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The only reason that I even wrote in this journal today is because im bored. Other than that i wouldnt even be here. I got a new computer. Yea, so this really fucking blows. Your lucky im even writing in your pathetic little journal. Sorry but its bullshit.
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| Fuck this journal |
[16 Dec 2003|12:03pm] |
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I really think that im just going to get rid of this journal. Its just really pissing me off, and the one that i got from a different site is much easier to work around. Besides this one doesnt have anywhere close to the things that my other journal has. Fucking blurty is gay and it just pisses me off, just the fact that i cant do little things that i can on my other site. Fuck this one.
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| Pissed... |
[12 Dec 2003|01:33pm] |
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Push that Nigga, Push that Hoe-Lil Jon and the Eastside boys |
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This fucking school is so fucking gay. I am ineligible for after school activities unless I get a contract signed every week and today I couldn't get mine signed because the teacher thats sposed to sign it wasnt here. I am beyond pissed. And now the principle won't do anything for me because she said its my fault. I am soo fucking pissed. >:O But i really dont give a shit because I am still going to go to the wrestling match tomorrow. Hopefully Coach Whitaker won't look at whether or not I'm eligible.:-/ I hope so.
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| Nothing |
[09 Dec 2003|11:41am] |
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B R Right-Trina |
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I have absolutley nothing to say today. It is insanely boring today, so that pretty much sums it up.
xoxox
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| How can he be so perfect? |
[07 Dec 2003|10:33am] |
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I love everything about you. |
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Most people wouldn't see anything so great about him except his ex-girlfriend of 2 years. They are no longer together and haven't been for like 6 months. I care about him so much, and I just don't know what to do. I will not tell him how I feel, even though I think I should, it's just that it's so hard and I know that I'm not the only one that has this problem. I just wish that I would be able to know what he was thinking so I wouldn't expose myself to heartbreak.
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| He's a dream |
[06 Dec 2003|10:57pm] |
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Why can't I-Liz Phair |
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He's just a dream. Dream to me, because he amazes me in every way possible. He is beautiful in every way and shape possible. The only problem is, I'm not amazing to him. He doesn't find me beautiful in every way and shape possible. And to me, that is definitley one of the worse feelings in the world. Knowing that someone doesn't care for you like you do them. Altho nothing I say could sum up the feelings that I have for him, probably the worse thing of all is that I'm not being honest. I have yet to tell him anything. Nothing even relevant to the feelings I have for him have left my lips. He just knows that he's the one that I want to cuddle with when I'm near him, and no one else. How is this possible that he doesn't know? I don't want to be the one to tell him anything. And nor do I think I will. So I guess that means for now I will continue to gaze upon him knowing all of the secrets I have for him, and wonder what is it that makes him so amazing?
Why can't I breath whenever I think about you?
Why cant I speak whenever I talk about you?
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| What a night... |
[06 Dec 2003|03:28pm] |
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Last night was the fucking craziest night in the world. First i went home right after school and hungout at my house til 6:30 and then I went to the basketball game. Herby, Junko, and Creten were sposed to come to my house right after the game. I got home after that about 9:30 and they werent there. I waited until like 11:00 and still no one showed up so I called my friend Ryan to bring me to friend Danielles house a half an hour away. Then we layed down me thinking that i wasnt going to go anywhere. I called Herby to yell at him and he ended up telling me he was looking for me. So he then decided to come and pick me up at 1:00 in the morning to go back to his house wit Junko. We got there and i got smashed and it was fun. I woke up this morning at 10:30 completely oblivious. All during this Danielle has no clue where I am. Also we got a storm this morning and it has been snowing non stop since 7:00 am. At 1:30 Herb than drove me back to Danielles house in a snow storm. No one was here when I got here so I kind of just have been recovering since then. But all in all it was a GOOD night!
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[05 Dec 2003|01:08pm] |
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[05 Dec 2003|01:01pm] |
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I just recently watched Feardotcom and it was the scariest movie I have ever seen. The little chick with the white ball really has now haunted me for the rest of my life...AHHH!!
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| You make me Tick |
[05 Dec 2003|12:25pm] |
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None that could explain the feelings that I feel right now |
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Thinking of you keeps me awake.
Dreaming of you keeps me asleep.
Being with you keeps me alive.
- Robyn Jorgensen -
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The Moment I Fell In Love
I don't quite remember the time
Or how you did your hair
I don't recall what was on my mind
Or who else was there
But I remember how you pulled me close
And how I wanted to pull off all your clothes
Your eyes looking into mine
Stopping the feeling of time
Our noses bumped before our lips touched
I remember never wanting anyone so much
Even though I can't think of the place
I can still picture that special look on your face
Even though you looked confident,
I heard the tremble in your voice
I wanted to be close to you
But you made sure I had a choice
In my memory there was no time
And your hair looked just fine
It didn't matter who else was there
Or if someone spilled that milkshake we shared
Were we at the mall... maybe the movie show?
I honestly didn't know
The only thing that I knew
Is that was the moment I fell in love with you
- Natalie Morales -
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What I wouldnt do for you...
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| You make me Tick |
[05 Dec 2003|12:23pm] |
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None that could explain the feelings that I feel right now |
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Thinking of you keeps me awake.
Dreaming of you keeps me asleep.
Being with you keeps me alive.
- Robyn Jorgensen -
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The Moment I Fell In Love
I don't quite remember the time
Or how you did your hair
I don't recall what was on my mind
Or who else was there
But I remember how you pulled me close
And how I wanted to pull off all your clothes
Your eyes looking into mine
Stopping the feeling of time
Our noses bumped before our lips touched
I remember never wanting anyone so much
Even though I can't think of the place
I can still picture that special look on your face
Even though you looked confident,
I heard the tremble in your voice
I wanted to be close to you
But you made sure I had a choice
In my memory there was no time
And your hair looked just fine
It didn't matter who else was there
Or if someone spilled that milkshake we shared
Were we at the mall... maybe the movie show?
I honestly didn't know
The only thing that I knew
Is that was the moment I fell in love with you
- Natalie Morales -
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What I wouldnt do for you...
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[05 Dec 2003|12:18pm] |
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Shes my kinda rain-Tim McGraw |
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Wondering is believing, and that my friends is the esence of what makes everyday so much more exhilerating from the last. Continuing to wonder what makes you tick, and contributing to the everyday world we call our lives. My life has not officially come to an end...yet, but then again it is still early:-P. I dont know what would make me want to be a part of his life. I only want to be a part of his life. Only for the time that I know I would be able to enjoy just as much as everyone else. It's amazing the way he can make me feel, absolutley amazing. And in many ways care so greatly about him. The life to live as one would only assume. End.
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| Long Day |
[05 Dec 2003|11:53am] |
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gEt LoW-YiNg YaNg TwInS |
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Ok so my rents left this morning @ 8:00 for my brothers wrestling tournament and I just cant wait to get out of school. I just dont want to be here right now. The day seems to be going so slow and Im kind of getting pissed. I cant wait til tonight when I have all of my REAL friends over to drink a few and smoke a few. This time I would get my ass smoked cause I wont let anything happen so that they would get pissed, (as in my rents) not like last time. I know better than that now. I know that most people dont like reading how long these are so I'm just going to end this entry saying that this weekend is gonna fucking ROCK:)
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[05 Dec 2003|11:25am] |
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Breakdown- Mariah Carey |
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What do people really think about you?
Name Justine
Age 18
favorite song Lonely September- Plain White T's
Parents think Im out of control
Strangers think I'm crazy
Friends think I'm amazing
Thanks alot guys:-P
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| Post Anything... |
[04 Dec 2003|11:57am] |
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your journal to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read it) have to say.
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| Yup Thats me |
[04 Dec 2003|11:54am] |
*:·..:.(¯*·.¸(¯*·.¸¸.·*¯)¸.·*¯).:..·:*
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*´¨`·..¤*~Justine~*¤..·´¨*
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| Tired |
[04 Dec 2003|11:43am] |
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Bored. thats about it
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| My Favorites |
[04 Dec 2003|11:34am] |
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Bring Me to Life-Evanescence |
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Name: Justine
Do you like it?: not really
Nicknames: Jiggers, Jiggy-Ju Ju, Jez, Jezabelle, "J", Smartass
Screen names: toughtohandle69, tuffbiatch69, VBCHICKY10
Birthday: February 1, 1985
Sign: Aquarius
Location: Corinth, NY
School: CHS
Status: single:-/
Natural hair color: D. Brown
Current hair color: light brown with blonde higlights
Eye color: blue/green
Birthplace: Saratoga, NY
Shoe size: 8.5
Bra size:36D
Parents: Kristie
Siblings: Eddie, Nick, Tyler
Favorite relative: Nicole Chrysler
Do you write in cursive or print?: both
Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
What is your sexual preference?: males
What piercings do you have?: The regular ear piercings
Any tattoos?: nope
Do you drive?: no.
Do you have glasses or braces?: I'm sposed to wear my glasses but I don't
Did you like this survey?: it's aight
What do you most like about your body?: my eyes
How many fillings do you have?: idk
Do you think you're good looking?: not really
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: sometimes
Do you look like any celebrities?: no
Do you wear a watch?: no
How many coats and jackets do you own?: 6
Favorite pants/skirt color?: jean
most expensive item of clothing?: Ralph Lauren sweater
Most treasured?: My CD player
What kind of shoes do you wear?: anything comfortable, I love flip-flops
Color: L. Blue
Day: Saturday
Month: February
Song: Lonely September-Plain White T's
Movie:The Little Mermaid
Food: Subway
Band: G-Unit
Season: Spring
Sport: Volleyball
Class: Advertising and Design
teacher: Mr.Baker
Drink: Iced Tea
Veggie: Cucumbers
TV Show: Real World, Road Rules, etc.
Radio Station: The Saint 88.3
Store: Gadzooks
Word: peace
Animal: horse
Flower: daisy
State: New York
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| Josh... |
[03 Dec 2003|12:48pm] |
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This is Josh. he plays with pins and thinks hes cool. He also thinks that we are going to date...HAHAHAHAHAHA NOT! anyways, hes pretty "buff". has brown hair and his eyes change color like almost EVERYDAY. He needs a woman in his life, but that will not be me. He has Katie so i guess that works for him. He wishes he had skills in Wrestling, but ya know a kid can wish :-/ He really no longer exists. End of discussion.
xxx
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| Oblivious |
[03 Dec 2003|12:39pm] |
I dont understand how someone can think its ok to look at the your stuff. Not just me, but people in general. Wow what a day. G'luck today Eddie. Win in your match:)
I dont know what else to say.
xxx
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