| Sunday, November 22nd, 2009 |
thespian15
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12:05a |
You Are Angel
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You have a pretty dark past, but you've changed your ways... and possibly not by choice.
These days, you try to do your best to be a good person. You have a sore spot for anyone who hurts anyone else.
You are a true romantic, but you can't be with the person you truly love. And you are completely torn up about it.
At your core, you're a loner. You are light-hearted and funny, but deep down you're really quite tormented.
| I am not to sure about the first part, but the rest kind of sounds like me. :p |
| Saturday, November 21st, 2009 |
kikinryan
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10:00a |
Laundry is done Kitchen is cleaned (dishes and sinks need to be done still) Hannah's room is cleaned Livingroom is cleaned Yup, I'm on a roll. Just need to clean laundry room after the last few loads go into the dryer (the last load is in the wash machine). Want to get lots done today so tomorrow I can relax and enjoy myself. hhhhmmm.... I'm gonna go take out some hamburger so I can make stroganoff for supper tonight. Yummy... I love being able to cook with my slow cooker. hahaha. |
| Friday, November 20th, 2009 |
kikinryan
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2:11p |
okay, so I wrapped all the xmas presents for Hannah. She's got 7 so far.... not including her doll carriage b/c we're not going to wrap it. Going to set it up on xmas eve. But I'm still bored now. |
kikinryan
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1:06p |
ugh... I'm so bored :o( |
kikinryan
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11:23a |
Well I bought new pj bottoms for the hospital. They were like $6.97 plus tax. Not going to complain. lol. Bought Hannah a little toy camera as well, some xmas bows for presents, a card, stickers, window decals, some chocolates (for me), and I think that was about it. Spent about 40 all together. Plus mailing out the card with the stickers. Now I'm just relaxing. I got a price qoute on getting my hair cut and coloured and they said $55 which is CHEAP!! Gonna talk to Ry about it, and then if he says yes, I'm going to make arrangements for Hannah to go to Alice's b/c she's been dying to go there and play with Colby. Plus it gives Momma a break, and I have the dentist on Monday as well at 4:15 for a quick cleaning. Okay time to go get ready for lunch.. I kinda wanna go out for lunch.. a bowl of soup with some garlic toast would be amazing right now.. hahaha. &herats; Kelly |
kikinryan
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9:27a |
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kikinryan
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8:51a |
I'm trying so hard to get in the xmas mood, but it's so hard when there's NO snow!! I've been listening to xmas music the last 2 days... but I've gotten nothing. I need to get my xmas email cards done as well. Just have to get Hannah kinda dressed up, so I can take a pic of her, then picnik it and send it off to friends and family on the net. Anyways I need to get some stuff done before Hannah and I head uptown. Yikes!! |
| Thursday, November 19th, 2009 |
kikinryan
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9:56p |
ugh, my side is still very sore... hopefully tomorrow it'll be better. I want to walk uptown tomorrow as well. Whatever though, nothing I can do if it's not better. |
kikinryan
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3:32p |
Just watched my sister's keeper and cried my eyes out. lol. It's such a good movie.. I can't even explain it... you just have to watch it. I even went through a box of kleenex... haha |
kikinryan
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10:47a |
Okay went grocery shopping. This is what I got for $30 4 apples ( 2 red, 2 green) green grapes 2 bananas 1 bag of carrots 4 kiwis 2 pears 2 containers of yogurt (raspberry and strawberry) 2 box of popcorn (3 bags per box) 1 2 litre of pepsi 1 2 litre of 2% milk 1 1 litre of egg nog 2 king size chocolate bars (smarties and aero) 1 carton of xl eggs 1 box of fish fries
Yup, I think I did pretty good for getting all of that for $30. And most of it's healthy too.. yay!! Anyways going to go throw a load of laundry in the wash machine. ♥ Kelly |
thespian15
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9:46a |
Diet Update.... FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had a good week. YAY me. :p Yes, I finally lost some weight since coming back from vacation.
Today's Weight: XXX.X lbs
Lost or Gained This Week: - 1.8 lbs
Total Lost or Gained: - 21.1 lbs
Now with some dental work going on, I will hopefully be extra good for a day or two. Lol……….. |
kikinryan
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7:35a |
What a night, I didn't get to sleep til like 10:30ish.. I had braxton hicks all night... my left side of my belly feels like I bruised it some how... the dog was hogging the bed, it was dry in my room, my nose is plugged and my throat hurts.. yup, what a great night :o( Today I need to pick up my fruit and veggie coupon, plus I get my fruit and veggie bin for the month today. I really need to go shopping for some meat on Friday... hopefully we can do it. We'll have to see otherwise we're going to live on pasta. We also need some eggs too. Oh gawd, I feel like we're never going to catch up on everything, esp since we're running out of things and have no money to replace it all. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Things are gonna be fine, I know that they will. We just need to pay more attention to what we spend... plus we won't be going out of town for at least 3.5 wks when we go pick up our new lazy boy chair, but then we have some xmas shopping to do then. Ugh.... this sux ass. Anyways I need to go make some hot chocolate or tea to drink to help my throat. ♥ Kelly |
cosmicpiano
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12:16a |
Eternal Sonata....
BOOOONE-CRUMBLEEEEE!
I have entered a place where I can't...feel... |
| Wednesday, November 18th, 2009 |
cosmicpiano
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5:24p |
Sleep deprived and as I die All the demons in me cry Victory
It was her all along Why did I ever sing that song Aloud
Emptiness where nothing holds Lying where no truth was told To me
And as she lay dying and as she lay screaming, he cried out in agony "Encore" No more And as she lay dying and as she lay screaming, he cried out in sweet revenge "I'm sorry but I've found a different whore!" |
cosmicpiano
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5:16p |
This is happening this isn't happening this isn't happening this isn't happening. I'm reeling...spinning...and my hands go numb. Tonight I don't want to exist. Even with the peace I felt this morning. I'm torn apart. Of all the girls he could have chosen...It all makes sense though. I knew he wanted to fuck her. I knew she was what she really wanted. A true hippy. A confident girl who doesn't get worked up about anything. This is it. Current Mood: depressed |
kikinryan
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1:52p |
No more cleaning for me today. I've got a cramp on my left side after moving around Hannah's room. Just gonna take it easy for the rest of the day. Minus the usual, dishes, laundry... etc. Maybe Ry will be a sweetheart and do the dishes tonight after supper. hahaha. I must be dreaming... lol. I think a nap sounds good right about now. |
thespian15
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9:24a |
Well, I had my dentist appointment this morning. :( $80 for one xray and a brief exam to be told they can either patch it with a filling that may last for a while or it may last a month or two. That or they could put a crown on it. :( The filling would cost about $200. The crown would cost about $900. Some choice a filling that may last, or it might not. Or an expensive crown. I didn't want to, but I am going with the crown. :( I go back tomorrow for the first part. She said, I don't have to pay until the second part, but I think I will pay tomorrow if they will let me so I can get my insurance process started. Mother Mayo isn't the speediest when it comes to paying us back. What's my chance of getting paid back before Christmas? My money is on slim to slimmer. :p Current Mood: frustrated |
kikinryan
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9:39a |
Break time. I just need to put Hannah's toys back in her room, and then switch dressers with Ryan. Then her room is done. Might wait for Ry to come home after school to get into my room to re-arrange it. I can feel that I'm already doing too much.. :( As of my ultrasound it's Monday at 10:30am... yay!! I'm hoping for some good news such as not having to have a c-section. So cross your fingers for me. Hannah is having fun with all her toys in the livingroom right now. lol. I guess it also doesn't help that she's watching Nick Jr channel.. the backyardigans.. lol. Anyways I'm off to play a game on here. Kelly |
kikinryan
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5:54a |
Ugh, I cannot sleep. I never did get to mine and Hannah's room. THat's the plan for today sometime. Okay so I never did get back to you about the diabetes test. I do NOT have to get it done b/c I'm not a high risk case.. yippee!!! So happy about that. But I'm still waiting for the hospital to call me about my ultrasound. They called yesterday, I called back but there was no response. Hopefully I can get it done by the end of the week. Okay I'm gonna go watch some tv and hope I can fall back asleep. ♥ Kelly |
| Tuesday, November 17th, 2009 |
christinarenee3
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10:22p |
WHOA it's been way too long I can't believe the last time I wrote in here was September 21st.....eeek i need to get better at this. Here's an update....finished insanity...got really bad with it with only two weeks to go....my shifts at work really didn't help....didn't really lose any more weight bc of it (I think it's bc I need to lose more fat and work on my stamina and endurance before a workout like that will help...i did get EXTREMELY muscular tho...my legs and arms ewre toned for the most part...)...good news is I've been 163.5 consistently and just this morning that's where I was still....so yes I've gained a little back...GOOD NEWS tho...I have 3 papers and then I have a 6 week break from school (quarters are amaaazing) and I'm getting back into the routine of my 6 day a week workouts and healthy eating habits....i'm not working over my break bc I have a job here at school and this is my last chance to spend quality time with my family...bc i'm 99% positive in june or july after graduation I'm moving to California with my best friend :)....so TOMORROW....i'm gonna start working out and basically being the best that I can be! I'm so excited that I have that long to stay at home with no work, classes, or hw...it is very well deserved LOL and i WILL do better at keeping you guys posted Then: 168.5lb Now: 163.5lb Loss: -5lb Current Mood: excited |
kikinryan
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12:46p |
Laundry room is washed down.. yay!! Gonna go clean up Hannah's room now. |
kikinryan
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11:20a |
Re-arranging the house today. The livingroom is already done. Gonna work in the laundry room which consists of just sweeping, mopping kind of thing. Kitchen is dishes, sweep, mop. Bathroom is clean. Want to re-arrange my bedroom b/c it's too hard for me to get out of the bed. I have a few ideas. Might have to give Hannah, Ry's dresser, and Ry take Hannahs. That way I can put his dresser in our closet. Put my clothes bin upstairs b/c it's full of summer clothes and it's not like I'll be wearing them anytime soon... lol. Yup, so that's my plans for today. Gonna be tired and sore tonight but at least my house will be clean. But I'm making sure that I'm taking breaks and such as needed. Do a little bit... take a break... do some more.. take a break kind of thing. Anyways I'm gonna go play a game while I'm on my break. ♥ Kelly |
d4nc3w1thm3
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9:13a |
I'm moving back to Edmonton!! Lol. Apartment hunting on Saturday... Job hunting... Work in progress... Selling horse...
I wanna move now!! |
| Monday, November 16th, 2009 |
kikinryan
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9:42a |
I just realized that I've never done the diabetes test while being pregnant. I'm already 30 wks. I'll just see at my next appointment if they can just prick my finger and do it that way. There is no way in hell that I'll be able to drink that orange crap, and sit there for an hour with Hannah. She love's to run up and down the hall way.... touch things, you name it. I also have to mention at my dr appointment next week about another ultrasound, to see whether or not we need a c-section, which I hope we don't. The epidurals scare the crap outta me. I hate the thought of something going into my spine.
Well yesterday we did a little more xmas shopping. hahaha. We bought 2 rolls of tinkerbell wrapping paper for Hannah, a tinkerbell advent calender, some xmas cards, tape and of course chocolates. lol. I was a very stressful person yesterday... everything was setting me off. It wasn't a pretty sight. Then I was up for about an hour last night, my stomach was killing me. Now I'm up, and still waiting for Hannah to get up. She woke up in the middle of the night, took her diaper off, went pee, I dumped it, then she just went back to bed with no diaper on. I'm hoping that she doesn't have an accident b/c that would ruin her day.
Okay but I need to go get ready before Hannah wakes up. |
| Sunday, November 15th, 2009 |
shadowanddust
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2:45p |
I like Mest lots. Sometimes listening to the music I loved back then makes me wonder if music journalism isn't worth a shot... but then, I realise that I like being in community way too much. |