Morgana's Blurty

School please end soon
List time...
-I hate Jason
-No i really really like him
-I'm not sure if he likes me
-He doesnt want a girlfriend right now
-He hasnt IMd me since i asked what him and i are
-Jason Chris Cosmo Allison Misha Turner Lucas and i think maybe someother people got high and drunk last night, im jelous that i wasnt there
-I feel like i'm not part of the group, like i just dont have any friends in general
-I know i do, i just feel like i dont
-Dimitri IMd me today just to say that he misses me
-I went to Union today and hung out with Chris and Cosmo they kept on singing, it was funny
-I painted a lot this morning, and im going to paint some more in a little bit
-I havent smoked in 2 days, and i really need a cig
-I want sudafed
-Practically every item on this list has started with 'I'
-Damnit i'm selfish
-School ends on Tuesday
-Jason leaves on Tuesday
-I want to see Jason before he leaves
-Carrie said that i shouldnt get too attached incase i get hurt
-Too late im attached, and already hurt
-I feel so empty
-I hate this
-Fuck
Sincerly,
Morgana

Current Mood: moody
Current Music: RENT