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[16 Dec 2005|04:47pm] |
victoriia;
torii , 15YRZ
SJSS, five"one
italiian, cruushed*
thug`em hug`em love`em leave`em
i LOOVE my girlz & boyz PER SEMPRE;
ri-iiiiiiii-de for you loves (=
pc.
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JAY-Z = HERO
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[27 Sep 2005|04:20pm] |
today was crap.
&& my kilt is way too short, i think i got taller, or something.
anyways. that guy in MEDIASTUDIES was making me & megan ...
SO ...
MAD ...
like honestly.
Charles just finished telling the class that for $30 a month (the amount it is to pay a average cell phone bill), you could sponsor a child in Africa. And that's what he was going to do from now on.
The stupid 19yearold who is in a grade 11 class though he's in his 6th year of highschool was all like "No way, I'd die without my cell phone!"
LIKE MAYBE YOU COULD GIVE UP YOUR CELL PHONE AND PREVENT A CHILD AFFECTED BY POVERTY/ETC. FROM DYING?
Yea you stupid!! UGHHH He made us so mad .. not so much mad as .. just it's disgusting how someone could say that!
I just hope he ends up seeing what hes doing!
I really wanna sponsor a kid =)
That would be awesome.
i like this.
Have you ever just been sitting there, and all of a sudden you feel like doing something nice for someone you care for?
THAT'S GOD talking to you through the Holy Spirit.
Have you ever been down and out, and nobody seems to be around for you to talk to?
THAT'S GOD wanting you to talk to Him.
Have you ever been thinking about somebody that you haven't seen in a long time, and then next thing you know, you see them or receive a phone call from them?
THAT'S GOD. There is no such thing as coincidence.
Have you ever received something wonderful that you didn't even ask for, like money in the mail, a debt that had mysteriously been cleared, or a coupon to a department store where you had just seen something you needed, but couldn't afford?
THAT'S GOD knowing the desires of your heart.
Have you ever been in a situation and you had no clue how it was going to get better, how the hurting would stop, how the pain would ease, but now you look back on it ...
THAT'S GOD passing us through tribulation to see a brighter day.
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[19 Sep 2005|09:17pm] |
ok well my prayers were Answered <3
Saturday night, I slept over at Chelsea's.
We had an AWESOME<3 time & took MUCHOS pix.
Omgz, i totally love her.
SUNDAY MORNING --> ALANA came over to pick up Chels! (to Wonderland.)
SO THERE ; i saw Chels && ALANA<3
Awesome God! <3
I came home Sunday morning, & the family came over for my dad's [belated] birthday-party thing.
And then I went to work.
And THEN .. I came home, and the family was still there, but only for another 10-15 minutes.
Life's pretty good, but my foot is itchy, and my tummy hurts.
Baaa.
Pix much?
YEA, that's right.
i LOVE<3 my CHELSEA.
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[16 Sep 2005|11:01pm] |
WATER from my WATER COOLER after 11PM tastes AMAZING!
ALR1GHT.
it's official ; iLOVEchels<3
i was supposed to sleep @ her house tonight, but work ran too late.
i was supposed to sleep @ her house tomorrow, but i don't get off until 9-ish.
HOPEFULLY i will be going w. her & alana to Y0UTHGR0UP on WEDNESDAY!
like WHOA -- did i even know they were Christian?
it's so totally AWESOMMMMMMME.
i miss camp =[
i also haven`t talked to Cam! And I want to.
Just because.
booooooooo.
And where is my Tef?
there is A LOT of stuff i need to talk to her about!!
dentist appointment > tomorrow morning, 11:15AM.
funfunfun.
ANYWAY5 > I need to get back into the habit of reading REVOLVE.
Maybe I just won't write down things, just read it / memerise it.
ya, that sounds pretty good.
Anyways, I miss Chels a lot & I'd LOOOOVE to see Alana SOON!
love t o rr ii xo
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[15 Sep 2005|11:35pm] |
-i have a chronic cough and it hurts A LOT.
Night.
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[14 Sep 2005|08:16pm] |
I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere in the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah
I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something to do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end
If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might
Kryptonite
You called me strong, you called me weak
But still your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times I never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head
If not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back on solid ground
If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might
Kryptonite
If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might
Kryptonite
Yeah!
If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might
Kryptonite
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[12 Sep 2005|05:43pm] |
"the innocent can never last."
-today was a mix good/bad. but whatev<3
-i miss Chris & Nick & the other graduates =( but its okay.
-i SAW the other* Chris today. And also saw Semen SOO. good.
-Collin was moved to my homeroom class.
-i know this is harsh but i REALLY don't like the gr9s at my school.
-i went to Teffy's house for lunch & was late for 4th period. AGAIN.
-i`m sick aswell as Tef. i have the worst cough eva, it kills.
-i cannot wait to hangout w. Cam, Thirstan, Tef, Chels, & Alana!<3
-i really hope everything`s okay w. everyone & everything.
-i`m currently expierencing a MYSPACE addiction. [www.myspace.com/__sparkle]
-greek mythology is pretty sweet & i wish it were real , haha. Mt Olympus, I'm totally goin there.
-i haven`t talked to Cameron since Saturday night which pretty much SUCKS.
-i haven`t been to a show since FOREVER so i should be going sometime SOON.
-moving to TAKEOUT<3 hopefully before Christmas ! =)
-Krystle is awesome TEEHEE<3
-During my 3-5pm break, Kry stayed w. me! [Erielle too.]
-Kry waited til I got off my shift [830ish] & then I got changed, & we ate Chocolate WIGGERS! lolz.
-Then we went outside while [hahaha] Sterling said he "clenned" the ovens & then threw a chicken wing at us.
-Mostly aimed for Kry, though.
-going to Italy w. the school [hopefully! PLEASE!] & Tef in APRIL. so stoked.
-my house is freezing & outside is supa hot.
-my cough is not going away.
-i love alot of people. but especially you.
♥ LOVE to rr ii [butterflies<3] ♥
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[08 Sep 2005|06:14pm] |
_ 10 bands you've been listening a lot to
lately:
(in no order)
1) From First To Last
2) Relient K
3) Rise Against
4) Dashboard Confessional
5) John Mayer
6) Motion City Soundtrack
7) Sugarcult
8) The Spill Canvas
9) 98 Degrees! WHATWHAT!
10) Belvedere
_09 things you are looking forward to:
1) ITALY IN APRIL! <3 =D YESS!
2) Chels party in November!
3) Getting paid!
4) CAM & THIRSTAN COMINNNNNNNNG TO HAVE HANGOUTZ<3 w. chelsalanatef & ME!
5) Christmastime!
6) My surgery.
7) My tummy pain going awayy!
8) SOCCER ENDING, GEEZ LONG ENOUGH!
9) buying those hot shoes from Payless ;)
_8 things you like to wear:
1) black shell-ish bracelet
2) pink/white/green wire bead bracelet
3) black pants
4) mascara
5) eyeliner
6) my chinese slippers
7) hoodies
8) uniform sweaters w. NO collars! =(
_07 things that annoy you:
1) my tummy hurting
2) when nothing is ever on, on any radio station, ever!
3) bad hair days > alot lately
4) math in any way, shape, or form
5) my voice
6) when i call people & it just rings and rings .. even though i know they're home!
7) people telling me to "come hit a blunt with them" ahah i hate that!
_06 things you say most days:
1) sup
2) yo
3) what?
4) oh my gosh
5) sees stefania EEEEEEEEEEEEEEK *squeals*
6) no!
_ 05 things you do everyday:
1) listen to music
2) eat
3) computerize
4) Talk on the phone
5) um, brush my teeth
_04 people you want to spend more time with:
1) Tef
2) Chris
3) Lisa
4) Cam
_03 favorite songs at the moment:
1) swing life away - rise against
2) vindicated - dashboard confessional
3) addicted - kelly clarkson
_02 movies you could watch over and over again
1) Garden Sate <3
2) Matchstick Men
_01 person you could spend the rest of your
life with: can it be an animal? SHEEP
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[08 Sep 2005|05:48pm] |
Piercings; just some randomness.
I really like the symmetrical piercing of a labret & a medusa. It's hot.
Also lowerlip puppy piercings. Teeeee hee.
Umm umm, alot of people don't like Monroes, but I like 'em =)
Anywhooo.
I saw Tef today, three times.
Love her.
Anyways.
Ta ta.
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[07 Sep 2005|05:52pm] |
The fact of the matter is.
School has started, it's two days in.
My summer was amazing.
I don't even know where to begin ..
Sleepovas at Teffa's.
Meeting John w. Chels.
Watching movies in Futureshop w. Lisa.
Things were awesome.
The one show where I got to see Pia ,
And everyone else.
I've met new people this summer > I will never forget the Lion Cabin!
I love you girls so much.
I found my papersoulmate Sega<3 teehee.
I'm now in Grade 10.
And it feels weird.
But whatevs. It's just school.
It's not a big deal.
Life goes by so fast.
I did a million things this summer,
But I wish I had done a million-and-one.
At this time last year, I was in my second day of grade 9.
Unsure and totally confused , heart crushed by a former love ; lost a friend I thought I'd always have . Looking like an idiot in my uniform ,, which I (and my fellow gr 9s) followed straight out of the book - golf shirts tucked into our deffinetly-not-short-enough-skirts, sky-high platform shoes, shirts buttoned alllll the way up. Walking into the wrong classrooms ; being so insecure about myself. Hating myself. > And now here I am. Unsure and totally confused , heart twinkling with butterflies like i've never had before ; gained friends I've always wanted. No longer looking like an idiot in my uniform ,, because I've learned how to get away with it. A grade 10 in a grade 11 class -- knowing NO ONE except one boy who FINALLY proved himself true. Having gained confidence in myself. I'm still working on it. But its a far cry from the girl who used to cry herself to sleep every night.
In no specific order:
Marmy >
Chels
Shenelle
Lisa
Kelsey
Val
Claudia
Scott
Thirstan
Chris
Smoogles
Jeremy
Tef
James
Simon
Kenny
Justine
Tara
Deus
Aurora
Steven
Natassia
Pia
Rachel
Cameron
Sara
Alana
Karen
Sarah
And everybody else.
Thank you so much for making my summer.
Or breaking parts.
As long as we forgave each other.
Thats all that really matters.
Whether we had fun in person ;
Through MSN ;
Or on the phone ;
I love you all.
Whether you love me back or not.
A lot of people just walk in and out of my life, leaving footprints to be dusted away.
But each and every one of the people I've mentioned above , have left footprints in my life.
This summer was awesome.
The best I've had so far.
Just TRY to make next year's better.
I dare ya ;)
Love,
Victoria.
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Well. I met a boy ♥
And I have a lil itty bitty crush on him.
And hopefully we will see eachother in the next 2 months , if not earlier.
It sucks that I couldn't go to the show last weekend.
But God, I like him. You know EXACTLY what you are doing.
I miss you. I hope you have fun this weekend, & i CAN NOT WAIT to talk to you on Monday
(when you get back.)
We've had some awesome conversations. Staying up until 3 in the morning talking to you is ... just ... ugh .. GOOD.
You give me b u t t t t t e r r r f l i e s s s s s , haha , & you know those little budderfries will miss you too!
"It gets me by."
"It would get you more than 'Bye' , it would get you 'Hello' and EVERYTHING In-Between!!!"
Hahaha, whoa, i love that. I LOVE IT.
UGHH I MISS YOU.
I had some pretty sweet dreams last night<3
Hope you did too?
Anyways.
Love Love Love, Eggo ♥
Ps: i was just listening to Vindicated. And my butterflies went out of control. ♥
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[28 Aug 2005|10:26pm] |
some people REALLY disappoint me.
all i want to do is be happy in life.
not think about him.
not have to deal with the useless, mundane details of everyday life.
why can't people just accept that?
why can't i just forget him?
entirely?
because he wrote himself into my thoughts.
once i find an eraser.
all will be done <3
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ANYWAYS.
today = first day of work!!
pretty sweet!! SwissChaletSUP!
i met alot of people.
it was reallllly fun.
nervous at first. but fun.
anyways thats it.
SUPMYSPACE?
www.myspace.com/__Sparkle
CHECKIT.
FRIENDSWELCOMED
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[24 Aug 2005|01:21pm] |
♥so basically my cellular device is being put to good use. After talking to Lisa, Deus called me. Wow our conversations rock ehh. He played guitar for awhile. Then I was tired so I left, roflz. I have work orientation at 4pm today, and I'm well xcited. Sasha wanted to go Go-Karting at VaughnMills today, but under circumstances, I can't. Tomorrow/Friday = camping @ Lisa's (hopefully.) Saturday = rally (hopefully.) Sunday = soccer Semi finalz, but you know how it is. Well I'm all showered up. Waiting to become makeupized & clothed, lolz. My poor baby Lexi is in the vet getting surgery. She's getting spade. I feel so bad. I Love You, Lexxxxxi!
I pretty much am bored out of my mind. I miss my friends. I miss my puppy. But on a good note, Simon's cat came back. Yayyy. -more later. you know it.
ex.tori.oh
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[23 Aug 2005|05:33pm] |
Don't forget to be kind to strangers.
For some who have done this have entertained angels without realizing it.
~Hebrews 13:2
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[23 Aug 2005|05:01pm] |
so i spent some awesome quality time with God.
it was sweet ; i got through 1.5 books -- the second half of Matthew and all of Mark.
Wrote down what who i`m looking for.
And that's all!
ME & LISA ARE GOING CAMPING !!!!! & WHAT!
Thursday, after her Dad finishes work, he's coming to pick me up.
Thennn ; we will go watch Lisa's socca game.
After that; I'm dyeing Lisa's hair!
THEN -- ME & LISA ARE CAMPING!
In her backyard. BUT IT WILL BE SWEEET!
Food We Will Eat;
* Jamaican patties
* Marshmallows / Hershey bars
* Smartfood
* Chips
* Diet Pepsi
* Water
Things To Do-Ish/Bring;
* Portable DVD Player -- The Breakfast Club & some scary movie
* Music!
* Paper for mash SOULMATE!!!
* My camp Pix (to show her)
* Digital cameras!
* Stay up all night / Take a walk in the middle of the night <--Oo0o0 SCURRY!
ahh. FUNNESS. i can`t wait.
Socca 2nite.
Swiss Chalet Orientation TOMORROW (WEDNESDAY) @ 4 PM
Well, I'm so hyped now, and stoked for our camping trip, so ; I'm off.
Buhh Bye <3 <3 <3
MUCH LOVE.
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YA`LL
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EVIL!
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CAMP
widjiitiwin♥
HEY.
Tori's BACK!
August 14th I left for camp.
Which was the most amazing time eva && the highlight of my entire summer.
The Lion Cabin;;
Marmaduke - aka Big Xtra
Smoogles - aka Apple Pie
Tori [me] - aka Fillet-O-Fish and/or FOFFY
Justine - aka Chicken McNugget
Victoria - aka Egg McMuffin
Sarah - aka McChicken
Kelsey - aka Cheeseburger Happy Meal
Aurora - aka Biggie Fry
Shenelle - aka Reuben Club
Dana - aka Grape & Walnut Salad
OH & WHAT!!!!
Yeah, that's right. We're ALL McDonald's Meals. Of some sort.
I MISS YOU GIRLS.
So all-in-all, Camp was amazing.
Our devos were all pretty intense.
Marmaduke & Smoogles are SWEETNESS --
Andddddddddd MARMADUKE LIVES IN ..
GET THIS -- >
A.TOWN!
(Aurora)
Where I Am Often.
So me & her are totally going to go out for dinner one evennnning.
Once she gets back from camp.
She was an amazing counsellor.
ALSO!!
Smoogles lives in Oakville.
Me & Her are totally going shopping at Erin Mills.
She too, was an A M A Z I N G counsellor.
All our cabin laughs.
Aurora & Her stories about Kooky Grandma Land ;
Here's a preview --> her grandma had 9 boyfriends.
she lives with a kooky old man named Tim.
granny went skinny dipping with tim in the neighbours pool. and got caught.
she was drunk and bouncing up and down while riding a tractor.
aurora & her mom chased a wanted criminal all the way from ontario to nova scotia.
they stopped off by a tim hortons.
and picked up pencils. which Aurora gave to us. They make her popular.
"Mommy don't let me forget my PENCILS to make me ... POP U LAR!"
Sometime along there .. they were zooming down a traffic-jammed highway in a single shopping cart.
they had a potbellied pig named Bacon. The pierced it's nose with a triangular ring.
grandma gave Aurora a present. Aurora guessed that it was a book.
grandma says, "Yes. A BOOK OF DIRRRRRRRRRTY pictures!"
(but it wasn't.)
Wow. This is too much. I cannot stop laughing.
I MISS OUR REST PERIOD / FREE TIME, GIRLSSSSSS!!
How about the game, Soulmate?
Which we played.
And I got SEGA.
The second time we played -- I got Sega again.
And it is impossible to rig the game to get the same person.
WOW. Soulmates.
Everytime he looked at me, I was doing something stupid.
EXCEPT the time when I was "gazing out the window" and he stared at me "wistfully". (lolz Justine!)
I met this amazing new friend. Andrea! From Kincardine.
They have one grocery store. One church. Two schools. Everyone knows everyone.
They have parades EVERY Sunday (or saturday?)
Their town mascot is a LIGHT HOUSE named Blinky.
Pretty sweet!
We played all these tackle field games.
We brought some chicks down.
During 4-corner socker I got the ball off Chipstack quite a few times.
(Ubu is too polite to tackle anyone. We had some random conversation about his laziness.)
Friday should have been beach day -- but the weather looked bad.
So we played indoor hockey, had a four team tourny.
During which, me & Sega (across the room from each other) were sharing the same yawns.
(PS: i am NOT obsessed with him. I find it hilarious that people take it seriously. IT IS AN INSIDE CABIN JOKE. SHEESH!)
Then, we were playing a hugely massive tackle game. And the rain was coming down in buckkkkkkets.
Thunder & all.
We ran around on the field, sliding in the grass & mud & water.
Two cabins had a mud fight.
IT WAS HILARIOUS.
Copa Cabana was that night. We all looked PRETTAY HAWT!*
PLUS -- the week at camp -- I Lost weight! Yay!
I rededicated my life to Christianity! <3 I LOVE GOD.
He is EVERYTHING to me. I love him. These words are NOT enough!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
The last day -- Saturday -- during Tshirt signing ;
Sega signed my tshirt. & Smoogles put a heart around his name. OMGZ, it was hilarious.
Then i was happy when Mommy came =) But I missed camp as soon as we got in the car =(
When I got home .. My parents surprised me with ; get this --
my first cell phone!
It's SWEET .. It's a color video Motorola flip phone! I <3 it. (PS: awesome plan.)
And then, I got called from SWISS CHALET.
They set up an interview.
Today, I actually went to the interview. Within 10 minutes, I was hired <3 SWEET.
MY first cell, && MY FIRST JOB.
Then Daddy bought me a Sub. YUM.
I love life.
Im applying for SALT next year .. a three-week overnight summer camp program!!
Hopefully I GET ACCEPTED!
I cannot Wait!
Love,
Foffy <3
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LAST NIGHT = fun.
so Chel-Chels & Tefania come to pick me up.
Me with a "Pickle Barrel" tie as a belt > Which everyone thought was prettymuch SIICK.
We get to the movie theatre and buy tickets for Charlie & The Chocolate Factory.
The dude gave us discounts on our tickets? > Mmhmm. That was nice.
Anyways. We spend 10 minutes arguing over what to eat.
We all end up getting ice cream of sorts > me & Chels ; chocolate chip milkshakes & Tef got some random flavor.
We finally get into the movie just as it's starting.
...
In the end > Willy Wonka is one fucked up Michael-Jackson WANNABEE =) !
but, the O O M P A - L O O M P A S rockeddddddddddd sockkkss!
We walked out of the movie with linked arms singing Willy wonka, willy wonka...(8) and that's all we knew.
And so my mother is prettymuch the BEST mother ever.
She told us to take our time and stay out and chill and relax, no rush.
So, since me & Tef hadn't eaten all day .. we went to Jack Astors.
Bought chicken wings > And then nachos with cheese and SOUR CREAM.
They gave us a bar menu, but I don't know why we didn't order anything from there.
We should have > Geez why am I such a nymphowhatsit for alcohol?
After that .. we went home. At home i finally got to drink. Not much but some.
I miss them. They are great friends.
Camp on Sunday. I AM STOKED.
This morning's thunderstorm was amazing.
I woke up at 12 - i <3 thunder storms they put me to sleep !
Ps: I missed Sasha s o m u c h yesterday! =( TEAR* Sleepovers soon .. PARTY AT TORI'S!
EARLY NOTICE:
Sometime in early/mid NOVEMBER .. Chels & Me will be holding a JOINED BIRTHDAY PARTY.
IT WILL BE RAD.
SO KEEP YOUR CALENDARS OPENED!
( minisurveyclick )
PEACE.
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TONY
Yesterday night was Tony's viewing. (RIP <3 :[)
I saw so many people, including beloved Stefania, who is not only my best friend,
but also the granddaughter of my great aunt's husband's brother.
It's really weird that we met by fluke in the early middle of grade 9.
Considering her dad & my mom had grown up together since diaperage.
Also saw Sasha my amazing little cousin who looks older than me! LOL.
For the first time in two years.
She's going into grade 8 but looks like she's going into grade 10, at least.
She is great!
Saw their families, and saw all my Zia's and Zio's and stuff.
And then Stefania got hungry, so we went downstairs (me having to hold onto both banisters because my rad pink&black high heel shoes were killing me and i looked like an idiot walking in them. They're too small. No shiiit.)
We were looking in our cafe room, and their was no food. Damnit.
Then we saw these coffee machines, and started drinking hot chocolate.
It was free, and then we found milk under the counter, and i finished it.
Oops.
And then we walked into some other cafe room.
And .. THERE WAS FOOD! Brownies and cookies and such.
It turns out it wasn't our families table. It was for some other viewing.
But we took the food anyways.
Stef grabbed butter cookies.
Me & Sasha took brownies.
The brownies tasted like shit. So we threw them out.
They were probably stale, lmfao.
And then we couldn't finish our hot chocolate, so we put it in between the machines so "no one can see it!"
We went back upstairs.
Everyone was squeezing us and hugging us and kissing us and pinching our cheeks and saying how beautiful we were and how much we've grown.
Zia Rosa almost threw me off balance! LMFAO SASHA -- "You just gave me this face! It was like A CRY FOR HELP!"
And then after my shoes got caught in my pant leg, and I almost fell down the funeralhome steps, we stepped out into the rain .. I had to leave my beloved Teffy & Sasha =[
But I'm seeing Tef today. Me, Chels, & Tef are going to the movies .. WILLY WONKA!
Sasha was supposed to come but she lives too far away just to see a movie .. so we are gonna have a madradsleepova. ONE DAY <3
Anyways, I should be getting ready or something.
But i'm too lazy even to shower.
I really want some alcohol.
LOVE.
Peace out .
TORRII <3
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