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You Must Always Be Curious [20 Feb 2008|10:46am]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | pete yorn ]

"Already tried to speak in public on a subject which you do not control? Were the results undoubtedly rather disappointing, not? But already spoke about your greater passion? Of something which was really important for you? Of a subject which you docharisma control on the end of the fingers, of which you know the least details? Of a subject which packed you, which exaltation you, transported you? I will bet that the reactions were better. Passion can transform no matter whom into Cyrano, developing its subject with a miserliness such as it is impossible not to be packed. At the time of a conference, the most interesting speaker is always that which is interested by that about which it speaks. That is known, because that feels."

The only thing I can rattle off endlessly about is music. :( :) Although I never say much, I have a strong sense about the world and where I fit in it. I can feel so lame when people are trading hilarious stories about one thing or another, and I can't think of a single thing to add. :( I think I have to go do some daring things...

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Delete the Elite [14 Feb 2008|02:43pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | ludacris ]

Ugh, the mayor makes me sick. Money grubbing elitist, release this wack red light camera report, from an "independent research company"....what a surprise, the results say we have to keep this cash cow in place. I am in no way against safer driving, I just imagine there are better ways to go about it than to suck hundreds of dollars from poor students and other populations not fortunate enough to be born with a silver spoon in their mouths. Just because you can afford to throw away a couple of hundred bucks doesn't mean it's not devastating to many poorer drivers. I've already had 3 of these fucking tickets, the first was the only intentional red light run (when they were putting this shit into place)...Their stupid fear ridden report has a wonderful huge image of a head on collision, just in case you didn't know what an accident was, and how ugly and DANGEROUS they are!! Stay away from fucking accidents kids, this is what will happen. I am so frustrated with nazis running our city. I also hate all the idiot drivers there are. Let fucking natural selection take its place, let dumbasses who drive unsafely and dumbasses who are oblivious to these drivers die and make more room on the highway for reasonable people, and maybe then also we wouldn't be subject to these blind to humanity big brother cameras that dish out tickets like it was a fucking joke, causing the city to rack up an amazing amount of money to in turn police us more. I fucking hate our bully mayor.

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Stella Was a Diver and She Was Always Down [13 Feb 2008|03:44pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | jeff buckley ]

Sometimes I will go through the day feeling so anxious and sullen and dead. Once in a while a sense of relief will wash over me, a good feeling, an optimistic burst of energy that turns my entire day around. I can find this feeling in a friend, the sun, a nice word or two, some good music, a party...

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'course too pretty is also your doom.. [12 Feb 2008|11:42am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | led zeppelin ]

I used to be so very very practical. When I didn't care about my appearance, I had more time to get dirty and run around. Now I focus more on being a wholly attractive girl where I go. This takes work, as I am not a good dresser, I wasn't blessed with natural beauty, and I'm constantly too lazy to wash, blow dry and curl my hair. I keep trying because it's fun to get attention from handsome boys, but I do miss the days where I was blissfully ignorant of my outward appearance, and only concentrated on brain power..

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BE YOURSELF [08 Feb 2008|03:19pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | the go! team ]

you are so cute when you exist freely. mostly people are scared of that, but i see you give no regard, and why should you? people's opinions matter if they decided tomorrow that wearing purple will get you 10 weeks in jail. It will be a scary day when the world is that irrational, but until then wear it proudly..

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EVERTHING [07 Feb 2008|01:56pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | digitalism ]

I don't know where to start. I'd like this to be just one place to store all the little writings and thoughts and things to remember. There is so much out in this world. I think if I don't pick a direction I may end up not getting to live out my "dream". First, I have to locate my dream. I know what I enjoy doing, and I know what kind of kid I was...I still like a lot of stuff, and I have no idea what I'd enjoy the best. I know I'd get tired of whatever I do. I guess I'm thinking too far ahead, that's pretty pessimistic and bleak. I should focus on the getting there. Anyway, these elections are pretty exciting. It's awesome to see more turnout from people who seldom voted or even participated in our u.s. government in the past. I think the lady and the minority have a LOT to do with it. I'm no expert, but I believe, generally, hillary has the whites, women, hispanics..obama has the african-americans and the's really so complicated....but I'm glad more people are participating and seeing that the power DOES go to the people (the minorities, who are winning the population count), it's just that everyone was too apathetic, what with one old white prez after another. we are coming closer to a fairer democracy!!! I hope obama gives everything an overhaul, health care for everyone but not mandatory, no tax breaks for the rich, cleaner campaigning!!

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