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Sarah's Journal
I keep pondering.
Back and forth.
baby?
baby?
Am I a mother?
Mother?
Mother?
Baby?
Am I ready?
Is it time?
I was thinking, this morning,
about having a baby..
A LOT about having a baby.
The one thing I felt superior with,
was when I thought about
when I find out if I'm really pregnant.
I'll be the first to know.
For once, Mom won't know,
Sister A and Sister B won't know,
best friend, Dad, Boyfriend...
They'll all have second-hand knowledge.
I'll be the first to know.
Baby.
I'll be your mother.
I'll know, before all,
when you arrive.
I'll be the first to love you,
the first to know you.
Everyone else,
will be second.
Okay, it's not the best I've written.
But I want to get out of here.
Peace.
Current mood:
nostalgic.