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Friday, February 20th, 2004
12:36 pm - Bye ... Blurty.com
I have changed my journal to Upsaid. I find Upsaid giving me space to put up what I like. So please go to http://www.upsaid.com/agstan to view my future journal. And bye ... to Blurty.com

current mood: calm
current music: 50 Cent's In Da Club

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Thursday, January 29th, 2004
1:31 am - Loner...Quite Disappointed For Me
I just almost always find myself alone for many times during my lessons & breaks if I do not talk to some of my better friends in my school. Well, what's wrong with me? Many people seem to avoid me, esp. WeiLi (the 'uncle cum auntie' guy in my civics class). Suddenly, I just feel that I am no important to anyone, besides my Sis, Dad & Mum. Loner - The Best Word I Can Find To Describe Myself Now... really quite disappointed. Could anyone tell me who's my lifetime best friends? Marilyn, Xin Ran or Wan Rong or even just myself...? I really don't know man. Nobody just seems to love me...very sad

current mood: disappointed
current music: Sammi Cheng's 背叛

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Monday, January 12th, 2004
1:03 pm - Just Feeling Good...
I have borrowed OST of 5566's 2nd Drama Serial, Westside Story, from Yihua as I want to listen to Cyndi & Tony's 煎熬. It just makes me feel so good. Maybe it is because of the combination of the two of them's voices. Hmm.. I kinda have the feeling of floating on cloud nine while listening to 煎熬. I'm not sure why. Maybe perhaps I'm just looking for a nice & smooth song nowadays.

current mood: content
current music: Cyndi Wang & Tony Sun's 煎熬

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Friday, January 2nd, 2004
4:23 pm - Lost My Wallet ...
It's really damn bad luck to lose my wallet on this day with my house keys, $75, EZ-link Card, printing card & others. I can't stand it. Bad Luck. The worst is that my Mother is going to scold me real badly when I go home later. God bless me. But the luckiest is that I didn't bring my IC. Or else $150 will be gone. My wallet is by the way lost outside my school while getting out of my father's car. Very sad...

current mood: depressed
current music: The Black Eyed Peas's Shut Up

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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
12:17 pm - Hana Yori Dango ... I Love You Again
Recently, I found my self no dramas to entertain myself. So I took out my Meteor Graden VCDs to watc again. And I found myself to like the drama serial again. It's too funny & touching & sweet. Tsukasa Domyoji, Rui Hanazawa, Tsukushi Makino & others in Hana Yori Dango... I like very much. I guess you will like it if you read its manga. Hmm... smiling away

current mood: okay
current music: Tomohiko Kikuta's Futsuu No Nichiyoubi

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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
2:52 pm - The Return Of The King ...
I have finally watched Lord Of The Rings, The Return Of The King on 21 Dec'03 with my cousin, Wei Yi. The film is no doubt fantastic with wars, courage, fellowship, friendship, love & evil. I like it very much. Hmm.. I'm thinking to buy over the film's book & DVDs. Legolas in this film is really charming, especially at the ending where he is back again in his elf look. It's so clean & god-like. Charming indeed. Well, I'll want everyone to watch this film & its previous two films.

current mood: bored
current music: John Mayer's St Patrick's Day

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Friday, December 19th, 2003
10:36 am - Time Seems Running Out...
Well, 2003 is going to come to the end and I have not done my Physics Holiday practice. I'm quite scare as I don't know about my new Physics teacher. However, he has given the class plenty of work. Hmm...I wonder how am I going to get over this problem. time just keeps going...not waiting for me, who is terribly weak in Phyiscs. Who can help me?!

current mood: calm
current music: R Kelly's Step In The Name Of Love

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Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
5:22 pm - Lost & Found... Is Found
Lost & Found is a 1996 Cantonese film starred with Kelly Chen & Takashi Kaneshiro. It's really touching & artisitic. Everytime I watch it, I can feel my heart hurts for the characters in the film. So I begin to look for this film's vcd so to purchase & keep it by my side. It's hard to look for it as it has stopped its production for vcds & dvds according to a few reliable websites. When I'm in Hong Kong last Christmas, I didn't purchase its vcd as I'm short of cash & my sister & dad are walking fast along Kowloon's streets. After that, I really regret for not buying the vcd. I thought I shall never get a chance to buy Lost & Found. But lucky me just happen to find its dvd at Singapore's Takashimaya's Kinokyniya. Yi Hua has also unknowingly helped to find this precious dvd. Well, I bought the dvd in three days, which is actually yesterday. I thank God to let me meet the film Lost & Found again. And I finally got it by my side. Lost & Found is also my first dvd. Happy for me?

current mood: cheerful
current music: Kelly Chen's 風 花 雪

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5:10 pm - Music Nowadays ...
I really think that music nowadays seems to be not improving, especially Taiwan's. Taiwan's 5566, R&B & Zhang Shan Wei & those recent artistes are really lousy. They have no talent in singing. Looks is not even their specialised area. Damn. Why are they up on stage? In another hand, I get to be fond of Korean music, especially from SM Town & H.O.T.. Marilyn, you may say I'm outdated. But I just simply like some types of music, you see. However, I still need your help to know more good Korean music. You get that? Of course, I still like my Twins, Eason Chen, John Mayer & many more (cannot mention all!) Maybe I guess I just like fast, energetic & slow, touching songs. Hmm...

current mood: cheerful
current music: SM Town's Angel Eyes

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Tuesday, December 16th, 2003
9:11 am - Meeting with the Rich...
I had actually attended a wedding of my ex-babysitter's daughter, Adeline & William Loh on last Sunday. My babysitter's own family is damn rich with some of her brothers being Datuks of Malaysia & some being Members of Executive Board of the family business. They are rich to the extent that they live with Malalysia's ministers in Kuala Lumpur. How well I wish I could be as rich as them. to be like them will be really a luxury. Anyway, I find myself to be fond of one of my babysitter's sixth brother's son called Joo Yong (I guess). He's like Chris Yu. He's damn cool. I guess you will like him when you meet him personally.

current mood: high
current music: John Mayer's Your Body Is A Wonderful Body

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Friday, December 5th, 2003
5:42 pm - Finally...At Last
I have recently known that I have passed my Re-Examinations & is promoted to JC 2. It's such a great thing for me. However, my holiday homework & CCA stress just keep coming without giving me space to have a good rest. It's so sad for me. Anyway, I know that I got to look forward to 2004's challenges. Ya... I hope my best friends can share my joy with me. But... they seem busy to me like me...anyway, I know we four are the best friends ever...am I right, you three out there? Recently, I just fell deeply in love with John Mayer's Back To You from his Rooms For Square. Rooms For Square is a great album that even my picky Dad also praises it alike with Lighthouse Family. Back To You is talking a guy who left his gal got regretted about the separation & hope to get back to her....sounds really touched when you really listen to this song. Trust me. Well, Christmas is coming... I must buy something...

current mood: okay
current music: John Mayer's Back To You

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Friday, November 28th, 2003
9:58 pm - The Lord Of The Rings...
I just recently got to watch The Lord Of The Rings's The Fellowship Of the Ring & The Two Towers. Oh...wow...they are fantastic with great visual effects & sound effect. Maybe because I watch them by DVD. Anyway, they are now added to my favourite films' list. I think Aragorn & Legolas are really my ideal great warriors...hmm...Aragorn's great blade with bravery...Legolas' swift arrows with accuracy...I really like them! I recommend you to watch these two films & the upcoming The Return Of The King to experience the best film series ever produced... I'm not lying....To mention, The Two Towers is terribly good with good coming hand in hand to fight with Saruman's evil... it's so touching...

current mood: tired
current music: Energy's Oh! Yes

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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
12:20 pm - Looking back to the past ...
I just recently digged my cabinet & found S Club 7's S Club Album. I remember that I used to like it very much as the songs in it are really cool and soothing, especially 'I Really Miss You'. I think this song is mainly sung by Rachel, the hot babe in S Club 7. Also, songs like 'Gotta Change The World' & 'Hope For The Future' are also my favourites. Maybe you can just go and get this album and listen the songs I have mentioned... I must also thank Marilyn to introduce S Club 7 to me back in 1999 or 2000... I'm not sure...

current mood: bored
current music: S Club 7's I Really Miss You

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Thursday, November 6th, 2003
11:28 am - Many Events Coming Up ...
Well, as Alumni Connection Club member of my school, I'll be involved in the upcoming countdown 2004 event for the west area of my country. It'll be tiring for me and my club mates cos' we have to set up 3 stalls to earn money in behalf of a charity organisation & also do at l meaningful event on 31 Dec' 2003. Also, I'll have to sit for GCE'A' Level Chinese 'AO' on 7 Nov' 2003, Re-Examinaion for General Paper & Econs & SAT on 6 Dec' 2003. Somemore, I still have holiday assignments to complete. So it seems like the holiday no longer serves its purpose. Tired ~!

current mood: stressed
current music: Faye Wong's 將愛

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Friday, October 31st, 2003
1:51 pm - Feeling Better ...
Though my promo result isn't good, I just feel ok and positive to do anything. However, I recently feel my back really hurt. Maybe it's b'cos of old injury (which I remember I fell down when I was playing a ball game in my primary school) & cold weather in my country. Other than the fall, I must blame myself to used to sleep in front of my bedroom's air con. Anyway, I have just bought Eason Chan's 4 A Chan9e & Hits. It's a great album with style. There I am listening to it now....

current mood: okay
current music: Eason Chan's 熱帶雨林

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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
2:09 pm - Hating myself...
Looking at my friends' online journals, I wonder if I am really that insignificant in their hearts. They hardly have mentioned about me in their journals. Ok... I know that I hardly contact them... but I still think they have just forgotten me... almost totally. I must admit that I am not the kind who does sweet talking or acts cute like everybody's business. So this can easily prove why I am not remembered by them... ya. I will say that I am bad tempered, unstable in emotions and sometimes stubborn. Sigh...

Anyway, it seems like I am not going to do well in my promos. Though I have really studied hard for my promos, everything is still not right yet. Hmm... I wonder how my teachers are going to do with my promos on the coming wednesday. Now... the only thing I can do is to pray and enjoy a bit... ya... to reward myself of working hard for promos...

Why is me myself?

current mood: disappointed
current music: Alex To & Tracy Su's 愛你讓我勇敢

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Monday, October 20th, 2003
3:13 pm - A Lesson Learnt ...
Well, it's like that. I think I used to be suffering of depression due to stress and unstable emotions. Then, my friend had scolded me to get back on my feet to face the challenges coming on my way. She had also urged me to love myself before bveing loved by somebody else. Well, I totally agree with her words but I had told her by SMS that I feel that I have always loved myself and guessed that it's others' fault to make me depressed. I remembered I cried silently in the train cabin. It's such sad moment. Despite of this incident, I have seriously felt better after that. So to conclude, crying is the best solution to vent your sorrow or even anger. Ok...I'm fine now...

current mood: optimistic
current music: Eason Chan's 給愛麗斯

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Saturday, October 18th, 2003
2:11 am - Entreprenuership Course...
Well, I had suggested to my group with the idea of Bus Stopper in this course. Then, we had used the idea and presented it in front of the co-op of my year and a few judges. I will say that we were lucky to win a consolation prize of $30 despite of our bad presentation, compared with other groups. Hmm...I'm glad to say that I am not that bad after all...right? By the way, some other groups were really fanstastic with products like Shield-Dees & Aqualungs...it's Wow Wow programme in the end.

current mood: happy
current music: Sixpence None The Rich's Kiss Me

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2:04 am - Big 5 Personality Test ...
Test Result->

Extroverted |||||||||||||| 56%
Introverted |||||||||||| 44%
Friendly |||||||||||||||| 68%
Aggressive |||||||||| 32%
Orderly |||||||||||||||| 68%
Disorderly |||||||||| 32%
Relaxed |||||||||| 38%
Emotional |||||||||||||||| 62%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 58%
Practical |||||||||||| 42%

Further Elaboration (Directly Extracted From The Result)->

Extroversion results were moderately high which suggests you are talkative, optimistic, sociable and affectionate but possibly not very reflective.

Friendliness results were moderately high which suggests you are good natured, trusting, and helpful but possibly too much of a follower

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are organized, reliable, neat, and ambitious but possibly not very spontaneous and fun.

Emotional Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and nervous.

Intellectualness results were moderately high which suggests you are creative, original, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.

Overall, you scored highest on Orderliness and lowest on Emotional Stability.

About Big 5->

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So do you believe in it?

current mood: okay
current music: Twins's Melody Fair

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Wednesday, October 15th, 2003
3:32 pm - Infernal Affairs 2 ...
Oh... yesterday, I had went to Lido with my classmate, Li Juan, to watch this film. I must say that it is a great film with a fantastic plot & sound effects. Anthony Wong & Francis Wong are the ones I consider to make the film that beautiful. I say that they defnintely have put up excellent performance, making the title of Yin Ti (King Of Films) worthwhile for them. Of course, Carina Lau & Eric Tsang have also performed to a great quality but still uncomparable to Anthony & Francis. As for Shawn Yu & Edison Chen, they seem to be more like the supporting actors, doing nothing to make up plot for Infernal Affairs 1 & 3. Hmm... I just don't like the finale to let Eric Tsai to win over Ngai family... he's cruel for a woman...but also for the same woman, he had died under Andy Lau (Old Edison)'s hands... too bad...

current mood: good
current music: Twins's 慌心假期

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