nicole's Blurty

(destruction is a form of creation)

Subject:	Stuck Babysitting
Time:	8:10 pm.
Mood:	relaxed.
Music:	Mother-Pink Floyd.

So, It's Saturday and Nicole is stuck at home babysitting, so what does Nicole do? More and more surveys! I don't usually talk in the 3rd person.

One
Name: nicole feldman
Birthdate: june 15,1989
Birthplace: long island, ny
Current Location: my room
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: black
Righty or Lefty: lefty
Zodiac Sign: gemini
Innie or Outie: innie

Two- describe
Your heritage: Mostly Russian
The shoes you wore today: purple adidas superstars
Your hair: right now it is straight because i had it cut, but it is usually is crazy and nappy
Your eyes: they are my best feature, like a hazel green i also wear glsses
Your weakness: cute guys
Your fears: failure
Your perfect pizza: I really enjoy the brick oven kind with mushrooms and goat cheese mmm

Three- what is
Your most overused phrase on aim: nice
Your thoughts first waking up: I'm up too early
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes
Your best physical feature: eyes
Your bedtime: 11
Your greatest accomplishment: none yet
Your most missed memory: Elementary School

Four- You prefer
Pepsi or coke: coke
Mcdonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or group dates: group
Adidas or Nike: hmm i like both
Chocalate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappucino or coffee: cappucino "you girls can't have it you are already too wild."
Five- do you
Smoke: nope
Cuss: yes.
Sing well: no
Take a shower everyday: yes
Have a crush on someone: i'm working on it.
Do you think you've been in love: no
Want to go to college: yes...now
Liked high school: i guess
Want to get married: yes
Type with your fingers on the right keys: no
Believe in yourself: sometimes
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're attractive: sometimes
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: sometimes
Like thunderstorms: no
Play an instrument: piano sort of, i used to play viola, im learning guitar soon

Six- In the past 6 months, did/have you
drink: yes
smoke: no
done a drug: no
had sex: no
made out: yes
Go on a date: sorta
Go to the mall: yeah
Eaten a entire box of oreos: nope. i don't think i ever have
Eaten sushi: yes, infact yesterday i did
Been on stage: sorta, in theater
Been dumped: kind of.
Gone skating: no
Made homemade cookies: yes, 10 minutes ago
Been in love: no
Gone skinny dipping: no.
Dyed you hair: no
Stolen anything: no
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
Been caught "doing something": no
Been called a tease: yes.
Gotten beat up: no.
Changed who you were to fit in: no

Seven- the future
Age you hoped to be married: maybe, 27-32
Numbers and names of children: 2-4
How do you want to die: happy,satisfied and accomplished and at old age of natural causes
Where do you want to go to college: Rice, Carnegnie Mellon, University of Michigan, well i'm only a freshman
What do you want to be when you grow up: urban planner
What country would you most like to visit: France
Eight - Preferences
Best eye color:green
Best hair color: brown
Short or long hair: either, it depends on the person
Best height: taller but I don't really mind as long as they aren't shorter than me
Best weight: one in proportion with height
Best article of clothing: shirts haha i gues
Best first date location: I don't know

Nine - number of
Girls you've kissed: 0
Number of girls you've made out with: none.
Number of girls you've had: 0
Number of girls you've "danced" manu
Number of boys you've kissed: six.
Number of boys you've made out with: six but more than kissing only 2
Number of boys you've had: uh maybe 1 or 2
Number of girls you've been truly in love with: none
Boys: none
Number of drugs taken illegally: none
Number of people you can trust with your life: 5 i think
Number of cd's I own: 20 something
Number of piercings: one
Number of tattoos: none.
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: a few
Number of scars on my body: not sure
Number of things in my past I regret: none
Who do you like?: people.
Who likes you: i don't know.
What annoys you: lots of little things
What do you want to do: be happy. get married. have children. make a difference.
Who is one person you never get sick of: most of my friends
Who is one person you'd marry tomorrow: jake gyllenhaal
Do you sleep on your back, belly or side: side
Do you like water: yeah
What place are you like a kid in a candy store: most clothing stores
If you could kiss one person before you died who would it be?: I don't know I haven't found the one yet
Whats the worst thing to do on a date: make an ass of yourself

Ten - In the last 48 hours have you
Cried: yes
Bought something: yes
Gotten sick: nope
Sang: yes
Eaten: yes.
Been kissed: no
Felt stupid: yes
Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes
Met someone new: yes
Talk to an ex: yes
Missed an ex: yes
Talked to someone you had a crush on: yes
Had a serious talk: yes
Missed someone: yes
Hugged someone: yes
Fought with your parents: no
Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes

end of survey one

Section 1. nomenclature.
.name/age.. nicole feldman/14
.what your parents were going to name you if you were the opposite gender. Noah
.any other names your parents were considering. Imacalada holla, Simone
.what your name would be if you chose. i like nicole, maybe genevieve
.nicknames. nikki

Section 2. have you ever... .
been lit on fire by a friend? no
smoked anything using a pipe fashioned from a fruit or vegetable? no
eaten some kind of cookies or candy or other snack treat off of someone? hmm. no
had an accident involving an escalator? no
pissed in a bottle? no
pleasured yourself in school? no
pleasured yourself at your grandparents house? no
eaten worms? no
martyred yourself to start a new religion? no
killed a slug with salt? no
...then put the slug's carcass in the saltshaker afterwards? no
been cheated on? i don't think so...
cheated on someone? no
been in love? no
broken someones heart? no
had your heart broken? not really
stalked someone? no
had any kind of sexual contact with someone while other people in the room were unaware? yes
eaten jello through your nose? no
played with fire? no
been leaned on by a stranger in the subway? haha yes not purposely

section three. when was the last time you. . .
cried? today
kissed someone? summer
really kissed someone? summer
kissed someone and really meant it? summer
danced? yesterday
told someone you loved them? my mom yesterday
showered? last night
cut your hair? today
cut your nether-hair? haha
pleasured yourself? uh never

section four. what you like.
favorite food? sushi
drink? cherry and cream stewarts
video game? Animal Crossing
television show? answered too many times
movie? ditto
body part on someone else? i don't know maybe hands
color? purple blue
ice cream? phish food, cookie dough
band(s)? the who,phantom planet, REM,rhcp,brand new... you all know
president in US History? FDR
if you were offered the love of your life in exchange for 10 years off your life, would you take it?: yes
30 years? no
do you believe in sex before marriage? yes
do you believe in abortion? yes
do you believe in miracles? no
are you a lover or a fighter? lover "i'm a lover not a fighter"-spinner mason
at this point in your life, would you rather be in love or playing the field? in love
have you hooked up with more than 50 people? haha i wish
if so, do you consider yourself a filthy fucking whore? no.
are you currently commited to a fine man or lady? no
would you like to be? yes
what do you have to say to all the fine bachelor/bachelorettes out there? ... I'm here, I'm not queer, call me.

section six. this or that.
coke or pepsi? coke
chocolate or vanilla? vanilla
lobsters or racoons? lobsters
cheeses or jesus? wow that's a tough one... cheese
mayo or mustard? mayo. mustard
paper or plastic? paper
kogepan or domo-kun? i... do not... understand...
salt or pepper? salt.
chicken or beef? chicken
and, most importantly, new england or manhattan clam chowder? New England Clam Chowda

section seven. miscellaneous, or ''potpourri'', as alex trebek might call it.
who referred you to this quiz? myself
would you like to make sweet love to the creator? not really.
well then contact him via AIM @ ''yo soy el dorko'': i might.
what kind of deodorant do you use? Dove
what color walls do you have? lilac/lavendar
do you sleep with a stuffed animal? nope. i cant, i always throw them out of bed.
are you lonely? yes
do you have weird dreams? yes
describe one. I once had a dream Kathryn had a huge house party like (jimmy and ashley one) and there were seniors there too and donnie darko characters. So Kathryn was making out with Gretchen (jena malone), I was making out with Donnie (jake gyllenhaal), Caitlin was making out with the bully (alex greenwald of phantom planet), and i think greg was with maggie gyllenhaal. It was quite humorous.
im sick of writing this, seriously, so any parting comments? wooooooooo

(destruction is a form of creation)

Time:	3:42 pm.
Mood:	blank.
Music:	Summer Overture Requiem For a Dream Score- Clint Mansell.

First, UNIVERSITY OF MICHIGAN BIG 10 CHAMPS AFTER BEATING OHIO STATE TODAY! HAIL TO THE VICTORS!

Now another pointless,time consuming survey!

BODY:
1. What do you most like about your body?: my eyes
2. And least?: my hair, if that counts
3. How many fillings do you have?: 2
4. Do you think you're good looking?: no
FASHION:
1. Do you wear a watch?: my old one broke, but I'm getting a new one soon
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: 3 or 4
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: denim
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: I really don't know
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: sneakers
YOUR FRIENDS:
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: not really
2. What do they tend to be like?: jive turkeys
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: ask someone
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: 4 i think
1. Favorite band?: The Who/Coldplay/Phantom Planet/The White Stripes/REM/Brand New
2. Most listened to bands: see above
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: who don't?
4. Can you play an instrument?: not really
5. Type of music most listened to?: rock
6. Type never listened to?: country
GENERAL QUESTIONS:
1. Who is the smartest man alive at the moment?: Darren Aronofsky (cinematic genius)
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: sunny
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: not really
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: no
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: blank
ETC:
1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: yes
2. Do you own converse shoes?: yes
3. Do you own saucony shoes?: no
4. Do you own old school nikes?: yes
5. Do you wear tight pants?: no
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: no
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: no?
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: no
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: no
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: no
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: no
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: I could do it that way if I wanted too.
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: yes
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: no
16. Is your hair black or red?: black
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: no
18. Do you own a bandana?: well the ones from Bar and Bat Mitzvahs
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: no
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: no
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: no
EVERYTHING
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them? no
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from dogpile, lip service, or tiger of london?: no
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?:no
25. Are you disgruntled?: no
26. Are you an anarchist?: no
27. Does the American flag anger you?: no
28. Are you "working class"?: no
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: no
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: no
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: no
32. Do you smoke pot?: no
33. Are you a thin waif?: no
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: no
35. Do you think meat is murder?: no
38. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: no
39. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: no
40. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: no
41. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: i don't know
42. Are you a member of the makeout club?: unfortunately not
43. Do you say "rad"?: yes
MORE JUNK:
1. Name: Nicole
2. Do you like it?: yes
3. Nick-names: Nikki
4. Screen names: votedukakis088
5. Sign: gemini
6. Birthday: June 15th
7. Location: Long Island, NY
8. Status: single
9. Crush: yes
10. Virgin?: yes
11. Natural hair color: black
12. Current hair color: black
13. Eye color: green
14. Height: 5'2"
15. Birthplace: Mineola, New York (how exotic!)
16. Shoe size: 8.5 (40 Europe)
FAMILY:
1. Parents: Marc and Leslee
2. Siblings: Daniel 10, Justin 16
3. Live with: parents
4. Favorite relative: Sam/Grandpa
FAVORITES:
1. Number: 6
2. Color: purple,blue
3. Day: Saturday
4. Month: June/July
5. Song:Baba O'Reilly-The Who
6. Movie: Donnie Darko, Christopher Guest/Aronofsky films, View Askew productions, 80s teen films, Fight Club the list goes on and on
7. Food: Sushi mostly everything
8. Band: askes already
9. Sport: Baseball
10. Class: English
11. Teacher: D'ambrosio
12. Drink: water
13. Veggie: brocoli, shitake mushrooms
14. TV show: Six Feet Under, Degrassi, I miss a lot of old schoes
15. Radio station: Fan 660
16. Store: American Eagle
17. Expression: close is only good in horseshoes and hand grenades
18. Animal: cow
19. Flower: violet
20. State: California (Kah-lee-fornia)
THIS OR THAT...
1. Me or you: you
2. Coke or pepsi: coke
3. Day or night: day
4. AOL or AIM: AIM
5. CD or cassette: CD
6. DVD or VHS: DVD
7. Jeans or khakis: jeans
8. Car or truck: car
9. Tall or short: tall
10. Lunch or dinner: dinner
11. N*sync or BSB? : N*sync
12. Gap or Old Navy: Gap
13. Lipstick or lipgloss: lip gloss
14. Silver or gold: gold
15. Alcohol or weed: alcohol

WHO
who is your best friend? Erica
who do you like? everyone
who is your mom? leslee, very naive
who owns your house? my mom and dad
who bought you the clothes your wearing? me/parents
who is at your house? mom,justin,me
who loves you? my family, my friends I hope
who said hey to you today? family,random people at hair salon
who are you talking to right now? I'm away
who was your ex-boy/girlfriend? mot recently kd
WHAT
what townie do you live in? Rockville Centre
what are your pet peeves? people who chew loudly, read over your shoulder, raise their hand when they don't know the answer, or can't spell
what are you wearing? gray shirt, jeans,socks
what do your teeth look like? straight a little discolored
what are you doing in an hour? I have no idea
what is your middle name? Allison
what is your deepest secret? If I told you it wouldn't be a secret anymore
what are you doing tomorrow? Mall for special holiday thing at 7, besides that I don't know
what is your boy/girlfriends middle name? n/a
what is in this for you? nothing
what is your favorite thing to do? Sit on the beach and read/rollercoasters
what are you sitting on? white chair
WHERE
where are you at right now? home
where were you at at 12 noon today? Hair Salon
where is your toothbrush at? a holder in the bathroom
where do you sleep? my room, my bed
where do you live? a quaint home
where were you at at 7pm yesterday? Home
where is your boy/girl friend? n/a
where are your parents? barber shop/backyard
where did you put your bookbag? my room
where do you keep your socks? a draw

WHEN
when was your first kiss? Sucked face at 13
when are you getting a job? I sort of have one at Camp Debaun
when did you graduate? middle school, 2003
when will you grow up? When I graduate High Scool
when are you going to call your friend? no idea
when did you get home last night? 3:00 PM
when are you going to stop taking surveys? never
when was the last time you had a fruit smoothie? liz's house
when are you getting married? maybe 12-15 years from now

WHY
why are you taking this? boredom
why do fools fall in love? Because they aren't realists
why am i weird? these questions
why are you weird? I just am an offbeat person.
why cant you get a boy/girl friend? I don't know :(.
why do you live where your at? I like it here!

HOW
how did you know it was love? i didnt and it wasnt
how do you fix your hair? ponyta, or down
how are the kids? mediocre
how do you find this survey? typical
how do you like it so far? it's alright
how many people are living with you? 4
how may i help you? find me a boyfriend
how do you make sharpies? no idea
how many sharpies do you own? a few
how often do you say i love you? to my parents occasionally

First off have you ever been to a concert?: yes
How many: maybe 5
How old were you when you went to your first concert?: 8
When was the last concert you went to: 2 years ago
Who have you seen in concert and where were they playing?: Weird Al at Nassua Colisieum, or Mary J at the Meadowlands, The Who twice,Pat Matheny twice (against my will), winton marsalis once
Has a concert you were going to ever been cancelled: no
Postponed?: no
Have you ever had front row seats: no
Been on stage: no, but I've been backstage
Been crowd surfing: no
Been in a moshpit: no
Passed out at a concert: no
Bought a item of clothing, paper, inc.?: yes
Left a concert before it ended: yes
Paid 6 bucks for water: yes
10 bucks for beer?: no
Done drugs at a concert: no
Went to a concert you didn't enjoy: YES
Felt pain in the back of your neck after atending a concert: yes
Was it from the moshpits?: no
Headbanging?: no

-----Would you see?-------
System of a down?: no
Linkinpark?: yes
NIN: yes
Manson?: no
Zombie?: no
Slipknot?:no
Metallica?: yes
AC/DC?: yes
Orgy? yes
papa roach?: yes
Disturbed?: no
Dope?: no
Britney Spears?: no
Any thing that has to do with pop or hiphop and rap?: yes

(destruction is a form of creation)

Subject:	I fill a grotesque amount of these out
Time:	6:42 pm.
Mood:	groggy.
Music:	Night Moves-Bob Seger.

:x: name= nicole
:x: piercings = ears
:x: tattoos = negative
:x: height= 5'2"
:x: shoe size = 8.5 (40 in europe)
:x: hair color = black
:x: siblings = 2 brothers, one older, one younger

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Monsoon Wedding
:x: movie you bought = The Virgin Suicides
:x: song you listened to = Wishing Well-Phantom Planet
:x: song that was stuck in your head = comfortably numb-pink floyd
:x: cd you bought = In Time the Best of REM
:x: cd you listened to = the guest-phantom planet
:x: person you've called = grandma
:x: person that's called you = erica
:x: tv show you've watched = South Park
:x: person you were thinking of = uhh when is dad coming home

DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yes
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = YES, that's why I'm going to college far away, I want to live on the west coast
:x: you think about suicide = no
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: others find you attractive = probably npt
:x: you want more piercings = not really
:x: you like cleaning = I don't mind it
:x: you like roller coasters = i live for them, I've been on the biggest one in the world at Cedars Point
:x: you write in cursive or print = print, my handwriting is so sloppy

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = for if they work
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against.
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = against.
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = sure
:x: soap operas = against

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= no
:x: ever cried over a boy = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = not really
:x: ever been arrested = no

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = Garnier Fructis
:x: shoes do you wear = blue and gray nikes, purple adidas superstars, converse weapons
:x: are you scared of = failure

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= never
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = sorta twice
:x: of hearts I have broken? = none
:x: of girls I have kissed? = none
:x: of boys I have kissed? = 6
:x: of girls I've slept with? = 0
:x: of boys I've slept with? = 0
:x: of people I would classify as ue, could trust with my life type friends? 6 or 7(same answe as liz)
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= maybe twice
:x: of scars on my body? = a few
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = I live life with no regrets

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty - no.
:x: funny - in a dry sarcastic way
:x: hot - no
:x: friendly - i'm shy, but friendly around those I know
:x: amusing - yes because i"m a spaz
:x: ugly - borderline
:x: loveable -yes
:x: caring - to some
:x: sweet - yeah
:x: dorky - dorky as they come

favorite:
5 letter word: hmmm flair
actor/actress: jake gyllenhaal or ed norton
Candy:anything with peanut butter or sour
Cartoon: South Park/Simpsons/Recess
Cereal: french toast crunch
Chewing gum: big league chew
Color(s): purples/blues
Color nail polish: clear
Day of week: saturday
Least fave day: wednesday
Flower: african violet
Jello flavor: cherry
Jewelry: ghet bracelets grandma makes
Special skills/talents: none
Summer/Winter:summer
Trampolines or swimming pools: swimming pools

|| Person who last.. ||

Slept in your bed: myself.
Saw you cry: mommy
Made you cry: I don't remember
You went to the movies with: i don't remember
mad at you: mom
Sent you an email: donnie darko fan club

|| Have you ever.. ||

Said "I love you" and meant it?: yeah to my mom.
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes
Kept a secret from everyone: yes .
Cried during a movie: Requiem for a Dream is deep shit
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: nope
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: to some extent
Been on stage: no
Been to New York: everyday
Been to California: San Diego once and San Fransisco twice i love california
Hawaii: no..
China: no
Canada: Niagra Falls
Europe: not yet
Asia: no
South America: no.
Australia: no.
Wished you were the opposite sex: no
What time is it now?: 7:02
Apples or bananas?: bananas
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?: target
Spring or Fall?: fall.
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: nothing
What was the last meal you ate?: grilled ham,swiss cheese, and mustard sandwiches on rye with salad with asian dressing on the side (SO JEWISH!)
High school or college?: college
Are you bored?: always.
Last noise you heard?: IM sound
Last smell you sniffed?: lotion
Last time you went out of state/province?: nj a few weeks ago

|| Friendship/Love ||

Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes, 2-4
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust,love,loyalty,bonding

|| Other Info ||

Criminal record?: none
other languages?: french,hebrew
Last book you read: 4 Blondes
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: laptop
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: my hair
Worst feeling in the world: embarassment grief or regret
Who you love: my friends and family.
Who you miss: summer

|| You ||

Nickname(s): nikki
Initials: NAF
How old do you look?: 14
How old do you act?: 14
Glasses/Contacts: glasses
Braces: no mo
Do you have any pets?: i hate aminal
You get embarrassed: sometimes
What makes you happy?: love, feeling of satisfaction
What upsets you?: loss,failing

|| Have you ever.. ||

Thought you were going to die: no
Wanted to Run away: yeah once my brother and i did and we rode 2 blocks down on our bikes and my mom came and got us in the car
Flunked a grade: hell no
Skipped a grade: no, but that would be cool

(destruction is a form of creation)

Subject:	another survey
Time:	7:43 pm.
Mood:	quixotic.
Music:	Big Brat-Phantom Planet.

**Have you ever... **

Hit someone forcefully: yeah
Seen "Are you Afraid of the Dark": I used to watch it religiously with my brother, I miss old school nickelodeon.
Thrown anything at a moving car: Don't think so
Been in a fist fight: no
Laughed so hard you cried: no
**Other....**

Who do you sit with at lunch: liz,gish, laurenH, kristyn, jeanette, meagan, christina, adam, max, brant
Do you think Justin Timberlake is hot or not: gross
Who gave you a Valentine card this year: i don't remember
Favorite shoes you own: my new nikes
What color would you dye your hair: i like my hair color
Who are you closest friends: erica
What is something you wish you could have that someone else has: better hair
Favorite TV show: Degrassi/Six Feet Under/Bring back Sports Night and Freaks and Geeks
Make-up or none: none.
Do you believe we landed on the moon: yes
What are you wearing now: jeans, tshirt,sneakers
What song is stuck in your head: man on the moon
How old are you mentally: 35 haha
Describe yourself in 4 words: quiet,intelligent,crazy, impersonal
Do you dream at night: yes
Do you sleep with one pillow or two: one
Do you like school: yes
Whats your favorite subject: english, but I hate my teacher
Do you have a best friend(s): yeah
Do you have a religion: yeah
If yes, do you practice it: occasionally
Do you watch tons of tv: enough
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months: between 5 and 10
Do you read magazines: SI, ESPN, YM, The NY Times magazine,people, the wilson quarterly, the sporting news, some random other ones occasionally
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: In time the best of REM, Elephant-The White Stripes, The Guest- Phantom Planet
Do you wear makeup regularly: no
Are you a saver or a spender: saver

**More Junk... **

Which 4 people do you trust and are open with the most: erica, olivia,kathryn,caitlin, liz ok 5
Can you live without the microwave: hell no
Who's phone number are you hoping to get: richard kelly's
Which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now: ask someone
Would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life: PASTA!
Football or rugby: football
What's something you ALWAYS have on: glasses
What do you think of guys with nailpolishes: not cool
What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you: "Your vocabulary is too big"-Raquel Galan
What's your favorite fastfood restaurant: Hardee's!/Stewarts
Favorite book: The Last Picture Show-Larry McMurty

**More Junk...**

Did you read Fear Street books: nope
How about Sweet Valley High: no
Babysitter's club: yes
Goosebumps: everyone
Favorite show on nickelodeon: I miss Legends of the Hidden Temple
Do you like anyone: many men
If so, who: :-X
Favorite cereal: French Toast Crunch
Favorite 80's television show: Old School Degrassi, SQUARE PEGS, LA Law, 30 something, so many more
Do you think the grinch movie starring jim carrey was a waste of money: yes
What do you want for your birthday this year: an large sum of money to amazon.com
What movie could you watch a million times and never get tired of: Donnie Darko
What movie do you hope you never see again: Dances with Wolves
What's the best restaurant you've ever eaten at: Nobu or Balthazar
What is the one thing in the world that just looking at it makes you vomit, or come close to it: haha idk
Do your clothes match: yeah
Do you like your full name? yeah
What is your full name? Nicole Allison Feldman
Did you have a bike with a banana seat: no
If so, could you ride it: yes
Have you lived in the same house your entire life: no
What was the last song u heard: Stand-REM
Find anything good on sale lately: yes, an AE shirt for $8
If you won the lottery, what would you do: shopping spree
How old is your tomagotchi: I lost it at Cozy Mel's in 4th grade :(
Ever seen a Beatles film: yeah, It's been a Hard's Days Night
Happy with your life: yes

(destruction is a form of creation)

Subject:	Woooo another survey
Time:	2:05 pm.
Mood:	melancholy.
Music:	Creep-Radiohead.

Before I do another one of these I'd like to say a few words for Doris Bauer. Ms. Bauer died last night if complications from breast and lung cancer at the age of 58. Ms. Bauer called the radio station the FAN daily with her insights on the Mets and rarely complained. Besides suffering from cancer she also suffered from elephant man syndrome. Ms. Bauer never got married or learned to drive and read 5 newspapers a day. Her life was the New York Mets and her family was the FAN. Rest in peace Doris you will never be forgotten.

What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: eyes
2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: no
3. Would you marry for money?: no, but it would be nice if it was an added bonus
4. Have you had braces?: yes
5. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: yes
6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself intentionally?: no
7. When was the last time you had a hickey?: summer
8. Could you live without a computer?: frankly,no
9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: AIM
10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: around 200
11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be?: 1980s wooo
12. Do you drink enough water?:no, i get dehydrated often
13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: Off
14. What is your favorite fruit?: blueberries,raspberries, or rhubarb
15. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: wheat
16. What is your favorite place to visit?: Barbados or San Fransisco
17. What is the last movie you saw?: Waiting for Guffman
18. Do you kiss on the first date?: erm in a sense
19. Are you photogenic?: I am the least photogenic person ever
20. Do you dream in color or black and white?: no
21. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: no i bite my nails
23. Do you have any dimples?: no
24. Do you remember being born?: is that possible?
25. Why do you take surveys?: because I have no life
26. Do you drink alcohol?: not really
27. Did you like or do you like school?: yes, i am a nerd so i enjoy school
28. What is the most beautiful language?: french, definetely not German
29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake?: no
30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: sunsets
31. Do you want to live to be 100?: yes, so I can get my name on a smuckers jar on the today's show
32. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair?: yes
33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most?: salty
34. Is a flat stomach important to you?: not extremely
35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?:yeah i think they are retarded
36. Are you loyal?: yes
37. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs?: yes
38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: on
39. Do you believe in magic?: "If you believe in fairies clap your hands."-ET
40. Do you have nightmares frequently?: nope
41. Do you like your nose?: yes, it's not that jewish
42. Do you like abstract art?: yes
43. Do you think you can draw well?: NO
44. Do you listen to music daily?: Yes
45. Do you like to watch cartoons?: of course!
46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: I'm jewish I always knew he was fake
47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: like 10
48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?:i wear the same 3 sneakers
49. Do you write poetry?: sometimes
50. Do you snore?: no
51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: sides
52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?: i hate dogs
53. Do you lick stamps?: yes
54. Do you use an electric can opener?: no, I hate them.
55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: no
56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: physical
57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads?: no
58. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: yes
59. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: Piano.
60. Are you a sex addict?: no
61. Do you know someone who has cancer?: Yes
63. Do you hunt?: No
64. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?: I prefer expensive restaurants, but i visit fast food ones more often
65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?: museum
66. Do you have a middle name? yes
67. Are you basically a happy person?: yes
68. Are you tired?: no
69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: yes
70. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: no
71. How many phones do you have in your house?: 6 i think
72. How long is your hair?: medium length
73. Do you get along with your parents?: most of the time
74. What color of eyes do you prefer?: green or brown
75. Are you a virgin?: yes
76. What medications do you take?: none
77. What does your bedroom look like?: purple, l shaped, white whicker furniture,cluttered

(destruction is a form of creation)

Time:	4:57 pm.
Mood:	full.
Music:	Green Eyes-Coldplay.

This morning I woke up and their was a spanish guy on my roof with a crude tool in his hand (the painter), still scary! Later, Erica, Melissa and I AKA. (JWBs) went out to IHOP for breakfast, we took a bunch of random pictures and people gave us dirty looks! Always fun. I made like some crazy syallbus like my mom did for their Florida trip last night twas funny. We went to famous brand and I found giraffe pants. We got some candy and Erica tried on a cat in the hat hat! Woo, I'm still full from breakfast. After IHOP I came home and watched Waitng for Guffman, I LOVE THAT MOVIE! I watched the deleted scenes too which are quite comical. Here's another on of them newfangeled surveys.
ABOUT YOU:
Full birth name: Birth? Nicole Allison Feldman
Hair color: black
Eye color: green
Height currently: 5'2"
Glasses/contacts: tortoise plastic frame
Birthdate: june 15,1989
Star sign: gemini
STUFF:
Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no
Want someone you don't have right now: yes
Ever liked a close guy/girl friend: yes
Are you lonely right now: no
Ever afraid you'll never get married: no
Do you want to get married: yes
Do you want kids: yes

FAVORITE:
Room in house: kitchen/my room
Type of music: rock
Song: hmm proably Baba Oreilly-The Who
Memory: my first memory is my 4th bday party at Nunnely's
Day of the week: saturday
Color: purple,blue
Perfume (or cologne): so pink-gap
Flower: rose
Month: june or july

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
Cried: no
Bought something: yes
Gotten sick: no
Sang: yep
Said "I love you": no
Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no
Met someone new: no
Moved on: no
Talked to someone: yes
Had a serious talk: sorta
Missed someone: yeah
Hugged someone: yes
Kissed someone: no
Fought with your parents: no
Dreamed about someone you can't be with: no
Had a lot of sleep: yes

Future?:
Do you want to get married: yes
If so, what age would you like to be married: 27-33
Who will you marry: a intellectual but not a metrosexual
What do you want to do when you grow up: an urban planner,writer,director, or critic
Where will you live: west coast
Do you want to have kids: yes
If so, how many: 2-4
What would you name them: no idea

Favorites?:
Food: sushi
Movie: Donnie Darko, anything by Christopher Guest, The Coen Brothers, Darren Aronofsky, or Kevin Smith Fight Club, Any 80s teen movie many more...
TV show: Six Feet Under, South Park,playmakers is very entertaining!
Beverage: water
Alcoholic beverage: cannot yet be determined
School subject: english
Teacher: Mr. D'ambrosio
Radio station: Fan 660
Book: The Last Picture Show, Fight Club, The Virgin Suicides, Requiem for a Dream, Franny and Zooey, thats all i can think of...
Holiday: Thanksgiving
Sport: to watch baseball, to play basketball
Fast food: Wendy's or Taco Bell
Color to wear: blue gray or green
Number: 6
Place to eat: Nobu, Balthazar, Genki!
Ice cream flavor: cookie dough, phish food

What was the last:
Thing you ate: IHOP
Thing you drank: water
Song you heard: Butterfly-Weezer
Show you watched: an infomerical on some food processor
Thing you said: ok
Person you saw: dad
Person who called you: Erica
Person you called: also Erica
Person you hugged: dad
Last car you rode in: Mrs. Brown's

...Another...

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
[x] spanish men with crude objects
[x] infectious diseases
[x] life in general

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
[x] Erica
[x] Olivia
[x] Liz/Kathryn

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
[x] Good Movies
[x] Good Friends
[x] Good Times

THREE THINGS I HATE:
[x] people who are overly politically correct
[x] Yankees fans
[x] close minded people

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
[x] everyones need to be different
[x] how the yankees can exist
[x] how only 10 people in my grade enjoy Christopher Guest

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
[x] laptop
[x] assorted pens/pencils/markers/gluesticks/staplers/scissors
[x] random papers

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
[x] Reading
[x] Listening to music
[x] Typing

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
[x] Write a book
[x] Direct or write a movie
[x] "see my name in lights"
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
[x] read
[x] write
[x] annotate texts!
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
[x] Sing
[x] dance
[x] vote

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
[x] shy
[x] witty
[x] weird

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
[x] green eyes
[x] crazy hair
[x] tan skin

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
[x] Your parents
[x] Clint Mansell
[x] the flower people

THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
[x] Debbie Mayerson
[x] George steinbrenner
[x] national enquirer
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
[x] really?
[x] remember when...
[x] Everybody dance

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
[x] Sushi
[x] Real Italian
[x] Authentic Mexican
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
[x] Latin
[x] Guitar
[x] The meaning of life!
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
[x] Water
[x] Snapple
[x] Tazo Tea

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
[x] Legends of the Hidden Temple
[x] Are you afraid of the dark?
[x] Clarissa Explains it all

(destruction is a form of creation)

Time:	10:24 pm.
Mood:	calm.
Music:	Bad Day-REM.

First Name: Nicole
Sex: female
DOB: July 15, 1989
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Height: 5'2"
Eye color: green
Hair color and length: black with red highlights, similar to a black persons
Location: rockville centre

[ Friends ]
Are you popular: negative
Do your friends really know you: not really
Are there traits in you, that are universally liked: my sense of humor maybe
Do you trust others easily: no
Have you lost any friends: i think so
Do you have more guy, or girlfriends: girl
Ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend: no that's bitchy
[ Love Life ]
Is there a difference between a crush and being in love: they're on 2 totally different spectrums
Are you (honestly) afraid of commitment: no, so if you're interested lemme know
Are you attracted to people with accents: who isn't!
Do long distance relationships work: never!
Do you prefer to move fast, or slow in a relationship: fast
Are you usually the first to ask a person out: nah
[ Appearance ]
Do you think you look attractive: nope
Do you have any freckles: if you look closely, none
What about birthmarks: yes
Describe your style: whatsever comfortable
Ever go to a beauty salon: yes
What do you think others think of your style: ask them
How long would it take you to get ready each morning: 30-40 minutes
What first impression do you often give others: quiet,smart
Do you think you're a friendly person: no
Have you ever hurt anyone unintentionally: yeah
Are you mean: occasionally
Are you smart: yes, or so i'm told
Are you outgoing: in certain areas
Are you confident in yourself: in certain areas
[ The Future ]
Where do you see yourself in 10 years time: starting my second year at graduate school
Where would you like to be in 10 years time: graduate school
Future job: urban planner
Future car: something pratical like a volkswagen
Going to have children: sure
What will you name them: NO IDEA
At what age would you like to be married: after i've established a career so late 20s early 30s
Your idea of the perfect wedding: on a tropical beach
[Curren]
Clothes: plaid pj pants and a red shirt
Make up: none
Mood: content
Music: REM
Taste: toothpaste
Hair: wet, i just got out of the shower
Color of nails: clear
[ Last Person ]
You hugged: I don't know
You fought with: mommy dearest
You played dress up with: Erica and I used to play all the time
You emailed: who uses email
You instant messaged: mj
You kissed: I don't kiss and tell- kd
You yelled at: mom
Who yelled at you: mom
Who broke your heart: never been broken
[ Random Questions ]
Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra: not at night
Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide: no it's their choice
Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: calm
Do you dream at night time: hells yes
Are you right-handed, left-handed, or ambidextrous: lefty
What do you fear: failing
Who is the hottest girl/guy in your school: hmmm this one kid...

(2 burned it to the ground | destruction is a form of creation)

Time:	4:28 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	Magazines-Brand New.

This morning my mother and 8 other middle aged crisis going throughers left for a four day excursion in Florida and now Grandma's here, yay! I think I'll do one of those things where I talk about each period.
1) Gym- Nothing special, we ran two laps and discussed the physical fitness test, after that we played a violent game of horse.
2) Science Research Skills- Ms. Wienriech gave Kathryn and I about 15 pages of research on string theory, that kathyrn and I isolated a fruit fly and he's still in a desk draw.
3) French- Marisa "affected everyone with the talking virus."
4) Science- Reviewed for the test tomorrow, Mr.D'ambrosio almost chopped his finger of with some clay saw. 3 students in our class mistakened him for a trained medical professional.
5) Lunch- Adam and I further planned the tetherball tournament and discussed filming a mockumentry on the temple.
6) English- Best class all day, Ms. Mayerson almost had an emotional breakdown in front of our class and literally froze midsentence for 3 minutes. I asked her a question and she just didn't answer. She then moved our test to Wednesday and haphazardly filed our test papers. Jackie and I think she will breakdown crying by the 3rd quarter.
7) Global- Easy open book exam.
8) Theater- 5 people presented their speeches, unfortunately Raquel didn't I was really looking forward to critiquing it.
9) Math- long drawn out and boring.

After school I went to Adam's inagural meeting for Religion quasi cultural awareness and tolerance. It should be a good club everyone go next time. Tonight I have an online fantasy basketball draft yay. Saturday is the eagerly anticipated tetherball tourney. An extensive review will be posted on Saturday night/Sunday.

(5 burned it to the ground | destruction is a form of creation)

Subject:	Fill me up
Time:	5:57 pm.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	Orange Crush-REM.

fill this shi out.
1.Am I cute?
2.Am I crazy?
3.Am I lovable?
4.Am I funny?
5.Am I annoying?
6.Am I psycho?
7.Am I daring?
8.Am I a good person?

*Would You*
1.Hug Me?
2.Miss me if I was gone?
3.kiss me?
4.make out with me?
5.Listen to my problems?
6.Be a good friend?
7.Run evil social espionage missions for me?

*
1.Ever go out with me?
2.If you already have, would you do it again?
3.Kiss me?
4.Marry me if you could?
5.Ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up?
6.Make out with me in a cemetery?
7.Snuggle with me?

*
1.How Well Do You Know Me?
2.When's my birthday?
3.Who is my best friend?
4.Who am I crushing on/dating?
5.Favorite color?
6.Favorite Animal?
7.Favorite song/songs?
8.Favorite music groups?
9.What song would you dedicate to me?

*If You Could*
1.Give me a new name, it would be?
2.Do one thing with me, it would be?
3.Drop me a piece of advice, it would be?
4.Kidnap me for a day, where would we go?

*Just a few questions*
1.What do you love about me?
2.What do you hate about me (seriously)?
3.What is my best quality?
4.If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
5.What is your honest opinion about me?
6.What would you do if I sang out of tune?

*
1.what song (if any) reminds you of me?
2.Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
4.Have you ever had a dream about me?
5.Do you think I'm a virgin?
6.If you just met me how old would you guess I am?
7.Am I huggable?
8.If you could give me anything... what would it be?
9.If you could promise me anything.. what would it be?

*Personal*
1.Am I ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, hot, etc?
2.Do you ever think about me offline?
3.If you could describe me in one word... what would that word be?
4.Do you/have you ever had a crush on me?
5.When we first met, what were your thoughts? (if you've met/talked to me?)
6.If you had to describe to someone who I am and what I am like, what would you tell them?
7.What are my faults?
8.My strengths?

*Everybody*
1.Do you wish we were closer?
2.Why aren't we closer?