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Monday, July 26th, 2004

(tell me goodbye)

Subject:nothing for your eyes to see
Time:1:32 am.
Mood:calm.
Music:underoath.
this train wreck has gone on
far too long
let me say goodbye before
your hands go cold

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<3 hilary

Monday, December 29th, 2003

(4 said farewells | tell me goodbye)

Subject:knife party in my honor
Time:1:02 am.
Mood:even.
Music:thursday X jet black new year.
i hope everyone had a
bearable christmas and didnt
have too much egg nog

the new year is coming
and no resolutions are
being made
habits could be broken
but i like them

oh boy, today is my
18th birthday
i made a list of things
i can do, i better get
cracking at it

see everyone in the new year
i will be celebrating it in las vegas

<3 hilary

ten seconds left
until midnight
nine chances to drown ourselves
in black hair dye
eight faces turned away
from the shock
seven windows and six of them
were locked
five stories falling
forever and ever
three cheers to the mirror
now there are two of us
can we have one last dance?

Wednesday, November 26th, 2003

(tell me goodbye)

Subject:marching onward into the flames
Time:1:32 am.
Mood:waiting.
Music:poison the well X apathy is a cold body.
hey,
school break is tomorrow
i need to find something to do
theres no shows i want to go
to right now and no one to go with
my friends are going to a good charlotte
concert on friday.....
i tried to warn them but there going anyway
and you could not pay me enough to go
wait.... maybe you could
everyone has a price

with that aside,
today i learned one of my friends from
grade school dropped out
we lost touch over high school, but
i was still shocked to hear it
she was smart and did have a future in
front of her
i wish her the best
she was so close to graduating, another
6 months and it was over
i feel like i want to do that sometimes too,
but hey you get this far and there is no
turning back
the people around you are getting boring,
its like the same thing everyday
i'am over this high school bullshit
{the gossiping and cliques and who
is dating who}
i hope college brings some better times

have a happy turkey day

<3 hilary

Monday, November 10th, 2003

(7 said farewells | tell me goodbye)

Subject:punk at its finest...
Time:3:28 am.
Mood:enlightened.
Music:anti-flag X captain anarchy.
hey,
i went a show tonight
it was with anti-flag, rise against,
against me!, none more black,
and the vacancy
being a fan of anti-flag for years
now, i was excitied to see them
again promoting there new album
"the terror state"
needless to say, they kicked
against me! was really good too and i
plan on seeing them in the near future

"you know those people that drive SUV's
and have american flags on their cars
and stickers that say 'these colors don't run'.
they say their all about being united as
fellow americans and they are always the ones
that are always cutting you off on the freeway"
- chris #2 of anti-flag

i fully and whole-heartedly agree
<3 hilary

Friday, November 7th, 2003

(tell me goodbye)

Subject:yorba linda is where?
Time:12:26 am.
Mood:silent.
Music:every time i die X ebolarama.
*random update alert*

hey,
i got sick again
thats like the 3rd time
in 2 months
i was totally gonna give blood
on tues, but i couldnt
im okay now though
i saw afi on sunday
put on a fab performance
avenged sevenfold was really good too
there lead singer is really tall,
scared me for a second there
gonna see anti-flag on sunday at h.o.b.
excited for that b/c i never
thought i was ever gonna see them
im tired and have to study for chem
so adios

<3 hilary

Wednesday, October 29th, 2003

(tell me goodbye)

Subject:forget my name
Time:11:33 pm.
Mood:dark.
Music:joy division X decades.
wow,
that feeling didnt
last too long

<3 hilary

Sunday, October 26th, 2003

(tell me goodbye)

Subject:forever seemed so far away
Time:10:19 pm.
Mood:whole.
Music:afi X boy who destroyed the world.
hey,
things are actually okay
right now
its weird b/c i havent
felt okay in like 6 months
it seems my life is slowly falling
into place, really slow
i applied for college about 2
weeks ago and one already
accepted me
i retook my sat's on the 11th and
found out today i got a 1000
i never thought i could do it
my mom said thats the happiest
she seen me in a while
i took it once before and got a
840, so its a major step up
...i hope this feeling stays....

<3 hilary

Sunday, October 19th, 2003

(tell me goodbye)

Subject:remembering never...
Time:11:08 pm.
Mood:callous.
Music:a cutthroat kiss X cut an x.
does anyone ever
remember the times
when everything was simple
and uncomplicated?
when everything seemed to
go your way.
when your friends understood
and your parents weren't always
upset at you or whatever else.
b/c i sure as hell can't remember.
but right now, i wish i could

hilary+---

Tuesday, October 14th, 2003

(tell me goodbye)

Subject:sunday drives
Time:11:54 pm.
Mood:melo.
Music:death cab X photobooth.
hey,
aimlessly driving is so fun
i do that all the time
i hate having a destination
if you have one, there's a
certain place you have to go
and a time you have to come back
without one, theres the slight chance
of finding something better
and not having to coming back
i look forward to that day

hilary +---

Sunday, October 12th, 2003

(3 said farewells | tell me goodbye)

Subject:forgetting the sound
Time:3:02 am.
Mood:alone.
Music:the postal service X such great heights.
hey,
this is my new journal
if you want to be friends
just ask
my life is pretty normal
with a few exceptions
i like taking pictures of
random things
so you might be seeing
the fruits of my labor here
update later

hilary +---

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