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Friday, February 28th, 2003
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12:43 pm
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| Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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8:13 pm - to be honest, the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture...
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...and the smiles are so difficult to fake.
if that ain't the effing truth...
this isn't going to be my real journal. i'm going to delete this one and make a new one. thisxplace just isn't doing it for me as a username, but until then, here i am.
eff that livejournal.com crap. because that's all it is is crap. i'm sick of hearing about sias. eff that kid, honestly. there's not a single part of me that reflects anything but ill will toward that kid. what's so great about sias? he's fat and ugly, and quite honestly has no reason to be so conceited and arrogant. plus he's ugly. i am not a fan of "sias william parsons the 3rd". and it doesn't have to do with him taking her away from me, i've never been a fan. ever. she goes from me to that? sheesh. seriously, all it is, is "sias is so fantastic" "sias is the best ever" "sias, sias, sias..." and i really don't care. at all. complete animosity is all i feel. stupid kids. what is she thinking. ariane megan skeen, you are so incredibly stupid. so quick to throw away morals. so fast to say "it's no big deal." what are you thinking? honestly, you frustrate me. i can't believe who you've become. i can't stand who you've become. for serious. i don't even know who you are anymore, and you're definitely not the incredibly sweet, loving and strong person that i fell in love with and convinced myself i was going to spend the rest of my life with. geez. you're acting incredibly immature and i can't stand who you've become. let me know when you've stopped changing to please all those kids and their scene drama. juaquin is the only decent one, and he's changed beyond recognition as well. i've now lost two friends to those kids. or one friend and the love of my life. oh well, i say. forget that , i tell myself. but we all know i can't. not until i get my hair done, at least...
which should be thursday. then i'll get my camera back and i won't have to see you for a month or two. it'll be best, in the end...
current mood:  jealous
current music: bleeding.through"rise"
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