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hm what to say, what to say.. yes that is a great start. today was an okay day, i've been in a better mood for the past couple days, it's kind of an odd feeling.. things arent like amazingly great by any means, but i guess theyre not so bad either.. well okay, there is one real bad thing. my dumb little relationship [which if you know me, you know who and what i'm talkin about] is still continuing downward. it's so pathetic that i can't even get the time from him to break up with him.. that sounds pretty bad, but this relationship sucks. i dont even want to get into the details of it, or the lack of stuff in it.. but it is so pointless, and it's gettin me so down.. i'm so disappoited with it i guess, thats more like it. i can't explain why i like him, i cant even explain WHY i like him anymore, but i am drawn to him for some reason.. i almost hate that now. but "no matter how much this hurts, this is through." just thought i'd throw that little matchbook quote in there.. ha cuz i think i'm clever lol. humor me =]. well once that relationship is over, which it WILL be, cuz there's nothing to keep me in it.. maybe then i can move on to a certain other guy [it's not reallllly like i've got someone else already lined up, really it's not.. you want the details, i'll explain later lol] well, at the moment, my love life sucks.. but we'll see, it's actually not depressin me at the moment: surprisingly.
onto a slighty happier note, my braces will be off in august! that's not tooo incredibly far away. 3 months, give or take! i can do that, come on now.. it's gettin close.. do you know how happy i will be when they're off? omg, i'll be exstatic.
rach- so how about that dinner at that restaurant tomorrow night? lol we'll both drink about a gallon of water each hehe, sound like a plan?
well, that's basically it.. i'm in a weird mood, there's like NOTHING on my mind, which is a very, very odd thing cuz i'm ALWAYS thinking about something or other.. well catch ya laterZz
VA BEACH COUNTDOWN: 6 days!!!! less than a week! and it's supposed to be in the 80s down there!
hm what to say, what to say.. yes that is a great start. today was an okay day, i've been in a better mood for the past couple days, it's kind of an odd feeling.. things arent like amazingly great by any means, but i guess theyre not so bad either.. well okay, there is one real bad thing. my dumb little relationship [which if you know me, you know who and what i'm talkin about] is still continuing downward. it's so pathetic that i can't even get the time from him to break up with him.. that sounds pretty bad, but this relationship sucks. i dont even want to get into the details of it, or the lack of stuff in it.. but it is so pointless, and it's gettin me so down.. i'm so disappoited with it i guess, thats more like it. i can't explain why i like him, i cant even explain WHY i like him anymore, but i am drawn to him for some reason.. i almost hate that now. but "no matter how much this hurts, this is through." just thought i'd throw that little matchbook quote in there.. ha cuz i think i'm clever lol. humor me =]. well once that relationship is over, which it WILL be, cuz there's nothing to keep me in it.. maybe then i can move on to a certain other guy [it's not reallllly like i've got someone else already lined up, really it's not.. you want the details, i'll explain later lol] well, at the moment, my love life sucks.. but we'll see, it's actually not depressin me at the moment: surprisingly.
onto a slighty happier note, my braces will be off in august! that's not tooo incredibly far away. 3 months, give or take! i can do that, come on now.. it's gettin close.. do you know how happy i will be when they're off? omg, i'll be exstatic.
rach- so how about that dinner at that restaurant tomorrow night? lol we'll both drink about a gallon of water each hehe, sound like a plan?
well, that's basically it.. i'm in a weird mood, there's like NOTHING on my mind, which is a very, very odd thing cuz i'm ALWAYS thinking about something or other.. well catch ya laterZz
VA BEACH COUNTDOWN: 6 days!!!! less than a week! and it's supposed to be in the 80s down there!
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