Saturday, January 10th, 2004
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11:53 pm
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current mood:  bored
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
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11:18 pm - I LIKE TO DEDICATE THIS SONG TO MY DAUGHTER AN FIANCEE
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''LANDSLIDE''
I TOOK MY LOVE I TOOK IT DOWN
CLIMED A MOUNTAIN AND I TURNED AROUND
TILL I SAW MY REFLECTION IN A SNOW COVERED HILL
THE LAND SLIDE BROUGHT ME DOWN.
OH MIRRIOR IN THE SKY WHAT IS LOVE?
CAN A CHILD WITHIN MY HEART RISE ABOVE
CAN I SAIL THROUGH THE CHANGING OCEAN TIDES
CAN I HANDLE THE SEASONS OF MY LIFE
IVE BEEN AFRAID OF CHANGING CAUSE I BUILT
MY LIFE AROUND YOU.
BUT TIME MAKES YOU GET BOLDER
CHILDREN GET OLDER
AND IM GETTING OLDER TOO.
OH TAKE MY LOVE TAKE IT DOWN
CLIMB A MOUNTAIN AND TURN AROUND
IF YOU SEE MY REFLECTION IN A SNOW COVERED HILL
THE LAND SLIDE WILL BRING ME DOWN.
"WRITTEN BY STEVIE NICKS 1976 ''
DEDICATED TO THE ONE'S I LOVE THE MOST
,MY BUTIFULL DAUGHTER AND MY LOVLY FIANCEE
current mood:  awake
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Tuesday, January 6th, 2004
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11:55 pm
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OK TODAY I DID LOTS OF WORK. MY DAUGHTER WAS WITH HER GRAND PARENTS SO I GOT ALOT DONE. I CLEANED THE HOUSE COMPLEATLY FROM TOP TO BOTTOM I SHOVELED THE DRIVE WAY THREE TIMES TODAY BECAUSE IT JUST KEEPS SNOWING HERE AND JUST LIKE WONT STOP. THEN I DID SOME MORE PLASTERING AND SANDING AN A LIL MORE WEALDING I HATE WELDING SOMTHING PISSES ME OFF ABOUT SPARKS. ENY WAYS THATS ALL FOLKS
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Monday, January 5th, 2004
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11:16 pm - HEY GOOD NEWS
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I WENT TO COURT ON MY FIANCEE TODAY AN THE JUDGE IS GONNA RELESE HIM ON FRIDAY BECAUSE OF GOOD BEHAVIOR. THE OTHER GOOD NEWS IS MY DAUGTER SAMANTHAS DOCTOR FOUND A MEDICINE THAT WILL HEAL HER AN MAKE HER MUCH BETTER. MY FIANCEES DAD GAVE ME 400.00 TODAY TO PAY FOR THE BILL AN I ALSO PUT THE 20.00$ THAT ANDY SENT US FOR MY DAUGHTER TWORDS HER MEDICINE TOO SO SHES GONNA GET BETTER. THANK YOU ANDY AN THANKYOU FATHER MOORE AN THANK YOU LORD FOR YOUR HELP AN SUPPORT. OK ON THE OTHER THINGS I DID TODAY. I USED A SANDER, PASLOADER WICH IS A ELECTRIC NAIL GUN AND WELDER TODAY WITH MY FATHERNLAW, ON HIS JOB SITE CAUSE HE WORKS CONSTRUCTION. ITS BEEN A VERY LONG DAY I DRANK 7 CUPS OF CAPPICHINNO AND 2 CUPS A COFFEE. I CLEANED MY DAUGHTERS ROOM TODAY SHE NEVER PICKS UP HER TOYS WHEN I TELL HER TO SHE LIKE WAITS FOR ME }MOMY} TO DO IT FOR HER WELL U KNOW HOW 4 YEAR OLDS THEY ARE A HAND FULL I HAVE TO TAKE HER TO SCHOOL TOMMOROW IF THEY DONT CANCELL IT BECAUSE OF THE WEATHER BUT WHAT CHA EXSPECT IM IN MICHIGAN AN ITS WINTER SO I GUESS I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT/ ENY WAYS I HAVE TO GO TAKE A LONG HOT STEAMY BATH AN THEN GET READY FOR BED HAVE A LONG DAY TOMMOROW. SO GOOD NIGHT TO EVERY ONE AN HAVE A GREAT DAY TOMMOROW. GOD BLESS YOU KURTMUNGREW/
current mood:  chipper
current music: AC/DC/ BACK N BLACK
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Sunday, January 4th, 2004
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9:39 pm - meloncoly
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OK TODAY ME AN MY DAUGHTER WENT UP AN SEEN MY FIANCEE TODAY HES SAD AN SO AM I . I HATE SEEING HIM BEHIND A GLASS DIVIDER. IT REALLY HURTS. MY LIL GIRL CALLED HIM DADY TODAY FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME HE THOUGHT THAT WAS ASOME IT PUT A TEAR TO HIS EYES. HE LOVES MY LIL GIRL AS HIS OWN CAUSE TECHACANALLY SHE ISNT HIS BIOLOGICALLY HER REAL FATHER WAS A ASHOLE AN HE WAS ABUSIVE TO ME AN WALKED OUT ON US WHEN MY DAUGHTER WAS 2 WEEKS OLD. AFTER ME AN MY DAUGHTER SEEN MY FIANCEE WE WENT TO MCDONALDS HER FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT THEN I HAD TO PICK UP HER PERSCRIPTION TODAY. NOW THE DOCTOR TELLS ME THAT I CAN MAKE MONTHLY PAYMENTS FOR MY DAUGTERS ILLNESS SO THAT SHE CAN GET BETTER. I WOULD LIKE TO THINK ANDY WICH IS KURTMUNGROW FOR THE MONEY IT REALLY HELPS MY LIL GIRL ALOT AN I APPRECIATE IT. MY FIANCEE EVEN SAYS THANK YOU TO ANDY AS WELL. I CALL MY DAUGHTER BEAN THATS BEEN HER NIC NAME FOR ALONG TIME. WELL IM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS TILL THE 21ST. I HAVE TO ATTEND MY FIANCEES COURT HEARING TOMMOROW AN ITS JUST A JURY DUTY TYPE THING HE ISNT GONNA GET ENY MORE TIME I KNOW THAT FOR A FACT BECAUSE WELL THE JUDGE IS MY BEST FRIENDS UNCLE AN IVE BEEN TALKING TO HIM ABOUT KJS CASE. SO THATS WHATS BASSICALLY BEEN GOING ON WITH ME. WELL I MUST GO NOW. LEAVE A COMMENT
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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
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9:39 pm - hi havent up dated in a while
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eny ways nothing much has went on my daughter is still sick but we're coaping with it i guess. eny ways ive been hoping some one would comment in my journal once in a great while i enjoy the company. well gtg
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Monday, December 29th, 2003
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9:24 pm
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today was great my fiancee finally called me from jail an he says he will be home the 21st of january im so happy. he was telling me how much he lovedd me an my daughter an how he missed us. i plan on celbrating christmas for him when he gets out cause his presents are still underneath the tree. it would only be fare to him since he missed christmas because hes in jail.
current mood:  accomplished
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9:24 pm
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today was great my fiancee finally called me from jail an he says he will be home the 21st of january im so happy. he was telling me how much he lovedd me an my daughter an how he missed us. i plan on celbrating christmas for him when he gets out cause his presents are still underneath the tree. it would only be fare to him since he missed christmas because hes in jail.
current mood: accomplished
current music: hole/doll parts
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Sunday, December 28th, 2003
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7:38 pm - I GOT ASOME NEWS
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GUESS WHAT I JUST CALLED THE JAIL MY FIANCEE IS ONLY GONNA HAVE TO DO 40 DAYS AN HE CAN BASSICALLY DO THAT STANDING ON HIS HEAD AND HE ALLREADY SERVED 11 DAYS TOTAL SO HE WILL BE OUT IN JANUARY SOME TIME IM SO EXCITED . I CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO BE HOME WERE ITS SAFE.
current mood: excited
current music: NIN/HEAD LIKE A WHOLE (ME AN MY FIANCEES 2ND SONG)
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5:51 pm - hey some one out there i need to talk to u
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eny ways my life is really fucked up my daughters sick im flat broke the jail wont let me see my fiancce i dont even know when hes supposed to be in court the only reason hes in there is for not paying ALL i repeat ALL of his fine an yet it seems as if worse crimanals dont go through all this shit. i dont know what to do eny more or who to talk to or eny thing some one wanna talk write to me id be glad to hear from you. thank you
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5:24 pm - im hurt an crushed life really sucks
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ok my daughter is still sick im flat broke i tryed to see my fiancee today but the jail said i could not and he cant call cause there is a collect call block on my phone what am i supposed to do im scared aghhhhhhhhh some help me please
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Saturday, December 27th, 2003
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7:36 pm - hello
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i would like to thank the kind an generous people that are sending me money god bless u with all my heart and here is my address its 10363 perch lane greenville michigan 48838 a kind donation will indeed save my childs life and i will repay every body back that donates this to me no checks please just cash an money orders thanks kindly god bless you
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Friday, December 26th, 2003
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4:52 pm
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okay hope fully some one can help me out by leanding me some cash so if you can do that email me and ill talk about my situation
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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
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2:14 pm - ATTENTION
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HELLO THIS IS A CRISIS IF ENY ONE KINDLY CAN SEND ME A MONEY DONATION ILL WILL GLADLY APPRICIATE AND PAY YOU BACK PLEASE ITS A CRISIS I Have apsoulutly no money for my sick child an insurance will not pay for it its a matter of life an death if you WANT TO SEND ME A DONATION EMAIL ME AN ILLL GIVE U MY WRITTING ADDRESS TO SEND MONEY AT PLEASE MONEY ORDERS AN CASH ONLY.
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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
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3:14 pm - very deppressed an sad
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hi every one i hope every thing is well with you. me im fucking sad as hell right now because my fiancee kevin is in jail at the moment for some stupid fucking fine that he did not pay much of so now hes got a bond set for 832.oo$ im trying to come up with the money otherwise he will have to sit in ther during christmas an that really hurts me ever so much i cannot stop crying nothing will cheer me up intill my fiancee is out of that hell hole jail. i pray to god nobody messes with him an makes thing misserable on him because he dont deserve that bull shit so ill continue to have tears in my eyes intill then. i love kevin so fuckking much that i cant ever stop crying god it fucking hurts so bad
current mood:  sad
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Sunday, December 21st, 2003
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12:15 pm - I APPOLIGIZE TO EVERY ONE ABOUT DITA
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I GUESS UR RIGHT SHE DOES SEEM NICE AND I GUESS SHE HAS DRESSED GOTH BEFORE SHE WAS WITH MANSON. UM IM TOTALLY WRONG AN SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID ABOUT DITA PLEASE FORGIVE ME OK. I GUESS MABEY I M A LILJELLOUS CAUSE I WISH I WAS PRETTY LIKE HER.
current mood: touched
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Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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2:08 pm - MY FEELINGS TWORD DITA VON TESS
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OK FIRST OFF IM NOT A FAN OF HERS BECAUSE SHE LOOKS LIKE A STUCK UP SNOB. I DONT WANT TO AFFEND HER FANS BUT IVE LOOKED AT ALOT OF HER PICTURES SHES TOTALLY FAKE WITH HER BREST IMPLANTS HER FACE SURGERYS IVE BET SHE HAD. WHAT EVER HAPPEND TO NATURAL BEAUTY? SHE IN MY OPINION ONLY DRESSES GOTH TO BE LIKE HER BOY FRIEND MR MARILYN MANSON. I TRULY THINK ROSE MCGOWEN IS PRETTIER AN MORE TALLENTED
current mood: accomplished
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Friday, December 19th, 2003
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12:00 am - WEDDING PLANS
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ok me an my fiancee kevin set our wedding day to june 15th 2,004 ok . im so excited an a lil nervous cause well ive never been married before but my fiancee is the greatest to me he makes me very happy i love him soooooooooo much.
current mood: cheerful
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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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10:27 pm - hello every one
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hey wassup every one not much here i was realy busy working on my house today because im getting my 4 year old daughter back real soon so i have to get things in order so the courts alow me to have her back ive been trying my hardest for so long to get her back from my cousin but im never gonna give up on my daughter shes buitfull smart and i love her then eny thing in the world my daugter is my life. i have so many things to do first before she comes back home but i can handle it. in other news ive been christmas shopping it seems to take forever to get presents for family ecspecially when u dont know or arnt sure what to get them but i managed to do ok but these days the econamy is slow money is tight and stores are running low on stalk all the time around this time because so manny people buy a dozen of one item if ya catch my drift. but lets see so far i got my mom an dad and sister and neices an nephews an my fiancee gifts im left with aunts uncles and cousins an my grand ma to get presentts for but um im having trouble thinking of what to get them so i guess ill just get what ever comes to mind an hope they like it its the thought that counts an hey mabey you all can give me some ideas. eny ways today i helped some one deliver a bed then i had to set the bed up but i got payed good for it then i came home an cleaned the entire house an made it completly spotles so that when protective survises comes through and inspects then it will pass the insspection. eny ways thats about it for now i want to write more but i really dont know what else i can say but happy holidays an leave me a messeage an ill be glad to leave u a responce good night ladys an gentle men
current mood:  bouncy
current music: nin terible lies
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Friday, December 5th, 2003
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12:34 am - GREAT NEWS
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AS OF TODAY DECEMBER 4TH OF 2,003 MY BOY FRIEND KEVIN HAS ASKED ME TO MARRY ME IM SO EXCITED IVE NEVER BEEN MARRIED BUT I TOLD KEVIN YES BECAUSE WE HAVE A GREAT REALATION SHIP AN IM HAPPY WITH HIM. IN OTHER NEWS I THINK IT REALLY SUCKS THAT SWITZERLAND RELIGIOUS ACTIVISTS ARE AFTER MARILYN MANSON ITS BULL SHIT CAN ENY ONE LEAVE THE MAN ALONE HE IS GREAT PREFORMER AND SHOULD NOT BE TREATED THE WAY THEY TREAT HIM HES A HUMAN LIKE THER REST OF US. WELL GTG LEAVE ME A MESSAGE
current mood:  anxious
current music: MM. BETTER OF TWO EVILS
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