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[18 Dec 2003|08:21am] |
This is for all you little gossip queens out there.
Yeah, I tried to kill myself. I swallowed almost 40 different types of pills and late monday night/early tuesday morning, I almost died, my family was told I wouldn't make it through the night, my mother told my best friend and apparently didn't get it out right and my best friend told my friends I had died, cause that's what she heard.
And I hate to disappoint you, but I'm still here, obviously.
There is only one other person who knows the entire story behind what happened Monday night, and I'd rather it stay that way. If you couldn't tell, my life is seriously fucked up at the moment and I have a lot of shit I need to do in order to pull myself together.
I know 90% of you out there loathe me, but even still, it'd be nice if you could find some sort of compassion inside your fucking stone cold hearts to just leave me alone. Quit with the fucking rumors, the gossip, and the fucking comments. If you're a little on the dull side and don't understand what I'm saying, I'm not fucking stable right now, and I don't want or need everybody's drama. I've made my apologies and if you all want to continue holding grudges, then fine, just please leave me alone.
I have a livejournal (link) and a deadjournal (link), so if you really want to for some reason be clued in, then ask and if I'm in a decent mood, I'll add you.
I'm not touching blurty anymore since it's a fucking piece of shit, so, toodles everyone.
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[12 Dec 2003|02:00pm] |
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lmfao ahhh, you crack me up <3
*giggles* I am soooooo not commenting.
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[11 Dec 2003|11:18am] |
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Sorry I ever bothered. :) Have a nice life.
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[10 Dec 2003|06:07am] |
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This site, is seriously the worst piece of shit I have ever used in my entire fucking life. No, seriously. I have never used a worse website. Blurty people, you seriously need to buy some new fucking servers if you want to keep this site running. I'm tempted to write the bitchiest complaint e-mail I've ever written, fucking christ.
So, yeah, I've made my decision and it's that I'm going to stop updating this piece of shit. I'm going back to deadjournal, so if you really want to read what I'm writing, get your own and add me. I write there more than here anyways, simply because I can't ever get on this fucking site!
That's all, toodles.
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[01 Jan 2001|01:01am] |
friends only
comment if you for some reason want to read
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