Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004

Time	Event
12:34a	same ol' same.. not too much has gone on lately..just school, and work and the same ol' shit that goes on in my boring-too much responsibility-making me go crazy type life. The pharmacy, however, is no longer open until 9pm.. we now close at 7pm. Its good because I go into work earlier and get out earlier. I don't know.. the love life sux.. the social life sux.. so yea.. the same ol' shit. Haven't spoken to that dude who I am calling 'X' in this journal.. so certain people dont know who it is exactly I am talking about. Don't want any hard feelings. But yea.. hes been acting like a little shit.. I dont know.. I'm just kind tired of the way I feel. I've tried to change it and all, but it seems with every bit of progress I make, I always end up two step back from where I started and feeling just so much worse. I've been kinda going about my days trying to make it appear as though nothings wrong and everythings fine with kind of a sunny disposition. Some people see right through it, but others have no clue. I just need something amazing and out of this world to completely turn my life around.. and I am slowly losing hope.. but I have a little bit of hope. Its just nothing is ever damn easy for me.. ever.. one sep forward.. two steps back.. one step forward.. two steps back.. and so on.. I'm tired though.. I'm gonna go watch some movies and hope that I eventually get a few hours of sleep in.. doubtful.. but heres to hoping again.. **~I need to believe that something extraordinary is possible~** ~A Beautiful Mind~ Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: Incubus- Loaded on Fuse (Comment on this)
11:39p	..everywhere but home.. well hello.. dude I don't know whats going on today.. but everything seemed to be working out! Amazing.. yes I know.. trust me, I know.. but that is so fuckin awesome! I needed a day like today to get me focused. I've been having a problem with my insurance company covering the no-fault for the accident I had last winter. See back when I had the accident and I went to the Hospital for x-rays and I also went to to get my MRI's my insurance company was supposed to open up an injury file.. well they didn't. So here I have been sending the hospital and the radiology place the information, but my insurance company kept denying the claims.. because they forgot to open up a file for me. So I've been on the phone between all three places for the last two months trying to fix everything. It ends up that my insurance company still refuses to pay my bills.. Once again.. because they FORGOT to open up a file for me. So because of their stupidity, I was being penalized for a car accident that wasn't my fault and I was expected to pay.. but today.. the radiology group is helping me out with this case and it looks like.. I WON'T HAVE TO PAY A FUCKING DIME FUCKERS! Sorry.. I'm just a little excited.. they were big bills if you could imagine, and there was no way in hell I was going to be able to pay either of them.. let alone both.. being a car-owning college student.. I mean I barely have the extra cash to go out.. yea know.. but I get by. I mean man.. I was slammed from behind by someone else.. why should that be something I have to pay for. Its bad enough I have the damn injuries.. ahh.. but whatever dude.. its done and over with and its all good.. so I'm happy. Yes thats right.. I said I was happy.. yay! So yea.. after that the rest of the day went very smooth. And well.. I'm so bored.. so I'm gonna end here and try to find something to do.. later days dude.. later days.. **~I'll make my way back home when I learn to fly~** ~Foo Fighters~ Current Mood: content Current Music: Foo Fighters (Comment on this)

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