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Saturday, January 31, 2004
12:59AM - Dante's Inferno
Second Level of Hell
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You have come to a place mute of all light, where the wind bellows as the sea does in a tempest. This is the realm where the lustful spend eternity. Here, sinners are blown around endlessly by the unforgiving winds of unquenchable desire as punishment for their transgressions. The infernal hurricane that never rests hurtles the spirits onward in its rapine, whirling them round, and smiting, it molests them. You have betrayed reason at the behest of your appetite for pleasure, and so here you are doomed to remain. Cleopatra and Helen of Troy are two that share in your fate.
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Friday, January 30, 2004
11:07PM - I lost all my wisdom....wee oo wee oo wee oo!!!
I got to ditch math today!! Wanna know why!!!11 Well, fuck you i'm gonna say it anywayz!! I got my wisdom teeth removed!!! yeah, it kind of sucks....as anna heard....i couldn't say get or six, slick, shick, super shavers....or unique new york.....it was funny though! I'm not in agony yet....but i'm sure when i wake up tomorrow i'll be on the floor crying wishing i was dead.....well, maybe not that either...but it makes me sound so pitiful doesn't it? So yeah, i should be off to dreamland in hopes i won't be waking up in the middle of the night looking for pain killers. goodnight all....wish me a sound sleep! And anna, MAYBE i'll go tomorrow, maybe!
Current mood: 
sick
Current music: A mighty wind---from the movie!
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
9:09PM - caffine.....mmmm......ouch!
wow...i should have learned to stop drinking double tall espresso drinks.....the caffine is too much for me. it gives me headaches......but i was just so wanting a caramel macchiato with two shots....why does coffee have to be so good....and why do i have to be so stupid as to not make it with decaf!!!
onto life...last night tim came over......we were gonna go for ice cream but we both agreed it was too cold....so we watcheded chapelle show. woot woot. its our second time hangin out and i'm getting interrogated as to whether or not we're a couple....gah! if hanging out with someone twice means you are supposed to be a couple, then i'd be dating a lot of boys some of which are taken! So, yeah, no!
oh yeah, vic came into starbucks yesterday...he is one of our regular trucker customers. Well, before this year ('04) about five truckers and vic would come in and chill at the store.....well they all dispersed cuz their terminal was shut down. So they had to transfer to another terminal....well now its just vic and mark. And he was talking about how they gang has disbanded....i realized how much i really miss those guys. Mark and Vic are great, i love em.....but tony was awesome. so guys, this buds for you!
well, today was kinda boring.....except i swear i have an awesome speechie in my bio class...scott foley. he looks familiar and his name is even more so. hmmmmmm........ring any bells to you? eh?
but math->boring. Bio->semi boring. any suggestions?
work...quite fun...in fact a customer complained about cory today...i love hearing that but then again i dont cuz we are losing business over him...he dumb fuck! yet its great to hear how poor of a worker he is when all he can think about is how he is so great. So this bird is for him! ::tweet tweet::
Now i'm off to go see "cold mountain".....again! I love that movie....i might fall asleep though cuz my eyes are already drooping and i think it might be the coffee....maybe i'll go get some red bull or something...whatever...i need to slap myself a few times....that usually does the trick....especially when driving...hmmm.
Current mood: 
nostalgic
Current music: It's My Life-No Doubt....(It's In My Head and won't get out)
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
2:44PM - Student/ Tacher Relations
so today in acting my teacher was talking about how a single action could change the whole intention behind words. He used me to demonstrate. He looked me in the eye and had his hand on my shoulder. then he said "You know you can talk to me if you have any problems." then he pushed back my hair while saying, "i'm here for you if you need me.".........oh, and he is a very good actor so you can imagine how weird it was to have the entire class staring at me while he says this. so yeah,,,,,acting is fun! you can weird people out! Fun Fun! well, i have to go to work in a hour and forty five minutes.....so i'm just gonna end it here......if i have no life after work i just might update some more....cuz i just have nothing else to do.....except for homework...that'd be a good thing to remember to do. hm.
Current mood: 
cheerful
Current music: Elephant Medley--Moulin Rouge (will it ever stop? NO!)
Monday, January 26, 2004
6:40PM - "My gift is my song. And this one's for you. And you can tell everybody that this is your song."
Weekend Recap!
Saturday: Butterfly Effect was not very good. It had good intentions and i'm sure if it was done a different way it would have been considerably good. Anywho, afterwards, anna, john, and i went to kelly's for a little speech gathering but due to my horrible 10 curfew i had to leave forty minutes after arrival....sucky!
Sunday: Worked 6:30 till 3. Pottker stopped by for some coffee. i haven't hung out with him for a while. but yeah, sat around, then i went with my dad to get my mom from the airport....i hate his driving. Then i went to anna's and then her, mikey, and me watched the pest, simply irresistable, and select parts from Moulin Rouge.....sorry anna but god damn that is such a great movie. Honestly, i wanna bone ewan mcgreggor because he has the smoothest and most beautiful voice. not too mention a cute little boy smile. but that movie is just so great cuz yeah, it just is.....i don't have to justify my reasonings on this journal thingy!
well today was okay. i'm kinda sick....blah! I watched pir...migs asked if i wanted to help out that i should just stop by and give my input...woo hoo. then i had to drive him home so that i could steal some of their monologue books. i need to find a 2-3 minute monologue for class tomorrow. i also have to read some other stuff....obviously i'm being easily distracted. but yeah, i realized i left both my water and the mirror that nicole has been trying to get back to me for a while. yeah, stupid me. but yeah, i have to call tim...we've been playing phone tag....can you say, "not gonna work" i knew ya could!
thats my shpeel for the day. have a finger fucking good night!
Current mood: sick
Current music: Fly Away------Moulin Rouge ::sigh::
Friday, January 23, 2004
10:40PM - when will the insanity end?!?!?! NEVER!!!!!!!!!
oye vey! today was very mundane.....usually most days aren't spectacular...but today had that mundane feel to it! I don't know why! oh well! maybe its cuz my only class was math.....and well, that class really seems like its gonna suck! Nobody talks and they all look so serious! Maybe they'll lighten up later in the semester....eh?
i judged speech today! Woot Woot! Ya know, i thought it was bad whenever i had to judge people i've competed against in the past or people i've judged before......no i see that its worse to judge people that are doing a peice i've done before!! A girl did "how i learned to drive" by paula vogel! that was my di my sophmore year! I loved that peice! Well, i wanted to burst on her critique! I mean, first of all the cutting sucked!!! She went from the pat where Lil' Bit is 17 to where she is twenty something to Uncle peck dying! What the hell!! ANd she made as though no significant time had past! Plus, she just wasnt that good! Well, anyways, overall it was good!
Since the summer, my mom has given me the "not to late" curfew....meaning, have fun but come home before i have to wake up for work! Well, she is away for the weekend and i cant stand this 10 o'clock curfew my father set! life starts at 10 for some people! Not always for me....but still....i like having the feeling of knowing if some sick stranger calls at 11 and asks if i wanna go out...i could say yes and it'd be fine! But no.....i have to say "i'm sorry, my daddy wants me home by ten!" .....okay so i'm being melodramatic....but its oh so fun!
Current mood: 
blank
Current music: mmmm....shrimp pizza....what? i haven't eaten all day!
Thursday, January 22, 2004
8:19PM - "I'm So Cold" "Stay with me Rose!" "I'll Never Let Go Jack"
Do you ever have that dream where you're in bed dreaming and you are so involved in your dream that you kick your cat across the room?........Neither do i!
So my third day of blessed school. Acting was interesting. In english, Seema (the teacher) gave us two topics. One was BLUE. The other was why should we value literature. Well, i chose the second one.....i thought it'd be shorter. I was wrong....suprisingly to me, i actually had some stuff to say on the topic.....it scared me, i mean, i didn't know i had thoughts, intelligent ones for that matter! Well, yeah that was school.....which reminds me....i still haven't called vicki back....or anna....or tim.....sorry guys! I still luv yaz!
The rest of the day was uneventful....i was at the high school for like 3 hours...i had stuff to do but it just wasnt done because we got distracted....sorry, again! I ended up "borrowing" music from the choir room with peter! Woo hoo! so now, i'm waiting for a special call.......it'd probably be smarter to call them but i hate calling so i'll just wait.....and wait......and wait....yeah. Its way too cold in my house. my mom is goin away for the weekend so me and my father can jack up the heat!! WOO HOO! Warmth at last!!!1
Current mood: 
okay
Current music: The hot potatoe song-if you listen to the wiggles you'd know
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
11:17PM - School, Glorious School!!
Today was my first day back at the world famous Harper College! Chrissy is in my acting class along with a chick that we think is a porn star or a future porn star! Anywho, it looks to be promising! Then, my english and oral interpretation class are combined....which i like cuz last semester my english and philosophy classes were combined and it was pretty cool! But yeah, i'm expecting to not know anyone and yet, my english teacher recognizes me cuz she judged me junior year when i did Bellyfruit! So wow! Anywho, work was flippin awesome! Jenna, Lori, and I had everything done. we were ready to close the store at 8 pm! So during this free time, we made up poses for Playboy...cuz starbucks employees posed for Playboy! So yeah, we used portafilters, frappuccino lids, dirty rags...we just used whatever we could.....and lori came up with a great pose!!! I was on my knees with my mouth open and she pumped mocha syrup in my mouth!!! IT was great!! Yes, this is what happens at your local starbucks when your back is turned!!! But have no fear....we are clean and sanitary!!! Oh, and tim called......much to my suprise........we might hang out later this week!!! But that is my day!!! HOw was yours? Really? Wow! thats great! bye!
Current mood: 
cold
Current music: Dancing in the Moonlight--Walk to Remember
Monday, January 19, 2004
6:36PM - Yay, Garnier Nutrisse!
I have orangey brown blonde hairs!!! Woo hoo! I'm lovin this colour!! Its very pretty! So, last night anna and i saw Cold Mountain!! Oh my god, that is such a good movie. I sheded a couple tears in the beginning, middle, and end....they really are trying to jerk those tears out! But yeah, it was a bold movie!! but yeah, my favorite line...."They say there is a cloud over the land. Well, they made the cloud and when it rains they stand outside and say 'oh look! Its raining!'" But yeah, definitely a movie to go see! Especially when you get the theater to yourself....nobody came in until the middle of the previews and it was two old people! But yeah, school starts tomorrow!!!! AH! I got my folders and shit today! I wanna go back but then again..i have to get up early cuz my first class is at 9:30am!!!!1 Well, here's to the good times! bAH!!!!!
Current mood: 
energetic
Current music: Bathwater-----No Doubt
Saturday, January 17, 2004
7:49PM - Scones and Pjs....what a combo!!!!!
I'm sick and tired of this shit.........i won't even vent about it anymore otherwise you'll be in my situation......but i say fuck all and i'm done!!!!! Anyways, work was great. my overall day was great. dane came in and him and jenna were flirty. but neither of them asked for a number or something. but he did give me some good advice. well, i'm gonna go and vent to some unfortunate souls! Ta!
Current mood: cheerful
Current music: Anouk--Yesmen
Friday, January 16, 2004
10:56PM - Have I told you lately that I love you....
So, i thought cory would never speak of liking me again....i guess i was wrong. Today at work he mentioned that i wouldn't go out with him. Jenna was a bit thrown off by it as was i! But other than that he said nothing....then sal....wonderful non working sal.....he came in to see if he could find someone to take his shift tomorrow...well, no one could do it so we are switching....which means, i get to sleep in tomorrow!!! Now that is a big WOO HOO WOO HOO!! This kid barely works....in fact ....i'm suprised he hasn't gotten fired....yet he is great to work with. Especially when he makes his little peice of heaven......its not really that good....but its still good! Its a rasberry white mocha malt frappuccino blended cream.....this is what we do on our boring weekends....we make up drinks and make flavored whip cream! its so great! anywho, i have a pretty uneventful night...w h! so i'm gonna find something to do....in the mean time......keep your hands clean and moisturized....you'll thank me later!
Current mood: amused
Current music: silence is of the essence....whatever that means!
3:05PM - God damn, tree hugging hippie holy roller!!!!
So today i went to go get my books with the possibility of a free night!!1 Then work calls saying lorna and cory can't behave themselves so he sent lorna home!!!!1 So who do they ask to work........none other than me! f course, i say sure cuz well, it doesnt hurt to get some extra cash! But damn it.....when working one should put prejudices and conflicts aside and just fucking work! But no, lorna has to bring everything to work! Well, here is to another night with cory.....thank god he leaves me alone now! Otherwise they'd have to find someone else! This guy ain't nothin but trouble.....we've had more problems with him than with any other shift! so i'm gonna be off to work! Wish me luck....w h!!
Current mood: 
good
Current music: Uninspired---8Stops7
Thursday, January 15, 2004
3:25PM - To Speak or Not To Speak!
This is what i hate about this fucking country....they tell us we have the freedom of speech yet when we speak our minds there is always someone there to tell us to shut up. I just wanna thank those people because without them, the residents of this fine country would actually have feelings and opinions. and god forbid if we feel and have our own opinions about things that don't even involve these people. Thank you for shutting us up! I was stupid enough to actually think that i could express my thoughts and feelings for a bit.....stupid me!
now to get away from that sarcasm, a certain someone, of whom will remain nameless, will think this is directed to them......well, this time it is....simply because i am fucking tired of being told i need to chill out when really i'm speaking my mind. if anyone is ever offended by anything i say then please, by all means, tell me what your problem is, but don't tell me to chill out because that is basically saying, shut up! And no, i won't shut up if i don't feel the need to!
now, take this entry how you will. be pissed off or settled or whatever. just know that sometimes even the lowest of lives have something on their mind and will use whatever to get it out. if you have your opinions about what is expressed then please let them out.....just don't tell anyone to shut up! if you want them to shut up, then you might as well do the same. one way to solve the problem of being offended is to not get offended...in other words...if you are offended by me, get the hell away from me. If you are offended by a tv show, don't fucking watch it! So adieu to all.
Current mood: 
frustrated
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
8:29PM - I HATE STUPiD ASS PEOPLE!!!!
What is with people that "work" yet don't do shit!!!!! Almost everyone i work with is a bar hog......even the ones that are slow as hell and don't know what the hell they are doing! Now i'm not saying i'm the best at making drinks.....but god damn (sorry anna) i'm not one that should be stuck at the register all day!! Plus, we had 5 people working.....during the rush me and the tree hugging hippie were in back putting stuff away....then the hippie decides she should help the people in front even though they were doing just fine! So she throws everything off kilter!!! Stupid ass! And everytime i try to do something, i'm told to ring cuz some dumbass can't multi-task.....for those who don't know, its taking on multiple responsibilities at once....well, two dumbasses at work can multi-task for shit and it pisses a lot of people off!!! Especially me!! Its not too hard to ring, mark cups, and make drinks....i've done it and all baristas should be able to do this when there a couple customers....the only time you need a second person is if you get more than five customers at least!! But no....two customers come in and these people need a second person to ring....why, cuz they wanna make drinks and are so slow and stupid that they can't both ring and make drinks!!!!! What the hell are they working at starbuks for!!!! Okay, i'm done! I just really needed to rant about that.....i hate stupid people!
However, i don't think i'm done with my thoughts....ya see....i've been thinking about relationships and well, my lack thereof for that matter. but anyways, i've had offers from strangers that i'm strangely attracted to and from friends, and i love all my friends with all my heart. Yet, none seem to feel right.....i think its because for one, i did have a great relationship with one boyfriend. I still love him....but i am over him. Last time we hung out, he mentioned that finding another good relationship will be hard, simply because what we had was so strong and seemed so perfect in some ways....the only way to be comfortable and secure in another relationship is if it were to be better than what we had. As much i hate to say it, i agree with him! and i have found myself scaring myself away from relationships because i don't think they will be better..in fact part of me thinks they'd be worse. Another one of my problems is that i do have a guy that i have my sights set on...and i think they're set a bit too much. I haven't seen him for the longest time and i doubt i'll see him any time soon, yet we do have this knack for running into each other......but chances of anything happening are improbable. Then, what really drives me nuts, is right now i don't know if i could handle a relationship.....if anything i'd handle a fling....but i can't find anyone that can fit to my unorganized schedule!! Cuz sometimes i'm busy doing whatever, othertimes i'm going insane because i have nothing to do!!!!! Somethings got to give is the best phrase for this situation.....but i guess its more up to me than it is to fate.....right? Well, i'll stop here.....too much is usually more than enough!! till next time kids.....bleh!
Current mood: 
bitchy
Current music: Begger at the Feast--Les Miserables
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
3:45PM - REVELATIONS!!!!
So I just saw that harper offers Bartending Classes....which got me thinking....it'd be flippin awesome to take bartending classes....i mean, i've been wanting to do that and since harper offers a class that gives you a shiny cool certificate...it'd be a good idea to do it, right? Right! So, i told reese about this and she is interested too!!! Which means, we could be bartending class buddy type people!!!! I just gotta find out if 19 year olds would be able to take these classes cuz ya know, some places have problems with under age people touching liquor!! Anywho, its still a good idea to consider for the near future! I really wanna do this!!
Oh, and i hate being on register all day!!1 It really does suck....especially when the person on bar cannot mark the cups....and no one is there to do it for them!!! Its so frustrating!!1 well, hopefully tomorrow i can be on bar!! I hate the register!!! It sucks!!! im gonna go now!
Current mood: 
groggy
Current music: Moving Very Slowly-From the Strongbad Sings CD (thanx ryne!)
Monday, January 12, 2004
10:08PM - why the hell am i typing again???
well, i really have no reason to be typing.....i'm just bored at the moment....common sense says to go to sleep since i have to work at 5am!!! But fuck common sense....what does it know.....dumb question! i think i can't sleep cuz i got shit on my mind but i really don't know who to vent to cuz i really don't know what to vent! A lot of shit just keep whizzin in and out of my head...some doesn't even make sense but then again....does anything in life make sense? And it'd be great to go on and on and on about certain things but then again....i really shouldn't bore you too much with my ramblings....however that is what a journal is for....ramblings!! This really does suck...i hate when i can't organize thoughts and such! i just don't know.....well, i'm gonna stop this rambling in hopes that i'll be able to fall asleep soon....start your timers!!! See how long this takes!!!!1 So yeah, bye for now!
Current mood: 
confused
5:48PM - MMMM...cinnamon mints!!!
I got to work a long shift today....cuz one of our employees quit so i took up a couple of their shifts....go me!! But yeah, it was from 10:00am to 4:15pm!!! It was great though....drama drama! Cory is starting up more and more troubles.....its funny but very frustrating!!!!!1 Anywho, i bought a cute little mug that has a heart shaped handle and cinnamon "kissing" mints....aka a big bottle of starbuck's after coffee cinnamon mints......really really good!! NOw i'm sippin on iced toffee nut latte....so good! I'm pickin up a lot of hours..which is great cuz i barely work....woo hoo!! I get to open tomorrow for susan and then i work wednesday!!!1 Wow....fun fun!!! Well, i'm goin to see if there is a new Strongbad.....they're funny!!!
Current mood: happy
Current music: Cry--Walk to Remember Soundtrack (i told you i loved it!!)
Sunday, January 11, 2004
11:17PM - From AM to PM!!
So today is sunday.....sundays suck!!!1 I slept till 4pm....and last night i was up till 4am!!! Pottker and i exchanged gifts......he got me a buddy christ figurine....the movies "so i married an axe murderer" and "attack of the killer tomatoes"...if you have ever seen that movie or the series you'd know that it is so crappy its great!! S its now one of my prized dvds....along with the wiggles and kung pow! But anyways, we stayed up to watch Legends which is a good 80s movie....but to watch it in the year 2004 it just seems a little crappy....but what 80s movie doesn't! so i slept for 12 hours...and can you believe i'm still tired! I went over by anna's and we watched freak which is a horrible horror movie and then we watched headcheese which is on the same dvd as freak.....both went nowhere! Then we watched so i married an axe murderer....i love that movie...i forgot how much i loved it! Thanks p to the ottker!!!1 But since she has school tomorrow..hahah.....and i have work...boo hoo.....i had to leave and now i'm at home....tired.....i'm gonna go now.....maybe to sleep!
Current mood: tired
Current music: bleh
Saturday, January 10, 2004
7:46PM - Go Joe Go!!!
So, today at work, the district manager...aka...my boss's boss....came in and went on a rampage!! He wants to improve the store....cuz our last manager did everything wrong...i guess! So now he is trying to fix it! And yeah, he made things a little more inconvenient on the bar cuz he wanted everything to be taken off the top of it...but the reason for the stuff to be there is because its easier to get to and doesn't get in the way of anything!....Jerk! Then he said my pants were too tight..even shovona didn't agree with that....but anyway....they aren't even the pants i usually wear...but still....jerk! Then he goes on to say that our front shelf is very bare...not enough merchandise on it.....yeah, we were working on it....Jerk! And i guess he went on and on to cory....so yeah, he should've just said...."the store is shit. Redo it!" And then i had to stay an hour later to fill out a stupid questionare cuz some dumbass that i work with decided to take a customers credit card.......JERK! Gosh darn, it sucked....but it was fun at the same time! i got to flirt with an older but cute customer....i love our customers!
ooo....and i told dane...the customer jenna is crushing on....that jenna likes him! He had a big grin on his face...it was so cute...and then i told jenna that i told him and basically i was told that i was a bitch and that i was loved in the same sentence! Woo hoo! Woo hoo! So now, i'm waiting for pottker to call cuz we are supposed to get together to exchange gifts...for real this time.....but by the looks of it...it might not be for real....anyone wanna provide a back-up plan?
Well, im gonna make an appearance downstairs...my parents haven't really seen me all day! So, ta for now my pretties!!
Current mood: blah
Current music: So What Does It All Mean?---A Walk To Remember Soundtrack
Friday, January 9, 2004
10:36PM - SHNOT!!!!!!
Another uneventful, yet eventful day!!! I woke up.....got money...went to speech.....didn't coach......and then went to work.......with cory....fun! So, it was sarah and i, and we had to basically close the fucking store by ourselves......which is possible but cory did JACK SHIT! fucking shift supervisor wasn't doing a damn thing.....stupid fuck head...i hate him..i hope he gets fired!!
and then, one of my friends is taking the whole cory hitting on me thing way outta proportion!! She has been telling me to tell my manager when she already told her and by the tone of her voice she makes it sound like he got physical.....which he never did! And if she is reading this....i love ya to death, but like i've said, you got a big mouth. anyways, joe reily our district manager is coming tomorrow so we'll see what happens with cory! I'm goin to a midnight show so goodnight ya'll!!
I love yaz!!!! MUAH!!!
Current mood: 
excited
Current music: nothing but the song in my heart....oh shit....it stopped...
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