Melissa's Blurty

Weather's here, Wish you were beautiful..
well.. today just sucked.. completely. its nights like this that depress the hell out of me.. I had a shitty day and it would be nice to come home to someone who's arms I can just collapse into, or whose shoulder I can cry on.. instead of soaking up my fuckin pillow.. the weather doesnt make this feeling any better because I'm freezing.. and what would be the ideal.. to cuddle and warm up with someone who thinks the world of you.. I want so much for someone to think the world of me. I don't think it'll ever happen. I'm just so sad, and never felt more lonely in my entire life..

**~I just want someone to be there on my birthday,
I just want someone to get real drunk with..
I just want someone who needs someone to need them
Cause I've got nothing left.. that I believe in~**
~the Benjamins~

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: the Benjamins