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[22 Mar 2004|10:34pm]
eat eat eat cuz its good for you! eat eat eat in yo neighborhoood! we were driving through harlem before and my mom is like.."make sure your doors are locked". GREAT!! SHES ASKING ME FOR SOMETHING ELSE! what do i fuckin look like..lassie?! am i orange. can i finish?! can i finish? ..ok im finished. I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT NEWW SOUTHPARRK AND CHAPPELLE BACK TO BACK. i wish i was black and my name was dave chappelle and i had a show. dave chappelle makes up for that black lady that pissed me off in the supermarket and that black girl that told me to teach my niece some manners. school prepares you for the real world which also sucks. LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA. kylie minogue. my mom fell asleep on my bed and she is snoring. Alex's feet smelled like flowers today. :D

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everything this year seems so random and pointless. just the way i like it.
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RAMBLiNGS [19 Feb 2004|11:25pm]
I MISSED YOU BLURTY. I REALLY DID. IM LISTENING TO INCUBUS' NEW ALBUM. I THINK IVE HEARD IT ABOUT 49278357 TIMES SINCE FEBRUARY 3RD. I FUCKING LOVE INCUBUS. THERES NO OTHER WAY TO SAY IT. IN ABOUT HALF AN HOUR...TIS MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH RJ. SUPER RIGHT?!?!?!? HE IS COMING OVER ON SATURDAY! ME AND HIM ARE POOR MOTHERFUCKERS SO WERE NOT INTO BUYING EACHOTHER SHIT. IM LIKE HERE ARE SOME NERDS...I KNOW THEYRE YOUR FAVORITE AND HES LIKE HERE...A ROSE. LMAO. I GUESS ITS GOOD LIKE THAT. WE DONT EXPECT SHIT FROM EACHOTHER. HEHEHEHEHE!! TOMORROW IM GOING TO THE CITY WITH ALEX, CRISSY, SANGHEE AND NIKKI. GOOD TIMES. YANNO...I HAVE A LOT OF HOMEWORK. I REALLY DO CARE THOUGH!!! IM NOT SUPPOSED TO LOL. MY FATHER JUST CAME IN ALL MAD ABOUT THE MUSIC BEING TOO LOUD. I THINK THERE SHOULD BE SOME KIND OF RIGHT WE ALL HAVE TO LISTEN TO MUSIC AS LOUD AS WE WANT. OK I AM RAMBLING BUT IT FEELS SO GOOD TO TYPE IN THIS FUCKING BLURTY CAUSE NO ONE REALLY READS THIS SHIZNIT ANYMORE. AT LEAST I DONT THINK. ALEX PROBABLY DOES...CAUSE SHE IS A STALKER LIKE THAT. SORRY IM TYPING IN CAPS. CAPS OWN U! I SHALL BE BACK...DONT WORRY FRIEND
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[10 Feb 2004|01:30am]
YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK. I AM EATING CRACKERS
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[09 Feb 2004|06:39pm]
i feel sick. ugh...
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omg =( [03 Jan 2004|02:31am]
jae -n- nessa's inside jokes.
mickey mouse club, 90210, brian austin green, andrea bandrea, donna the fishface, totum poles[jae ness and freddie], ::nier:: aliens at preston, white boy at florida, mac daddy, waaaaattttttttttaaa, sinerex, pheobes, stupid raves, "god forbid we walk around the block", freddie and his mojo, leyda, noelia, mooning, boxpureplaya, freddiebox, rufff rydaaa, beaverphant, laikas a bathed, laika and her many names, losssaaaa, nsync chats, nights on aol, imma zebra, "what did i did?", "it will be bald like her father", sweaty palms, tentacle cruz, "you look hot vanessa", fly swatters club, summer with TP, "syke", mexicans in castle hill, bill russel mary and joseph, coney island with nati and pai, imma crap the beat outta you, mario party phase, next week on "we have no lives".
etc.etc.
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[05 Dec 2003|11:43pm]
WOKE UP ON THE WRONNNG SIDEE OF THE BED TODAYYYYY. A LITTLE BIT LESS THAN NOTHING WOULD GOO MY WAYYYYY.



i need to graduate now. i dont even care what college i go to anymore.

its snowing like a bitch. i love it :D
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[26 Oct 2003|03:53pm]
party was great :D i dont wanna go to school tomorrow.
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[23 Oct 2003|07:05pm]
BACK BY REQUEST LOL. SOOOO. today i went to see mrs. laparle about colleges. yeah she definitely discouraged me. dont get me wrong, my guidance counselor knows my life story lol..but shes like st johns is a target/reach school. and im like reallyyyy?..i thought that would be safety. i applied for binghamton, stony brook, albany and purchase so far. YAYYAYYA for stonybrook......soo anywayy...im gonna be fine. i hope. on monday..i went on this tour of NYU. i got to see a dorm different than RJs. i dunno. thats my dream school but if i dont get in, im not gonna cry. whatfuckingever. on tuesday we had a retreat. everyone was getting on the mic and apologizing for everything and everyone was crying. i mean yeah some of them really made me cry but i wasnt about to go up there and apologize to anyone cause it'd only be to michelle. and were so past apologies its not even funny. were enemies forever and i really havent cared about it for a long time. its erased from my memory. so YEAHHH i didnt let this retreat soften me up. if u think im coldheared..you dont know me so shut up. other than that it was sad. i hate change. everyone is like dying to get outta highschool. why are u rushing?! people were actually getting pissed cause our graduation is @ 3 o clock. we've been in that school for how long and you cant hold out 3 more hours?! chill jesus..when its over..we get to leave and thatd be the END of it. i dunno theres something about leaving a place uve gone to everyday for 3 years...even if u cant stand it sometimes. im gonna be sad if i go away and i leave my karate school. ive never liked being somewhere so much. i love the people. its gonna be gay if i have to stop going. i never finish shit!! im gonna miss john the most. hes so cool. he gives me a letter like everyday. speaking of letters, gerrod is supposed to send me one. =) <333333 our relationship is nuts. i look at my sister and shes the age i was when i met gerrod. and im like starting to question where shes really going instead of club meetings lolol. this boy keeps buying her carebears. lol hehehe. UMUMUM WHAT ELSE. rj and i get along SOOOO much better now. @#%*^%#^*%$#$$% he called me at like 5:20 this morning. i was like wtf. so NOW im tireddd. and im freezing. lovin the weather. tomorrow is friday. saturday is this thing at spellman i think im goin to with melissa. its for extra credit. either that or rj is coming by. and then at 6:30 is natashas party or whatever. i think i said that already.
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[17 Oct 2003|09:33pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

hehe sorry blurty. sorry to the people who actually read this. i dont even know what to say anymore. i am insanely in love with RJ. it drives me crazy. just thought id let you know. the sweeter he is, the worser it gets. god help me. hmhmh, school...gay as usual. we watched cops in law. i catch mr. ed staring at me in that class. =/ um in graphic design....thats actually a fun class...we act so dumb. (YYAYAYA MY MOMMYS HOME! lol) in economics..dr morton had this tax lady that used to go to our school come in and talk to us. not that it was boring but some things just dont catch my attention lol. i guess that goes for dana too cause we were talkin about boys goin through puberty the whole time lol. good times@*($&@*( umm in religion...fr. kiz just talked the whole time and showed us a power point with the lights dimmed...U KNOW EVERYONE WAS SLEEPING lol. JEN BRAIDED MY HAIR!! hehhehehe it took the whole class. its so cutee.. thanx@$@$ after school.. kris and i went to get our nails done. i love her shes my best friend. we go through a lot of drama but in the end we come out smiling. good times with her too. :D:D:D:D:D kris is no longer friends with gerrod. long story. nicole and justin can suck it. twice. gerrod worries me. =( i wanna cry when i think of it. um after that i went to class. i thought natasha hated me but she invited me to her sweet 16 in her house. johns going (her bf). this should be fkn interesting. im not gonna lie..johns the hottest black kid ive ever seen lolol. UITEskfhdfgkdgdf*%Y*(#Y he always gives me his designer watches when he doesnt want them anymore. WOOW OOOOW OOOO. now im here. im really tired.. i guess im gonna go to bed.

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[15 Oct 2003|11:22pm]
umm convo )
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[07 Oct 2003|10:14pm]
this year is um...interesting.
i had enough balls to call john just now.
lol i dunno what gets into me.
to my surprise he was like..."i was just thinking about you"
its always fun times when you know the person likes you
and that person knows you like them but you dont dare
tell eachother. then the infatuation starts and its really
exciting..AND THEN...it goes down hill from there.
everyone should just fkn rotate bfs and gfs.
this way nobody would fight and people wouldnt PMS
for no apparent fukn reason. look at me..
being a hypocrite again. isnt that funny.
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wody is a jerk HAHHAHA [30 Sep 2003|07:47pm]
gerrod convo )
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[13 Sep 2003|11:24pm]
RJ )
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[13 Sep 2003|11:19pm]
i was so confused before
in my mind...my thoughts were just...whatever
i couldnt put it together
it took me this long...i just needed a sign
to realize how much i care about you
i cant get you off my mind.
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[11 Sep 2003|10:16pm]
school is pretty okay now. philosophy class is funny. i dont even raise my hand cause i think when you try to say your thoughts quickly...it comes out stupid. i just sit there and eat kristinas cherrios. were still on "what is philosophy?" i just wanna get to ethics already. im really stubborn and i will never admit when im wrong. this book "illusions" i read made me even worse...cause it was all like...whatever you think is right, therefore is right. it just made me think a bunch of weird shit and it showed me how much another persons thoughts can influence or persuade you. kristina and i shared that book so we kinda see eye to eye on that stuff. (read ILLUSIONS..ADVENTURES OF A RELUCTANT MESSIAH. BY RICHARD BACH! SERIOUSLY GO BUY IT NOW.)

RJ is PMSing today and im not even gonna bother with that shit. im one of those people that if im really upset...ill talk to you anyway and if it rubs off on you, i really dont care. and if hes upset...he just gives silent treatment and i find that annoying. sorry ;p. were going to see cabin fever saturday. i always pick the movies. hehehe. so anyway..i just burped. i guess thats it.
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[09 Sep 2003|08:46pm]
greattt day. thank god i slept through half of it. ill probably go back to sleep after i get bored of watching the cosby show.
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[07 Sep 2003|09:11pm]
bettter mood today. you know me.
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[06 Sep 2003|08:53pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | sean paul & beyonce ]

i am baffeled by how much homework i got the first day of class. i dont think i speak for myself! am i senior?! yesss. do i get privileges?! YEAH I THINK SO. i already got bitched at about my sneakers. yeah cause im gonna scrape the stripes off of them!! so anyway...janelle is not having a good time this month. i was researching depression etc. not suffering from that! definitely not bipolar either. im just a moody person. school drives me crazy. its only been 2 days and we're already counting down. i just wanna get this shit over with. im not bitching for no reason. prestons cool...its just the stress of being a senior. recommendation letters and all this college shit. i just wanna get in. melissa is making me go visit binghamton with her. definitely applying for that cause i NEED to dorm but i dont need to be tooo far away. blah.

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[02 Sep 2003|11:03pm]
so im cleaning my room yesterday and RJ calls me up and tells me he needs to see me immediately. of course i tell him i look like shit but he insists and jumps on the bus to the bronx with the only 4 dollars he had in his pocket lol. so i go meet him and he just grabs me and hugs me and confesses his love to me. i just thought that was the cutest thing!$@$ lol it was like the perfect day. it was misty and ugly and we both had hoodies on lookin like crap lol. so my mom cooks for him and then we go take a walk towards all the mansions around here and hes telling me were gona live here one day lol. i dunno. it was cute. todayyy my master (lmao) canceled class cause he had an emergency so i went to jorges house and played video games instead lol he cant look me in the eye. its funny. thursday is school. rar
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[31 Aug 2003|12:40am]
how do you know if youre suffering from depression? i think i have a mild case lol. (yeah i laugh about it too) i have everything i want...BUT total freedom. maybe im exaggerating...maybe im just really upset and i need to do something nuts. no i know im going to do something crazy as soon as i go to college. someone will have to save me from myself. yeahhhh i have some more privileges...but its days like this that i want to punch someone in the face. i also think i need anger management
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