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[ tue | 02 dec 08 | 11:26 a ] |
and now that the 4-day weekend/birthday celebration has finally drawn to a close, it is now time to face the truth.
that i'll be hitting the big 3-0 in less than a year.
t-363 days... and counting...
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[ wed | 26 nov 08 | 1:24 p ] |
Live and love like there’s no tomorrow.
Each day can be the last.
No more regrets.
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[ mon | 24 nov 08 | 4:55 p ] |
the strongest and most painful thought coming from a break-up with someone you truly cared for:
am i that easy to leave and forget?
i find myself a bit more emotionally steady lately, but sometimes when i expect it the least, this thought comes to mind and just absolutely knocks the wind off my chest.
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| One with the nerds, and other holiday companions |
[ sun | 23 nov 08 | 12:29 p ] |
Discovered "The Big Bang Theory" TV series, care of Jian. He was concerned i wasn't gonna get through well with the holiday season, so he suggested i watch comedies. He said it's that or eat chocolates. But i want depression-free and calorie-free methods, i told him.
I am completely aware that i will soon run out of call-in-case-of-emotional-emergency persons; given my unfortunate circumstance of limited contacts [boys- *I laugh as I use the plural, when in truth, once taken into proper and real context, they can be homogenized, therefore inevitably, semantically, emotionally warranting the singular], plus the fact that desperation will turn out to be, if not already, utterly unsophisticated...
i must say, i need distractions.
that would mean i had to seek once again the inner geek/nerd in me.
i turned to my books, whom [yes, they are personalized, or personified, or...anthromorphized?] i have neglected for the past few months. now, they've collected dust. i felt a rebellion rising, thus the need to intervene.
to [over]compensate, i'm reading two titles at the same time. literally. at the same time - a process i've learned and imitated from tibor fischer's the bookcruncher.
and in between pages, or breaks, i also started watching "the big bang theory".
The show is clearly meant for those who spend more time thinking than acting (out). It's funny that a comedy show's target audience must have an above average IQ, or is learned enough to appreciate academic and historical references (not to mention elaborate sentences used in casual everyday conversations- like Gilmore Girls, only with double Ph.D.)
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[ sun | 23 nov 08 | 1:34 a ] |
just woke up from a really weird dream.
yes a bit erotic in nature. (hahaha) but with a person whom i haven't thought of for a long time. i wonder what this means.
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