I really don't know what to do about Chaz.I love him to death and he means everything to me but I don't think I can be with him anymore.I told him..er tryed telling him how I felt today.All he could tell me was 'I don't want to loose you, and I can't'.*sigh* I don't know anymore.Maybe I should just take a break from him?Ahhh.Fuck it.
Tomorrow I get to go back to school.I haven't seen Laith and Ryan for a while.And I think I should buy Nadia a late x-mas present.*shrug* I don't know if I should though.
I spent friday night and most of saturday with Lauren.We went shopping at Southland.Whoa the boys there are so pretty.And I think I seen Chaz there but I wasn't sure.But I seen Sheep and his friends there..buttt I didn't talk to them.
Haha Lauren -- Courtney is the THE BIGGEST Strokes fan!
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