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I went to work yesterday, it was all good.. although while I was there I was suppose to call Kevin and his line was busy because he was on friggin line, but whatever we talked when I got home. I stayed up ALL night just so he could call me in the morning before he went to school. Which means he called me around 8 my time, Lol. So I was tired, it was great waking up to the sound of his voice =) ! I love him SO much. hrnt. I'm like, really bored now .... not to mention tired as fuck.. it's 1:20 :P ! Hmm, my stupid ass dog jumped over the fence this morning and got his ass kicked by the dogs next door, since they're hunting dogs and shit.. and hammer (my dog) is just a baby pit-bull. Lol. Okay. I'm done updating for now
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[13 May 2003|02:06pm] |
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Rawr, Last night I talked to my friend Cash, I haven't talked to him in forever, he's changed so much.. I like him alot better the way he is now. Lol, since he loves jthm and so do I. He was showing me pictures of his girlfriend and telling me how much he loved her and how she's his soulmate, it was soo adorable. We kinda started bragging about our relationships. Lol, that was great. He told me that there was a Local orange county band called Johnny Homicide. I think that's bad ass Lol. Too bad I live in Florida or else i'd go see them. Heh, afi is the shit.. Hmm hmm hmm. Wow, i'm bored.. and I miss kevin :[ !! http://olaf.haxorz.org << GO GO GO. and sign his guestbook.. but don't sign it, if you're an asshole and you just have something mean to say.. alright, i'm out of here. Later.
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[12 May 2003|11:35pm] |
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Hello all. Just got off of the phone with Kevin, his phone kind of .. just hung up on me in the middle of us saying our goodbyes so i'm kind of blah. He's so wonderful, hehe. I suggest everyone to go to his spiffy looking journal http://olaf.haxorz.org << :] okay thanks! Anyways, today I did absolutely nothing exept for sit on my ass and wait for my mom to uninstall Windows XP because it's a piece of shit and it wasn't allowing us to connect to the internet. My head hurts really bad.. and i'm on my period so i'm not exactly in the best mood. Lol, well I guess i'm done updating for now, I'm going to sit online and wait for my wonderful boyfriend to sign on. Later.
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[12 May 2003|02:31am] |
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Short Stories With Tragic Endings
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give you.
(Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts so much it's like choking.. choking?)
I can give you freedom from your guilt,
with a flick of my wrist onto yours.
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.
I can give you death with the look upon my face.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no good bye.
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.
No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.
Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.
Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.
(Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great place.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipidsky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same..
just say you would do the same for me.
---For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.)
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It's 2:10am, just got off of the phone with my love. =)
Now i'm relaxing listening to Taking Back Sunday and The Juliana Theory and a bunch of emo stuff.
Lol, wow i'm so in love. :D Seriously I feel great knowing that I have Kevin and that he has me
and that's the way it's going to stay. It's just him and I and no one else =)
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[11 May 2003|05:37pm] |
kevin owns me.
i love him. so much.
olaf 1 (5:36:29 PM): the most beautiful gift i could have ever received, my darling sarina :-[
^^word<3333 :']
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