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[04 Mar 2004|03:05pm] |
Strong Eyes
You've got a little bit of a rebel in you—that's why bold eyes are made for you. Try accentuating your best feature with a powerful potion of color, sheen and shine. Start off with a deep purple or rich blue shadow, swept across the lids. Then line top and bottom lash lines with a metallic liner, preferably blue, which is flattering on any eye color. Finally, tie the whole look together with a dusting of sheer bronze blush on your cheeks, and golden gloss on your lips.
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| rambling is what i am good at |
[20 Feb 2004|04:06pm] |
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i have an incredibly annoying headache right now. it won't go away. i feel kind of tense right now, but not to have a headache like this. i'm not sure what i'm going to do this weekend, maybe i'll just stay home and sleep. sleep is much needed at this point. last night i stayed up watching some planet of the apes movie that i started watching in the middle but was non the less interesting. i didn't even finish it, so i'm not quite sure why i watched the middle 2 hours (lots of commercials). i want to go to st. paul and hang out with jon, but there's no one to go with me and i don't want to experience what i did last weekend. driving when you are that tired is scarey. i probably should've parked and slept somewhere but i was afraid i wouldn't wake up to go to work in the morning, so i drove home and got there around 4 am. i had to work at 8 am, so that made for an interesting morning. my brain didn't fully go to sleep, so the whole day i was in this sort of trance.
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| Valentine's Day |
[17 Feb 2004|02:49pm] |
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Friday i worked til 6pm... left work in a hurry to st. paul... i met jon at the studio, we sat around a while smoked out of a vaporizer... i was wonderfully high for most of the night. the guys rob, paul and blake met us down there... we loaded the equipment then we drove to the red sea. unloaded everything real quick... then jon and i went to this greek resturaunt uptown.... it was soo yummy.. we spent like $60! that's quite a bit for two people.. it was worth it though... i was kind of nervous about whether or not i was going to be able to get into the bar (i'm only 17) but jon talked to the bouncer and he let me in provided i did not drink... i was already baked so not drinking was not a problem... i had a good time... the band before looke was really good. i thought they were better then looke, but i can't diss jon's band... we left the bar around 2:00 a.m. i got home at 4am... that sucked because i had to go to my dad's house.. my grandparents would have been soo mad... i got up at 6 a.m. the next morning so i could go to work for 7.5 hours.. and let me tell you it was the longest shift i've ever worked... oh and i got a parking ticket. i think i was the only one to, but that's alright... they like to target the wisconsin people... saturday i got off work.. went to my grandma's house got ready... i drove to pick katie up... we went to st. paul real quick so i could pick up some magic mushrooms... yummy... katie and i got blazed on the way up... smoked a little with jon.. we went to a moving in party in glenwood city... katie argued with her ex-boyfriend, it was all very interesting *not really* she should give that hick country boy up. got a little higher at the party... hmmm... what else did i do? oh we put the dust from the shrooms on a couple bowls, seen a little color. katie and i eventually passed out on my futon... i drove her to emerald about 6pm on sunday... i think we smoked a little in the time before though... i went to a movie with dad and alexis sunday night. i seen cheaper by the dozen.. i don't really even remember what it was about... alexis liked it though. monday i slept most of the day then got up around noon to go to work.. while driving around menomonie saige flagged me down... we got real high, then i had to work.. work was really interesting... it went by really fast though..
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[09 Feb 2004|10:21am] |
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A Perfect Circle ~ Sweet Revelation |
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well well well. my weekend... friday i met frank in baldwin, we drove to hudson to pick up pineapple juice and other things for our drinks... lets see then we went uptown.. visited clown glass, i found a gorgeous pipe, it's clear but when it's heated up it gets rainbow colored. might also buy mom a pipe there. she would love that.
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[09 Feb 2004|10:17am] |
Nothing tastes as good as thin feels
Look at yourself.
Take a good look at yourself.
You have such a pretty face.
What a great personality you have.
You'd be so pretty if you were
thin.
Thinner.
Thinnest.
(taken from bella_anorexia)
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| i dominate everything! |
[09 Feb 2004|10:06am] |
You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!
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[06 Feb 2004|09:20am] |
it's the weekend hoorah. i love my weekends. i meet frank today at 2pm at the baldwin exit. then we're going to st. paul first to visit his grandpa. we're going to go uptown for a little while, so i can drop off applications as well as pick a couple more up. i'm going to go to gabriela's to see if they still have that lip service dress. i really hope they still got it. and i bet it will probably be marked down a lot. but now that i'm mentioning it they probably won't have it.
more later
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| What exactly is Satanism? Let's disprove the majoritie's beliefs. |
[05 Feb 2004|03:53pm] |
*they do not worship a living deity.
*major emphasis is placed on the power and authority of the individual Satanist, rather than on a god or goddess
*they believe that "no redeemer liveth" - that each person is their own redeemer, fully responsible for the direction of their own life.
*"Satanism respects and exalts life. Children and animals are the purest expressions of that life force, and as such are held sacred and precious..."
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[03 Feb 2004|10:21am] |
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boring... at least i have internet here. anyways it still sucks. all i do during the day is surf the internet and bid on ebay, which i'm getting addicted to.
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| this is thomasina's ragging jealousy |
[03 Feb 2004|10:05am] |
*screams and pulls hair*
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck i hate this place. i hate Sherissa. i hate her voice, her clothes, everything! i wish she would just die.
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| i miss zak |
[28 Jan 2004|10:28am] |
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A Perfect Circle ~ Sweet Revelation |
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i had an awesome talk with zak on the phone last night. i called him in florida, because i promised him i would before he left. he seems like he's having a good time in the 50 degree weather. we talked about a lot of things, nothing to in-depth though, because he was at his friends house. i talked to his friend to. i think his name was ricky, but i'm not sure, i'm not very good with names.
i'm already bored at school. i think school is just boring for people like me. people that don't exactly have a place that they fit in. people that are just a little bit different. okay so maybe a lot different.
went to bed at midnight. i guess my body is trying to tell me that i sleep way to much. i even took to tylenol pms and some cough medicine. maybe the cough medicine had ephidrine in it. who knows? don't care though.
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| the weekend |
[27 Jan 2004|11:15am] |
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friday night i drove to katies house.
we were just going to go to a movie.
then we were going to go to jons house and hang out for a while.
we ended up getting really baked on the way to minneapolis and
we decided that the ice palace would be fun.
so we drove there,
paid 10 dollars to park and
five to get in.
we stayed there for about an hour as it was freezing cold.
we stood in line for about an hour as well.
we took some funny pictures though.
saturday i had to get up at 7am to drive katie home.
then i drove to work from amery.
fleet farm is not a fun place to be when you're so tired.
after work i went home and showered.
then i drove to buddy's house.
we decided to pick katie up.
picked katie up.
she smoked us all up.
got really high.
drove to heather's old place and seen allie miller.
she was really drunk.
said stuff like she loved me and missed me.
buddy and lindsay swore everyone was tweaking.
i really don't think so.
they were all just drunk and faded.
i was supposed to hang out with zak as we had made plans.
he didn't call me til 11pm and i was already bringing katie home.
didn't get to hang out with zak before he left for florida.
katie, buddy, lindsay and i all smoked til 11pm.
we ate a lot of food corn dogs, chips, soda, everything we could find.
i took a series of pictures "the chronicles of katie".
they're of katie laughing when she was really high.
in order they look really funny.
i got home around 12am.
we to sleep.
got up on sunday at 9am.
worked from 11am to 5pm.
i got home and talked on the phone.
went to bed around 10:30pm.
i got up on monday at 1:30pm.
i was lazy most of the day.
watched cops, maury and montel.
boring day.
went to bed again at 10:30pm.
now i'm at school.
bored.
like normal.
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[23 Jan 2004|02:24pm] |
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lucy in the sky ~ beetles |
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is it possible to be eternally bored? i think i am. no matter what i am doing i'm alway a little bored, or i would rather be doing something else. anyways maybe this weekend will be different. i have a lot of shit planned this weekend. tonight i'm going to a movie with katie probably in minneapolis. then we are going to meet up with jon at the studio and party it up tonight. maybe i'll give jon a smooch, i haven't decided yet. saturday i'm probably going to be really tired, but i'm going to get up and go to work and drop katie off. sunday i'm going to the tech9 concert in minneapolis at the quest. meghan might come with me, she doesn't know yet. monday we don't have school, so i might spend the day with my mom or at katie's house, cause i have to drop off some clothes.
today is our last day of the semester. it's been a pretty chill day, well except for art class, because i have so much work to do and only a day to do it. he thinks i'll be alright for credits though. hopefully. kind of depression because i have had a lot of fun with the people in my classes and i think most of the teachers enjoyed having me as a student. then again it will be great, because i probably won't have half as much homework.
anyone that says that in highschool you have your best years is seriously delusional. highschool sucks, especially highschool competiveness. you have to have the best of everything.
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| boring |
[22 Jan 2004|01:42pm] |
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i feel so blah. the weather here is shitty. it feels like 100 degrees below zero, according to the weather guy at our house i think it's 20 degrees colder. last night our electricity went out. when our electricity came back on at 5am our heater wasn't working. i'm just hoping that when i get home tonight the heat will be back, because i really don't want to sleep in my house on one of the coldest days of the year with no heat. tomorrow is the final day of the semester. yah! no more pre-calc, no more physiology and anatomy and no more english 12. that is so exciting. another thing, i am completely addicted to ebay. i have been bidding any chance i get. i got these killah babe jeans for only 10 dollars. i think they retail for 74 or something. anyways. that's all for now
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| a survey about me |
[21 Jan 2004|01:59pm] |
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lion king ~ can't wait to be king |
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( YOU )
name: Thomasina
birthday: July 11
siblings: four sisters, one brother
hair color: naturally red, now white
eye color: blue/green
height: 5'6"
been kissed: yes
been in love: what is love?
done drugs: yes
eaten an entire box of oreos: no
been on stage: yes
been dumped: yes
gotten in a car accident: two
dyed your hair: yes
ran around naked in front of people: yes
choked in front of pplz on my own spit or drink: no
loved someone so much that it made you cry: no
( OPPOSITE SEX )
do you like someone right now: like five people
do they know: don't know
what do you look for in the opposite sex: funny, active, attractive
do you think you could see yourself marrying this person you like: no
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
( FRIENDS )
who do you see most often: Frank, and Katie
who is your most annoying friend: Frank
who do you e-mail the most: don't email anyone really
who`s the loudest: me
who`s the shyest: Frank
who are you jealous of: everyone
who has the best room: me
who`s the most horny: Katie
who do you trust the most: Katie
favorite friends of the opposite sex: Frank, Jon Little
favorite friends of the same sex: Katie, Meghan
one you usually miss: Katie
( WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS )
had a serious talk: no
hugged someone: no
missed someone: yes
gotten along with your parents: yes
fought with a friend: no
cried: no
felt empty: no
( DO YOU LIKE TO )
give hugs: sometimes
give back rubs: sure
take walks in the rain: always
go to the beach: yes
watch tv: sometimes, when there's nothing else to do, which isn't very often
play in the snow: yes, if i have the proper attire
stay up all night talking to friends: yes
work out: i love it
talk on the phone: yes
go online: yes
kiss: love it
do freaky things: i'm up for anything
( EXTRAS )
what is your worst habit: procrastinating
what makes you mad: leaving parties early
scariest moment:
( NOW )
where are you: in business class at Boyceville HICK Central
are you wearing any jewlery: a glittery cuff and a necklace
when was the last time you showered: last night
what color pants do you have on right now: pink pants
what song are you listening to right now: typing?
what is the last thing you said: what are you doing?... said to the girl next to me
what is your computer desk made out of: wafer board?
what was the last thing you ate: chilli
what would you really want to be doing right now: relaxing
if you were a crayon what color would you be: aqua marine
who do u want to spend the rest of your life with: Katie
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| more on my weekend |
[19 Jan 2004|02:12pm] |
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Jessie's girl |
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anyways we got the drinking started. katie probably drank more than anyone else. she had like 5 beers, 3 gin and tonics and 2 shots of mexical tequila. i had a couple gin and tonics and i was good. we smoked a couple bowls. jon also got the acid that i had wanted so we decided to do that as well. it didn't kick in til like 9pm. we started watching alice in wonderland. that movie is a trip. so i experienced my first trip, most of it ended up being in the car. at first you get just really disorientated, then i got the giggles, i even made katie laugh, she was just in shock at how i was acting. that night i couldn't sleep at all. i just laid there and stared at nothing. next time if there is a next time i think jon and i will do it at the studio. that will probably be a lot more interesting, because there's more to do. i also think the fact that there were "normal" people there probably kept us in check. overall it was a great experience and i'll probably do it again.
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| the weekend |
[19 Jan 2004|09:16am] |
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friday after school i drove to katie's house, we drove to amery to pick up munchies, on the way there we smoked a little green. it's really weird going places stoned. it's not that enjoyable. that night we really didn't do much. katie sang and danced. i got some really funny pictures of her. we had had a couple drinks. her sort of step-mom told us to chug the bottle of peppermint schnapps, so we chugged about half the bottle. at like 4am her brother got home and asked us if we wanted to smoke a couple. we were up for that. getting high at 4am. saturday was a pretty chill morning. we left around 1pm for st. paul... we went uptown to fill out some apartment crap, then we drove to jon's house. a couple of jon's other friends showed up shortly after we got there and we got the party started. they went and bought some more alcohol.
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| late night |
[16 Jan 2004|12:59pm] |
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i am incredibly tired today. 4 hours of sleep is not enough for this little body of mine. my mind is screaming at me. i stayed up doing a pedigre chart for my anatomy class *fun fun*. i will be so happy when 2nd semester rolls around and i have all easy classes, plus i get out of school two hours early for my work release. weight training should be fun though, i can get as buff as i was over the summer... buff enough to go surfing when i go to hawaii, hopefully i can do that this summer, i just need to get my ass in gear and start saving. speaking of saving i got my paycheck last night and i was expecting it to be 200 dollars and it was well over 300... amazing because i had forgotten that i worked on new year's eve and i got paid time and a half.
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| the weekend |
[16 Jan 2004|10:12am] |
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Snake River Conspiracy ~ Breed |
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this weekend is going to be so great. i'm going to katie's house for the whole weekend. it's probably the first weekend i've had off of work, so it'll be a nice vacation from family and work. friday night is probably going to be a pretty chill night, we'll probably sit around smoke a little and watch some movies. saturday we're going with frank to minneapolis to go apartment hunting and take some tours. that night we're planning on going to the club and then going to the studios afterwards for a little get-to-gether. drive home around 2am... should make for an interesting morning. sunday will probably be another chill day.
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