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7:14pm: well, I haven't written in quite some time. partly, it's cuz I haven't been here so that's an obvious reason why I don't write. I was away for 6 days to new hampshire at like my great aunt's [I don't know, my grandma's double cousin?] lake house. granted, it's a nice place. really nice, I love it up there. It's just that there's only so much to do out there, and it's with a million people that I see once a year, meaning I'm not close with at all. I guess the best part of it is that my first cousins flew out this time, and I rarely see them at all, so it was nice that way. But again, as you can tell, I rarely see even them, and makes my family so very un-close, in every way we could be. I wouldn't ever want that like 7th-heaven type family, but one that's closer than mine would be nicer, but it doesn't look like that'll ever happen. what a shame, that there's nothing I can do about that. But meg is cool. haha.

Well funny story, it's short too lol. we'll see if it actually comes out funny, like I can get the funny-ness across haha. we were taking family pictures, the 'rosenburgs' of the reunion, and everything is fine and normal, lots of fake smiles and all.. when my grandpa just lets one riiiiiippppp.. omg, it's just about the funniest thing. then my uncle brad's like, ah, sure, that must've been the dog of course.. but it clearly wasn't, and I can't tell you how funny it was, maybe you had to be there.. but just imagine the quietness and then your grandpa of all people lettin one loose.. haha, let's just say the last picture must've captured the moment real well, and gotten some real smiles!

However, I was so scared on wednesday though. just like a couple hours after we got home [me and my mom] I got the most disturbing call in my life from Glen. I was home by myself, my mother was out doin something, and glen calls to say that sharon was in a bad car accident, and she was in the hospital, and didn't really know how she was and all. and he was so scared on the phone and I was just so shaken up. I called my mother's cell and successfully freaked her out with my lack of details, and my dad was driving home from boston and didn't have his cell, so there was no way to contact him. fortunately, and I mean luckily and miraculously, sharon was totally okay, despite her car flipping two whole times. just some cuts and bruises. some asshole SUV didn't see her and forced her off the road, where she lost control. and then they sped away like a real fcker. I've never been so shooken up in my entire life. but it's all okay. everything's all right.

well I went to the movies last night with mandee, and met up with pat, deirdre, and luz by chance, so we went with them. we saw anchorman, which is supposed to be really funny but it really wasn't. it was insanely dumb, and not even like funny dumb. sure, it had its moments, but not enough. but, there were a million people in this movie, like little parts, [perhaps they were cameos?] but still, lots of famous faces. I always love my movie dates with mandee though, =D

my mother is so moody! I can't even describe it really. for one, she's going crazy cuz I don't like to eat red meat. the doctor didn't help things cuz apparently I'm anemic, and don't get enough iron, which is in a lot of red meat. so now I'm taking a supplement and eating cheerios lol, and isn't that enough? but she's practically forcing me to eat hamburgers and steak.. and it's not that I don't like these things, it's just I can't stand the thought of it. I mean, I still eat chicken and I will eat a hamburger once in a while voluntarily, it's just that I don't prefer to eat red meat, that's all. is that so bad? and then my mother is going crazy cuz my grandparents are moving and theyre giving us their [broken] piano. let's just say that my mom isn't too happy about that lol, she doesn't want to have two and there really isn't a good place for it, but it's like sentimental to my dad or something and he really wants it, even though it'll cost thousands to fix and repair it. but it's like this huge ass fued, and I'm not even kidding. it's insane how worked up my mother's gettin at this. like I don't want to even ask to go out tonight, cuz I know she'll jump down my throat. I thought it'd be better to just sit back and relax tonight. granted, I didn't like turn anyone down, but I didn't like call someone up to do something with.. maybe tomorrow or something. maybe she'll cool off by then, I can't even imagine when the actual god damn piano is delivered here =/ however, I do find it a little funny.

and I can't think of more to say. I've got a lot on my mind and I'm just feelin pretty blahhh right now, so maybe I'll be back to write my heart out some more. ha. we'll see if that actually happens, probably not. but maybe. oooo the mystery haha. byeZz