Monday, February 23rd, 2004

Time	Event
2:47a	..todays on fire.. my life is so rediculously rediculous.. today is fire, and she burns.. **~SHE BUUUUUUURNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~** ~Finch~ Current Mood: moody Current Music: Finch (Comment on this)
3:32a	..what it is to burn.. yea.. so I just got back from my daring attempt to ruin my life.. it ended up not ruining my life completely, nor did it make it any better for that matter. I told that special someone (lets call him 'X').. I told 'X' about how I feel, and he told me that no matter what happens he will always be there for me.. i dont really want to talk about it. He didnt really tell me much on how he feels, but he let me know enough to know that everything will be ok.. so where do we go from here.. no one knows.. from here on out we just go.. whatever.. *Wolfman014: hi Auto response from TinyLilAngel03: I'm about to ruin my life.. wish me luck.. :-( out for the night, call me if you are nice enough to save me.. ..she burns.. Wolfman014: miss ya kiddo* ^this made me smile for the first time tonight.. then it made me cry.. atleast someone out there cares.. thanks BenT **~..she burns..~** ~Finch~ Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Finch (1 Comment | Comment on this)
11:32p	..free fall without a parachute.. life is life.. there hasn't been an improvement.. there hasn't been to bad of a fall back today.. I can say that something actually went right for once.. I found out today that my parents actually got a warranty service plan when they bought me my car stereo. Well if only I had known that last summer when my system stopped working.. better late then never though. Well when I finally had the cash to go get it checked out it turns out that it was something so small, that was repairable free of charge, and on the plus side I didn't need to get the faceplace sent out to be repaired either.. Yay! Chris is hooking me up with speakers.. he promised.. yay! So maybe this jerk of a car will turn out to kick ass. I still have a bunch of things to fix with that fucker.. but I'll wait until the weather gets warmer. There are a few small dorky things that I am capable of fixing on my own. Oh by the way.. anyone know a real kick ass person who knows what they are doing with Transmission? Chris is trying to get me a new tranny, but he told me to get an expert to come to the house. He said he's not up to par on fixing tranny's, but he will help out the person willing to work on it. It would be so greatly appreciated and make my life so much better if someone would be willing to help me out, or if anyone knows of anyone who could help me out. So that was pretty much my day.. sucks, yet somewhat ok.. and a cheery little chat with an old friend, BenT, helped to improve my day every so slightly. I almost cried though.. i'm such a loser sometimes.. I would have felt so foolish!.. But.. well.. i think it is sleepy time for me.. although I most likely will not get any sleep.. **~But every dream could never come true..~** ~Senses Fail~ Current Mood: sore Current Music: Senses Fail (Comment on this)

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