night on the town.   
02:28am 09/09/2003
 
mood: happy
music: nin-*were in this together
trivium, hard rock live



middle of fountain, kiddie in raincoat having a ball



kiss kiss



too cute.



off to home, touch here.

x.X.x.
 
     

(2 kills | kill rock stars)

 
uh huh   
12:23pm 08/09/2003
 
mood: accomplished
i got myself a livejournal

http://www.livejournal.com/users/xstarsdown

check it out.

i need some friends.

x.X.x.
 
     

(4 kills | kill rock stars)

 
my life is getting old and boring.   
04:37pm 03/09/2003
 
mood: bitchin'
music: veruca salt-*born entertainer
work is not exactly working out like I once thought
it's quickly growing old and annoying.
not to mention frustrating.
it's not that im a coorporate asshole, don't get me wrong
i just don't like to be someones little bitch all day
been taken advantage of, paid shit and walked all over
it's like being a 2 cent whore without the benefits.
they boss me around and leave me with impossible shit to do
they have to be kidding right? bastards.

im not your usual cornflake
i don't like a lot of pressure, it doesn't go well with me.
it fucks up my day.

another thing:
my schedule sucks
i wake up.. go to work.. sleep.. end of day
nothing productive can be accomplished by this
by the end of the week im too fucking tired to ever do everything
plus.. i get paid shit.

i rather make get paid less and sit on my ass and do shit.
that way.. i can avoid confrontations and above all being bitched at
i deserve a fucking pat on the back for all the shit i do... urgh.
i guess im not flexible. i've made it that way.
i hate working at nights.. im aiming for morning time.
workings in the mornings should be a big positive thing..
that way when work is done i'll have time to do things.

im thinking of working in a new place..
therefore everyone is equal
mutualness is good as a given factor

right now.. whenever im nice to people
they either take advantage of me
or want to get in my pants
which in both cases makes for an unconfortable situation.

i need a new job.
this will be a bitch.
sleep is first. .. necessary.

x.X.x.
 
     

(2 kills | kill rock stars)

 
talking to myself on the way to the station   
11:18pm 01/09/2003
 
mood: giddy
music: NIN- *into the void
thats it. fin.!!
950+ word essay
that's right beat that tough shit.

woo-ho-ho-hoooooo

ahh.. ah.. ah.

i got two turn tables and a microphone.

hip hip.

x.X.x.
 
     

(2 kills | kill rock stars)

 
re.er.e..e..e   
12:26am 26/08/2003
 
mood: aggravated
music: sarge_*detroit star light
what the shit is this: Error adding one or more friends: Exceeded 10 friends limit (now: 11)
only ten friends? how mad lame.

well i guess i'll go delete myself.

whats next.. entry restrictions?

fucking journal nazis.

x.X.x.
 
     

(2 kills | kill rock stars)

 
010101100110   
11:09pm 24/08/2003
 
mood: tired
music: the breeders_*cannonball
college life.
starts head-on tommorrow.

joy joy. can't wait for one.

it is going to be a fucking wreck.
im way to lazy to go to school.
honestly.. im not ready
ill see how this goes.

x.X.x.
 
     

(4 kills | kill rock stars)

 
here it is.   
11:37am 24/08/2003
 
mood: listless
music: radiohead-*high and dry

well.. yesterday.. sucked by far
leave it up to these journal hating nazis to malfunction.
i hate when that happens.
is there any such thing are reliability?

i have classes tomorrow
2 at that.
i have no books.
no paper.
and honestly no clue where those classes are.
after that.. i work till 10:30 at night.
[closing] how lovely.

it was my day off yesterday.
and i did nothing of course.
i went online.. but then again i have no friends.
my father has no friends but at least he gets more e-mail than i do
thats always entertaining.

he just changed our phone number
no clue why either.
infact he won't tell me
i guess no ones ever calling me again.
thats not always a bad thing.
then i could just go back to square one.

square one: the nothing phase.

x.X.x
 
     

(4 kills | kill rock stars)

 
eat more women.   
12:53am 23/08/2003
 
mood: amused
music: veruca salt_*shimmer like a girl
Vaginal Air Pumping.

Reader:
Dr. Lin, I have resently started blowing bubbles out of my vagina. This doesn't happen during intercourse. It happens all day during daily activities. Please help me. Thanks, Pam

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Dr. Lin:
Do you have yeast infection or a sour taste in your vagina? If yes, treat it.
If not, it is caused by air trapping during lovemaking.
Generally, it happens after sex, and the trapped air slowly escapes out of your vagina and uterus during daily activities. Please don't use the back-entry (doggy-style) love position which moves your uterus toward your stomach to suck air into your vagina. As the air is sucked in and the penis compress the air into your uterus, the air get into the uterus. Each long-love stroke will allow more air to get into the vagina again when the penis moves out around the vaginal orifice. The vagina serves an air compression cylinder/chamber and the penis acts a pistol. This is called Vaginal Air Pumping. Also, it is very difficult for you to achieve orgasm when there is air trapped inside. You should blow air out of your vagina after using the back-entry position; otherwise, you will feel there is a film inside to isolate his penis from your vagina.

courtesy of actionlove.com

love your vagina.


x.X.x.
 
     

(2 kills | kill rock stars)

 
good peoples.   
12:22am 23/08/2003
 
mood: lonely
♥ me.
 
     

(kill rock stars)

 
im so going to hell.   
02:33pm 22/08/2003
 
mood: aggravated
music: fucking cramps of christ.. jesus.
i went to the health food store yet again
honestly it was nice the first time around
since then everytime i go there the lady tries to sell me everything
im poor man.. my money goes to the "get a life fund"
so i spent like $54 on fucking metabolism vitamins
they better work goddammit.
i need my money for elsewhere

i only have one good friend.
and thats my boyfriend.. i think thats sad in a way.
people are seriously way too fucked up nowadays
its hard to find some solid "good peoples"
then again i wouldn't even be friends with myself
im decent.

x.X.x.
 
     

(2 kills | kill rock stars)

 
i was thinking.   
01:15am 21/08/2003
 
mood: confused
music: free kitten_* party with me punker
im going to start taking more pictures
yahoo is being a real jew about letting me upload my pics
plus the joy of dial-up is a total bitch
i need somewhere where i can freely upload my pictures for linking purposes
added extras are fine.. not required.. just a built in bonus
its purely just to entertain the kids.

do it for the bastard decaying youth of america
or just do it for him..



[c'mon] he loves you. ♥

boy i feel racist today.

x.X.x.
 
     

(4 kills | kill rock stars)

 
this is crap   
12:40pm 20/08/2003
 
mood: drained
music: le tigre_* bang bang
none of my journals keep me logged in
so.. i chose to keep login in every 5 seconds with no success
most likely it's a problem with my internet settings
or is someone is just being a big bastard about this shit.

suggestions.

GO!

x.X.x.
 
     

(4 kills | kill rock stars)

 
breathing out.   
12:21pm 20/08/2003
 
mood: gloomy
music: lunachicks_heart of glass
duly noted
people become pest sometimes
they just can't help themselfs

fux jackie
fux mel
fux pam

nicely put

fuck all friends that haven't been

boy im bitter

x.X.x.
 
     

(kill rock stars)

 
torture mice   
01:50am 17/08/2003
 
mood: blah
music: tegan and sara_frozen


C'mon.. You know you want to...

load up the band_wagon.

♥ help out the kids ♥

x.X.x.
 
     

(2 kills | kill rock stars)

 
lame?   
01:43am 17/08/2003
 
mood: annoyed
music: sarge-disconnected
"Novelty Buttons!"



i don't get it.

x.X.x.
 
     

(2 kills | kill rock stars)

 
how bizaree   
09:45am 16/08/2003
 
mood: contemplative
music: sleater-kinney
-cut toenails

fingernails will be spared

OH IM TASTY

i ♥ my days off.

x.X.x.
 
     

(2 kills | kill rock stars)

 
squint.   
07:49am 16/08/2003
 
mood: accomplished
music: radiohead_ karma police
during my break..
i went to the health food store
.. and spent the whole break talking to
the indian lady that worked there
she was quite nice.. witty too

well i bought me some indian herb pills
or something like that..
lets see what this does
i never seem to do anything right.

x.X.x.
 
     

(kill rock stars)

 
toasters rule.   
06:47am 16/08/2003
 
mood: amused
music: veruca salt_spiderman '79
holy shit
i actually found sites on hardcore toaster fucking
this is fucking nuts

"SLUTS TIED TO YOUR TOASTER!?"
"MORE GIRLS THIRSTY FOR YOUR TOASTER!?"


what the crap
this is the funniest shit ever.
hot for toaster?
thats inhumane

ok.. im done.

this is for your pleasure:

(certified toast fucking)


end.

x.X.x.
 
     

(kill rock stars)