| Happy Birthday! |
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Movies to regret watching:
Cabin Fever
actually no..you should see it, all of you, but only for the end. It was so fucked up. see it. see it.
then see Once Upon a Time in Mexico. that's worth regretting but also worth watching. wow..just wow.
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| I don't know if you read this anymore |
[03 Feb 2004|02:33pm] |
I'm really glad that you arn't unhappy anymore, but I just want you to know how badly you've hurt me. I thouhgt we were going to last forever just like we used to talk about. I really don't know how I am going to live my life without you. I don't want to. I wish I had one more day to see you laugh and smile; actually I wish I had a life time for that. I don't see how it was so easy for you to just say "goodbye autumn". I don't get it. I don't know what I did wrong but I wish I hadn't done it. I'm hurting so bad right now it feels like I'm choking and I just want to die because you don't love me anymore. I know you probably think the same thing as everybody else..I'm only 15 how can I be feeling this..Well, I don't know, but I'm in love with you, Robert and there is nothing anybody can do to stop that. Since I know that you don't love me I guess I'll just leave you alone and let you live your life because I know it will be easy for you to find somebody else. I'll never ever find anybody as good as you adn I don't want to. I can't stop crying, I can't stop thinking about you, and I can't stop needing you but i guess that is something I will have to cope with because I brought this upon myself.
Just please know Robert that if you ever need anybody to talk to I will always be here for you, always. And if ever you are debating over whether to call me or not please do I will be home to be there for you no matter what is wrong. I don't know if what I just said meant anything to you, but you mean the world to me and I will always love you.
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[30 Jan 2004|07:09pm] |
I've been really freaked/stressed out about everthing for the past while. Everything is so hard. I think part of it is not ever having any time alone anymore because my aunt is here for a long time. school is just the worst. everything is crazy.
Robert i'm home, i don't know if you will be but if you are please call me i need to talk to somebody. somebody=you. because nobody else makes me feel better. I love you sooooo much.
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[20 Jan 2004|04:14pm] |
If I were a month I would be: November
If I were a day of the week: Friday
If I were a time of day I would be: night time.
If I were a planet I would be: the sun
If I were a sea animal I would be: dolphin?
If I were a direction I would be: south
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a bed
If I were a sin I would be: lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: ivan the terrible. ahha just kidding..um.i don't know Queen Hatshepsut
If I were a liquid I would be: milk
If I were a tree I would be: short
If I were a flower/plant I would be: a rose
If I were a kind of weather I would be: Rain.
If I were a musical instrument I would be: drums.
If I were an animal I would be: a really cool one..maybe a wombat
If I were a color I would be: White
If I were a vegetable I would be: pear.
If I were a sound I would be: a scream
If I were an element I would be: fire.
If I were a car I would be: a... i don't know
If I were a song I would be: take my breathe away?
If I were a movie I would be: big fish?
If I were a book I would be written by: Dr. Seuss.
If I were a food I would be: i don't know.
If I were a place I would be: a cool place
If I were a material I would be: Silk.
If I were a taste I would be:gummy worms.. hahah.
If I were a scent I would be: arm pit.
If I were a word I would be: bitch.
If I were an object I would be: short.
If I were a body part I would be: heh.
If I were a facial expression I would be: grin.
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Jane from Daria.
If I were a shape I would be: oval.
If I were a number I would be: 8102
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| wow.. |
[22 Dec 2003|06:48pm] |
It started off as an innocent day of fun in the Gingerbread hood
but then...all hell broke loose.
People died
and houses were maliciously destroyed
but nobody knew that this pleased the beast
The people that were still alived had visions of the dead plastered to their retinas
but the beast continued to feed
Until all
the houses
were destroyed
...you're next
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| I woke up too early this morning. |
[21 Dec 2003|11:01am] |
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[12 Dec 2003|02:20pm] |
Tomorrow I get to see Robert! I can't wait. I love him so much. Tonight I am going shopping with Robert and I will most likely be back before 7. that's about it.
I love you I love you I love you so much, Robert!
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