kill the stars' Journal

uh huh

12:23pm 08/09/2003

mood:

accomplished

i got myself a livejournal

http://www.livejournal.com/users/xstarsdown

check it out.

i need some friends.

x.X.x.

my life is getting old and boring.

04:37pm 03/09/2003

mood: bitchin'

music: veruca salt-*born entertainer

work is not exactly working out like I once thought
it's quickly growing old and annoying.
not to mention frustrating.
it's not that im a coorporate asshole, don't get me wrong
i just don't like to be someones little bitch all day
been taken advantage of, paid shit and walked all over
it's like being a 2 cent whore without the benefits.
they boss me around and leave me with impossible shit to do
they have to be kidding right? bastards.

im not your usual cornflake
i don't like a lot of pressure, it doesn't go well with me.
it fucks up my day.

another thing:
my schedule sucks
i wake up.. go to work.. sleep.. end of day
nothing productive can be accomplished by this
by the end of the week im too fucking tired to ever do everything
plus.. i get paid shit.

i rather make get paid less and sit on my ass and do shit.
that way.. i can avoid confrontations and above all being bitched at
i deserve a fucking pat on the back for all the shit i do... urgh.
i guess im not flexible. i've made it that way.
i hate working at nights.. im aiming for morning time.
workings in the mornings should be a big positive thing..
that way when work is done i'll have time to do things.

im thinking of working in a new place..
therefore everyone is equal
mutualness is good as a given factor

right now.. whenever im nice to people
they either take advantage of me
or want to get in my pants
which in both cases makes for an unconfortable situation.

i need a new job.
this will be a bitch.
sleep is first. .. necessary.

x.X.x.

talking to myself on the way to the station

11:18pm 01/09/2003

mood:

giddy

music: NIN- *into the void

thats it. fin.!!
950+ word essay
that's right beat that tough shit.

woo-ho-ho-hoooooo

ahh.. ah.. ah.

i got two turn tables and a microphone.

hip hip.

x.X.x.

re.er.e..e..e

12:26am 26/08/2003

mood:

aggravated

music: sarge_*detroit star light

what the shit is this: Error adding one or more friends: Exceeded 10 friends limit (now: 11)
only ten friends? how mad lame.

well i guess i'll go delete myself.

whats next.. entry restrictions?

fucking journal nazis.

x.X.x.

010101100110

11:09pm 24/08/2003

mood:

tired

music: the breeders_*cannonball

college life.
starts head-on tommorrow.

joy joy. can't wait for one.

it is going to be a fucking wreck.
im way to lazy to go to school.
honestly.. im not ready
ill see how this goes.

x.X.x.

here it is.

11:37am 24/08/2003

mood:

listless

music: radiohead-*high and dry

well.. yesterday.. sucked by far
leave it up to these journal hating nazis to malfunction.
i hate when that happens.
is there any such thing are reliability?

i have classes tomorrow
2 at that.
i have no books.
no paper.
and honestly no clue where those classes are.
after that.. i work till 10:30 at night.
[closing] how lovely.

it was my day off yesterday.
and i did nothing of course.
i went online.. but then again i have no friends.
my father has no friends but at least he gets more e-mail than i do
thats always entertaining.

he just changed our phone number
no clue why either.
infact he won't tell me
i guess no ones ever calling me again.
thats not always a bad thing.
then i could just go back to square one.

square one: the nothing phase.

x.X.x

eat more women.

12:53am 23/08/2003

mood:

amused

music: veruca salt_*shimmer like a girl

Vaginal Air Pumping.

Reader:
Dr. Lin, I have resently started blowing bubbles out of my vagina. This doesn't happen during intercourse. It happens all day during daily activities. Please help me. Thanks, Pam

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Dr. Lin:
Do you have yeast infection or a sour taste in your vagina? If yes, treat it.
If not, it is caused by air trapping during lovemaking.
Generally, it happens after sex, and the trapped air slowly escapes out of your vagina and uterus during daily activities. Please don't use the back-entry (doggy-style) love position which moves your uterus toward your stomach to suck air into your vagina. As the air is sucked in and the penis compress the air into your uterus, the air get into the uterus. Each long-love stroke will allow more air to get into the vagina again when the penis moves out around the vaginal orifice. The vagina serves an air compression cylinder/chamber and the penis acts a pistol. This is called Vaginal Air Pumping. Also, it is very difficult for you to achieve orgasm when there is air trapped inside. You should blow air out of your vagina after using the back-entry position; otherwise, you will feel there is a film inside to isolate his penis from your vagina.

courtesy of actionlove.com

love your vagina.

x.X.x.

good peoples.

12:22am 23/08/2003

mood:

lonely

♥ me.

im so going to hell.

02:33pm 22/08/2003

mood:

aggravated

music: fucking cramps of christ.. jesus.

i went to the health food store yet again
honestly it was nice the first time around
since then everytime i go there the lady tries to sell me everything
im poor man.. my money goes to the "get a life fund"
so i spent like $54 on fucking metabolism vitamins
they better work goddammit.
i need my money for elsewhere

i only have one good friend.
and thats my boyfriend.. i think thats sad in a way.
people are seriously way too fucked up nowadays
its hard to find some solid "good peoples"
then again i wouldn't even be friends with myself
im decent.

x.X.x.

i was thinking.

01:15am 21/08/2003

mood:

confused

music: free kitten_* party with me punker

im going to start taking more pictures
yahoo is being a real jew about letting me upload my pics
plus the joy of dial-up is a total bitch
i need somewhere where i can freely upload my pictures for linking purposes
added extras are fine.. not required.. just a built in bonus
its purely just to entertain the kids.

do it for the bastard decaying youth of america
or just do it for him..

[c'mon] he loves you. ♥

boy i feel racist today.

x.X.x.

this is crap

12:40pm 20/08/2003

mood:

drained

music: le tigre_* bang bang

none of my journals keep me logged in
so.. i chose to keep login in every 5 seconds with no success
most likely it's a problem with my internet settings
or is someone is just being a big bastard about this shit.

suggestions.

GO!

x.X.x.

breathing out.

12:21pm 20/08/2003

mood:

gloomy

music: lunachicks_heart of glass

duly noted
people become pest sometimes
they just can't help themselfs

fux jackie
fux mel
fux pam

nicely put

fuck all friends that haven't been

boy im bitter

x.X.x.

torture mice

01:50am 17/08/2003

mood:

blah

music: tegan and sara_frozen

C'mon.. You know you want to...

load up the band_wagon.

♥ help out the kids ♥

x.X.x.

lame?

01:43am 17/08/2003

mood:

annoyed

music: sarge-disconnected

"Novelty Buttons!"

i don't get it.

x.X.x.

how bizaree

09:45am 16/08/2003

mood:

contemplative

music: sleater-kinney

-cut toenails

fingernails will be spared

OH IM TASTY

i ♥ my days off.

x.X.x.

squint.

07:49am 16/08/2003

mood:

accomplished

music: radiohead_ karma police

during my break..
i went to the health food store
.. and spent the whole break talking to
the indian lady that worked there
she was quite nice.. witty too

well i bought me some indian herb pills
or something like that..
lets see what this does
i never seem to do anything right.

x.X.x.

toasters rule.

06:47am 16/08/2003

mood:

amused

music: veruca salt_spiderman '79

holy shit
i actually found sites on hardcore toaster fucking
this is fucking nuts

"SLUTS TIED TO YOUR TOASTER!?"
"MORE GIRLS THIRSTY FOR YOUR TOASTER!?"

what the crap
this is the funniest shit ever.
hot for toaster?
thats inhumane

ok.. im done.

this is for your pleasure:

(certified toast fucking)

end.

x.X.x.