| Back home again for the weekend... |
[23 Sep 2006|03:05pm] |
So, even though I promised myself i was going to stay at home because i figured there was going to be SO much going on...well I'm back home again. I've been home 4 weekends in a row now, and the only reason i did it was because there was absolutely NOTHING going on at school. It's DEAD on the weekends! And the guy i'm interested usually calls a lot but he didn't...and i don't want to make myself seem too available by calling him, because it's already happened a few times this week. But God really worked a miracle, an answered prayer. Just when I binged this morning, this older man from my work called and wanted me to fill in for him tonight. I work at a restaurant and I'm walking around for 6 hours straight, plus i get money and I just LOVE going to my job :-) I really do :-) So I was so amazed how quickly God listened. It's happened two days in a row. What do yall think? Weekends are a rough patch for me, I've binged the past 3-4 weekends in a row but I lose it all during the week when i go back to school, so by Friday i feel amazing, but i had this slump i go through, it makes me feel absolutely HORRIBLE. I want to keep my eye on "The Prize" but i can see is me doing school for, and it just seems useless to me. Sometimes i have a hard time looking forward to things, because i see nothing outside the ED some days.
I made a "Wish List" which has kept my mind really occupied (during class too), of things i want to achieve THIS year, all the way through the rest of my life. Why are weekends such a slump? BOOO, i think it's because all week, i focus on what i have to do for school and when there is no school, i don't know what to do with myself. Grrr... frusterating. I need yall's advice!
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[23 Sep 2006|09:10pm] |
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Ramadan. No eating. Heheeeee.
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