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Wow, I really do hate school. I am stuck in my 1st hour for 4 hours...ugh boredom....yeah were in the comp. lab...eek. There is no way in hell that I could be anymore bored.
Amanda
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I miss blurty. i really do. but now i am a member of livejounal. withll of my asshole friends. ugh i hate them. if you have a livejoural i'll add you. www.livejournal.com/users/_erased
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[02 Feb 2004|04:21pm] |
fuck you, fuck you all
Amanda
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[24 Jan 2004|05:48pm] |
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black x eyliner: whats the best thing youve ever gotten for a 1 month aniversary?
Matt: idk
black x eyliner: think
Auto response from Matt: I am away from my computer right now.
black x eyliner: well, w/e it is its probally better than i got
black x eyliner: all i got was herpes and a cell phone bill you wouldnt believe
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[28 Dec 2003|12:52pm] |
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bored bored and my leg hurts email me if you want my livejournal
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| IN THE FUCK YOU COMMUNITY! |
[23 Dec 2003|02:10am] |
Fuck me for loving you.
Fuck you for flirting with me.
Fuck you fro kissing me.
Fuck you for dumping me.
Fuck me for not being able to fall out of love with you.
Fuck me for going out with another guy to try and get over you.
Fuck you for stealing my hoodie.
Fuck you for wearing my clothes.
Fuck you for calling me and getting my hopes up.
Fuck me for answering your calls.
Fuck All the girls you have hooked up with.
Fuck me for caring.
Fuck me for wanting to be them.
Fuck you for saying you loved me when we dated.
Fuck me for believing its true.
Fuck you for actually meaning it [or implying you did]
Fuck me for wanting you so bad.
Fuck Christmas because I am not getting what I really want.
Fuck the world.
Fuck the fact that I haeve to get surgery on my leg today.
Fuck the fact i cant play basketball or lacrosse anymore.
Fuck ACL's
Fuck people who show no empathy
And last of all FUCK YOU
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[22 Dec 2003|08:43pm] |
Its been awhile since I've updated. i guress. i have a new journal its a live journal ask me for it if you want
IxIamandaIxI
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[19 Dec 2003|09:08pm] |
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I am sooooooooo fucking bored... enough said
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[12 Dec 2003|03:39pm] |
ok this is in history of my life the worst day EVER! okay. to start with im sick. i feel like shit. i haul my ass to school to go to first period. to fing out that i got a B- on a test i studied REALLY hard for. ok second. I missed my spanish test and my whole 2nd hour to go to the ortopedic to find out that my ACL is torn. I cant play basketball, I can't play lacrosse, I am getting surgery over Christmas break. Thats depressing. Merry Fucking Christmas. I walk into 3rd period spanish crying take my test and go to P.E. Then Miss Stevens gave me a hug and told me it would be alright, that cheered me up a little. I then went to go see my coach and be the barer of bad news and we cried together. I then went to 2nd lunch because i didnt get to eat 1st lunch and I wanted to talk to Liam, I wanted to tell him yeah., but he was a little preocupied with the rest of the world. soI didnt get to talk to him. I went to fourth hour and my leg started hurting really bad! Then the fucking nurse said i had to come to the office to take m medicine so i limped all the way to the nurses post and it hurt so bad, I walked back went into my english class, Oh by the way did i mention, nvm, ok well I had to stay after to talk to Ms. Angry so I missed Liam and Mario so i didnt give them theyre notes and I, Im just so hysterical i cant take this... On a brighter not Ericka called me and asked me if I was ok and geve me some real encouragement. I am so scared about the surgery, so very scared. I cant... omg omg. why me, is this punishment for all the bad shit I did. Taking the 1 thing that makes me happy The 1 place i can be calm and not have to deal with drama away? Im going to bed. and then going to marios soccer game. alright goodbye
Lindydhar: is this ale?
sick boy joel444: Yeah.
Lindydhar: ale im so upset
Lindydhar: im crying everywhere
sick boy joel444: Why?
Lindydhar: I tore my ACL
Lindydhar: i have to get surgery
Lindydhar: i cant play basketball the rest of the year
sick boy joel444: Are you ok?
Lindydhar: no
Lindydhar: im so upset
sick boy joel444: It's ok.
sick boy joel444: How did you do it?
Lindydhar: basketball
sick boy joel444: Amanda, you'll be ok.
Lindydhar: ale you dont even know
Lindydhar: im hysterical
sick boy joel444: Amanda, I don't know how you feel, but Amanda, it's a sport, and you make think it's everything, but it's not.
Lindydhar: it not just the sport
Lindydhar: its everything
Lindydhar: im going to have a MAJOR surgery
sick boy joel444: Amanda, I know you are.
Lindydhar: I have to be on crutches and have a metal brace for 3 monthes
Lindydhar: i cant do anything active for 12 monthes after that
sick boy joel444: You'll be recovering for a year, but you have friends and family and a great life and people get hurt.
sick boy joel444: That's life and something really terrible happened to you and that is horrible but you'll be ok because you have me to call.
sick boy joel444: People have endured much worse and you are getting something taken away from you.
sick boy joel444: But you have to get up and concentrate on some other things, things that are important, not just basketball.
sick boy joel444: Amanda?
Lindydhar: i know
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[08 Dec 2003|03:45pm] |
Damn long day. My knee still hurts but i didnt bring my crutches to school. i was dressed so surferish today. *hehe* anyway, uh, I didnt see Liam today. He had ISS or so he claims..ok well i talked to dylan today, that was cool. and julian, Sal gave me like 20 hugs. Jackie is trying to get me to go out w/ brandon. EW! NO! I didnt go to the basketball game today. it was to far away. i got to sit out of PE! wahoo. and uh....oh i talked to ash in spanish and after 1st hour and after spanish and after school. O WUV ASH! woop woop <333 well i g2g but ill tell youmore about today later.
IxIamandaIxI
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[06 Dec 2003|05:33pm] |
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
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[06 Dec 2003|09:41am] |
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LADY BOBCATS are 4-0.. well atleast J.V is! *heheheh* Wwll I can't play for a couple weeks beacuse I hurt my knee, but its ok. I'm there to suport the team. WOOP WOOP IVE BEEN DEMOTED FROM STARTING FORWARD TO CHEERLEADER! oh well, i think i might have lo9st my starting position. eek, Well today I went to a quicksilver thing and I got a shit load of stuff. I got 3 pairs of board shorts, a bag, wax, a backpack, 3 hats, and a shirt. niffty! well i'm on crutches and my arms hurt! I can't do anything this weekend which sucks. I've been talking to Mario alot lately. He called me last night. I've been talking to Liam alot to. Actually, i think he might be a little mad at me. I hope not. well i g2g bye bye
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[ series 1 ]
Name: Amanda
Birthday: 11-10-88
Birthplace: Boyton
Current Location: Boca Raton, FLorida
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: blondish-brownish
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: scorpio
Font: arial size 8
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[ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music: Rock, Punk and Alternative
Cartoon: SPONGE BOB!!!
Color: Black and Red and Blue
Car: Green Explorer
Slushy Flavor: Cherry<3
Magazine:Alloy
TV Show: sponge bob
Song at the Moment:"you so last summer"-Taking Back Sunday
Language: english
Spice Girl: umm...scary
Food & Beverage: GOLDFISH<333 and uhh water?
Subject in School: Spanish
Weekend Activity: Muvico or skating or hanging out w/ certain poeple
Frozen Yogurt: i like regular ice cream thankyou
Roller Coaster: steel phantom, douling dragons,
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[ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase: Holy hell. confuzzled, eek
First thing you thought when you woke up: Why are Liam and Mario Fucking with my head
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: DAMN BOYS!
First feature you notice of opposite sex: eyes
Best name for a Butler: Jeeves
Wussiest Sport: Cheerleading
Your best feature: eyes??
Your greatest fear: Being ALone
Your greatest accomplishment: Passing Biology
Your most missed memory: St paul Basketball
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[ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: doesn't matter
Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: fingers
Dogs or Cats: dogs
Rugrats or Doug: doug
Single or Taken: Single
Monica or Brandy: either
Tupac or Jay-Z: either
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
One pillow or Two: 2
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: I dont like chocalate
Cappucino or Coffee: cappucino
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[ series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday: yes
Have a crush: yes
Think you've been in love: i know i'm in love
Want to go to college: yes
Like high school: yeah
Want to get married: of course
Type correctly: yeah sure
Believe in yourself: yes
Have any tattoos? Where: nope
Have any piercings? Where: ears, and cartiage
Get motion sickness: not at all
Think you're a health freak: nope
Get along with your parents: Some times
Like thunderstorms: EEKS!
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[ series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married: 21-23
Number and names of children: Lily buttercup, Jack Westley, Konstantine
Where will you be at age 20: college
Dream wedding: VEGAS!
How do you want to die: in my sleep
Dream job: Actress, or a basketball player
Country you'd like to visit: Ireland, Spainh, England
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[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color: Blueish Green
Best hair color: doesn't matter
Short or long hair: doesnt matter
Best height: taller than me
Best weight: doesn't matter
Best clothes: Abercrombie, American Eagle, or Skate shirts<3333
Best first date location: doesn't matter
Best first kiss location: On the beach
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[ series 8 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: last night
Rings before you answer the phone: uhhh when the caller id shows?
What's on your mousepad: uh none
How many houses you've lived in: 3
How many schools you've gone to: 3
Bedroom carpet color: uh burbary
Shave your head for $5,000?: ....id shave your head for $5000
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people:Publix, Ipod, Computer
Best time of your life so far: High School
Series 1-8 brought to you by BZOINK!
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[04 Dec 2003|09:26pm] |
I find myself in spanish. lol. Lea just mooned me and ash i am very disturbed. eek.! scawwy. Im so tired. I was on the phone w/ Mario last night. lalalala i am so bored. BLAH anyway buzzbakesale is in 2 days. I feel like crap. My head hurts, im tired. and i cant sleep. alright well im gunna go josh is right behind me ill ttyl.
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[03 Dec 2003|11:20pm] |
I am sooo bored. Im sitting in the 3rd period spanish class right now. skipping lunch. yup thats me. god you have no idea.... eek.! anyway well buzz bakesale is this weekend hell yeah. lol. i gotta get a ride. if I cant go ill just sleep over ash's and we'll chill. im so bored blah i have B in spanish. ! wahoo. ash saw adam.. i think. i hope. *hehe* i went to a meeting this morning for some gay club. i missed all my friends i didnt get to say hi to anyone i am mad! HAHAHHA! Ms. Roberts was being nice today. alrighty well im going to MWAh!
IxIamandaIxI
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Well hello there. how was everyones break? Mine was good. I went to Arcadia, Florida wich is 3 hours from boca. I had fun. I played a shit load of basketball. I met some coolkid from miami there, there was this 1 guy named Chris, He was pretty hot. We uh...talked, lol yeah. His ex g/f was there and she was being a bitch. I ate thanksgiving dinner there, and there was internet connection so I talked to some people there. Oh, I got my cell back so i called a bunch of people. I got a huge bruise on my arm from playing basketball w/ this kid named fernando, he was pretty good. he lives in Miami, Chris lives in Ft. Myers, GREAT! another Fort Myers boy I can't have, oh well. ANYWAY! lol i came back on SAT. and I went to go see Gothika with Ashleigh. Omg you guys that movie was soooo scary, i didnt sleep. It was a good movie, hell it was a great movie, but, it was scary. On sunday I slept in and didn't go to church. bad me. and I went to my grandparents house, and I helped my uncle Bud move. My uncle Bud is so cool. He's a perv but hes cool. God, My life is a drama! eek. im not going to get into it though. I have a basketball game agains Spanish River today. Jessica and Strader are going. I miss them alot. When I saw Gothika with Ash i was thinking. Its alot better to be singleand hangw/your girls, instead of always having a boyfriend. I mean I want a boyfriend dont get me worng, but its fun to just hang with your friends. =) well thats all folks <33333333 MAD LOVE<333
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saw gothika w/ ash ahhh sary stuff well g2g bye
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saw gothika w/ ash ahhh sary stuff well g2g bye
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[26 Nov 2003|11:18am] |
Hey!
Im going camping so i'll see you guys in a couple days! alrghty! call my cell after 9 if you wnt to talk! ok? MWAHAHAHAHAHHA!
MUCH LOVE!
IxIamandaIxI
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