
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I am seriously in the lacking department of this place. Everything is going well on this front. Juggaling being a full time mom and a full time WWE Diva is quite hetic these days but it is also quite impressive to my mom. I got to talk to her today for a pretty long time. She was telling me about Melissa, and school and Christy and the boys. She says that they are getting so big. I am going to definately have to stop up and see them all the next time that we are in Toronto. You tend to miss your family when you are not with them. But I will get to see them soon enough.
Patricia and Jeff are getting huge. I can't believe it. Every single time that I see them they look like they have grown bigger and bigger. And every day they remind me more and more of Jeff. They look just like him when they smile or when the try to mumer something. We started the bananas and stuff today. At first Jeff was not liking them but its got to be a lot easier. Jeff laughed his ass off when he spit them all over me. He thought it was the funniest thing ever. But see payback are so much fun. My dear husband does have a mote in the yard. Maybe just maybe I could have a little bit of fun in there. *smirks* He will never know what is going to hit him. I have a whole lot of planning to do. You know all the good stuff. So maybe that is what I am going to do.. Yeah.
Jeff Hardy when you see this come and see me.. *smirks* I am in the back yard.
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[27 Jun 2003|09:17am] |
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I know that I have to post. At least I think I have to post. I had this really long post set to write but the computer eat it. Or maybe blurty ate it. But hey its okay. I am actually not in the mood to type the whole entire thing again. It was just talk of work and stuff. Get ready to be Stratusfied on Sunday Night. I won't tell you the outcome but you have to watch me on Sunday Night Heat. So I am still not sure when I will be on RAW again. But its good. I get to spend more time with the kids and Jeff and stuff so its nice. And I shopped a lot. More than I should have but I did. I've been spending a lot of time in Toys R Us. We are becoming regulares.
Well I think that I am going to go make some breakfast. :) See you all soon.
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[25 Jun 2003|10:40pm] |
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Maybe it is everything going on. Maybe it lack of something. Maybe its just me. I really don't know. I laid on the bed just looking at the ceiling thinking about everything. Basically just things in general. Sometimes I just don't get the point of what I am thinking but I did last night. I don't know. Things are okay. They really are. *smiles*
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[25 Jun 2003|01:48am] |
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I planned on updating a long post. My head is killing me though and I think I just want to go to bed or something so tomorrow I wil lbe back with something better
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[18 Jun 2003|12:22am] |
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I guess I made the heads not to happy that I did not want to do playboy. I guess I will be jobbing for a year *sighs*
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[13 Jun 2003|07:35pm] |
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So I guess that I should take a minute and update or something. Just a quick one because I really don't know what to say.
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[09 Jun 2003|01:35am] |
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Never in my entire life have I met anyone that is more whiney and crybaby in my entire life. damn the world does not center around you all the time. Don't act like you are the king of the free world.
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[04 Jun 2003|11:35pm] |
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Did I tell you all how much I love him? He is so wonderful. *kisses to Jeff*
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[25 May 2003|12:20am] |
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Well I am tired.. But I got a few days rest and I finally made an icon. *smiles* So I just wanted to update...
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[22 May 2003|10:11am] |
Jeff thinks that I am all calm about stuff. Trust me after drink a lot of coffee you would be the calm one too. Jeff and Patricia are getting big. I look at them and I am like wow. They look at you with these cute eyes that you can just fall in love with.
Kids are defiantely a full time job. Sometimes you feel like you are going nuts. But the same as Jeff I would not trade it for the world. How many women can actually say that they have a perfect husband? *smiles.*
My mom said that she wanted to take them for the weekend so we could catch up on our rest. So I have to talk to Jeff about that. We will see what happens.
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[13 May 2003|10:33am] |
I thought that I should update a little something. I am doing good. A little tired but good. It was all worth it. Jeff is the best dad in the world. You should see him with them. He is so afraid that he is going to break them that he coddles them. It is the cutest thing on earth. He is all relaxing and stuff with them. They like to sleep a lot but it is so funny.
I guess everything worked out for all the right reasons. I guess this was the plan all along. Jeff is going to be a stay at home dad and become a Rock and Roll Star too. *laughs*
Well I am going to go get some rest. I will talk to everyone soon
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[11 May 2003|02:51am] |
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Just one of those nights. I am so tired. I think that I am going to bed or something. I can curl into my bed with extra blankets and stuff... Night everyone.
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[08 May 2003|07:20am] |
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Everything is going well. Better than well. Great in fact. So yes things have been so good. After everything that has happened I never thought that I would get back this point and right now I am just so thankful for that. Every night I wished and dreamed, its better than I could ever imagine. So yeah I should head back to bed because it is early.
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[08 May 2003|12:36am] |
Bubble baths are a really really good way to spend a day. Yes my husband is very interesting. I did not even know that he had made that recording. Maybe when I stepped out or something. I could not help laughing at it about that. It was really good too and it made things so much better. At least everyone knows what is going on. I am proud of him for his paintings. They are great.
I am very proud of my husband and I love him to pieces.
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[06 May 2003|06:03pm] |
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I finally got around to making some new icons. I am always in need of someone them. I constantly change them but this one turned out really nice.
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[03 May 2003|03:22am] |
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I just thought that I might update. Everything is fine. And Adam I promise I will call you in the morning and let you know that I am fine. *smiles*
Right now I just can't even explain. Things are finally okay. And this time for good.
Night everyone and sweet dreams.
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[02 May 2003|10:07am] |
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Sometimes we take things for granted until something happens that changes our perspective on things. Makes us realize just how short life really is.
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[01 May 2003|01:12am] |
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For the first time in a long time I slept. Slept so peacefully that I swear that nothing could touch me. Nothing could make me feel hurt about anything. Like all the bad things have gone away. All the things that hurt me are gone. And when I woke up I was still in that cloud of peace. I felt like I was were I belong. Maybe that sounds stupid but that is how I felt. I was so happy. So at peace. Being in his arms and just laying there was like something out of this world. Something that I can not even describe.
I feel at total peace with him. I wish I could change that but I can't. Just being near him makes me happy. I swear to you I could go with no sex, no kissing, no nothing but still be near him and I would be the happiest girl alive.
I am moving back to Toronto tomorrow morning. Just because it feels like the right thing to do or at least it did last night. Things just changed I guess. Are we allowed to have a change of mind or a do over because right now I surely need one. More than anything.
Oy. Maybe I should just go to bed. Yeah that is what I think that I am going to do.
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