12:35am 11/05/2008
 
mood: crazy
it's been 84 days since my last cut .. it's been on my mind alot lately but i haven't caved yet and hopefully won't .. i really wanna one day be able to say i made a full year .. if i ever do i have a small tattoo in my mind that i wanna get done on the day that i make a year. i feel good that i haven't cut in a while. i'm just taking things day by day and trying to get through the urges and shit. it's been a big part of my life since i was 9 and so i'm working on it. it's difficult cuz the longest i've ever gone without it since i started was 7 months .. i want more than anything to make a year so i'm really gunna try hard this time. i had 5 months b4 the last slip up .. so we'll see. just wanted to update. i hope everyone's well.		  
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angry   
01:47am 16/02/2008
  so josh is making some shit ..
miz and i had this fake fight thing just as a joke. he asked me about it and i said yeah cuz we were trying to make it look real a little. then he starts harassing miz for no reason. so i tell him dude the fight is fake i lied. sry i lied but we were just messing around. he was a little pissed but was like it's okay. but then he proceeds to harass her. this has nothing to do with him. it would be a different story if this was really about him or if she started it .. but he fuckin messages her calling her a whore and shit and like WTF!!?!??! wut does that have to do with ANYTHING!!?? nuthing!! and then he keeps this going by IMing her and shit and it was totally uncalled for. he's hurting her and she's myBEST FRIEND!! and i HATE seeing her upset like this. there was no reason for this. wut he's saying is uncalled for. he's causing unneeded drama. i really thought he was a good person at one point but now i just see that he's a complete asshole. i don't get why he's doing this. it makes no sense. wtf?? it's pissing me off. i can't stand this. i hate seeing her so upset.

Tim is getting pissed off too bcuz he doesn't like that josh is doing this .. causing stupid drama for no reason. i'm glad that tim cares. he knows that she's me best friend and he knows that this bothers me but it's killing her and he's pissed. ♥

This whole thing is so stupid... wutever.		  
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03:39pm 10/02/2008
  GOVERNMENT!!  
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