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o.o [01 Sep 2003|03:59am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | jilvhfkhb! ] Hi. xD I've been gone for awhile, haven't I? Yes. -cackles.- Errr.. anyway. loss of C O N T R O L alone in WONDERLAND Crazy rant journal, add us! ;D Bye now. <3 din [ 1 ] tattoo your name

and yes it seems I'm going nowhere really fucking fast! [28 Apr 2003|05:30pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Nowhere Fast X Incubus ] Wow. Yesterday was the last day of vacation. ;-; Hardly remember much except for Friday-Sunday.. so, let's rewind. Friday went to the mall. Saw the usual peoples, and Tom, who was drunk.Then like.. we went back to April's, got more drunk.Pft -- * edit for friday * Andrew showed up for a few hours. 'Twas fun. Hadn't seen him in MONTHS, so yeah.. was good to see him and stuffers. Real good. ;x He went off to a rave though, but still.. whee.. Saturday I went to the mall again, and Matt showed up around 7, in the food court. Me and 'Day had these odd squirty animal things, and were squirting people with them. Then we all got separated, Matt went off with Cynthia somewhere.. and I was with 'Day and everyone. So we all go down to Mickey D's and chizill, y0. Outside and shiz, had fun.I made up a song.. because, one of the animals was a penguin.."I love the penguin, and the penguin loves me!! So come cuddle with meeeeee.." Haha. Oh yeah, and Casey was on the fucking floor, OUTSIDE, with her new boyfriend `Myke`. He's 16, way too mature, and way too hot for her.And he looks just like the lead singer of JEW!AHH!!Pfft-- she's so immature. -Jealous.->_>; Anyway, we all went back inside, and Frank hugged me's a bit, 'cause I really wanted to be cuddled. Then Matt came along.. heh.. he said he wanted to go outside, so we went off on our own. Well, we were out there for 2 seconds before it got way too crowded, so we sat in a corner in between the doors.He leaned on me and held my hand..:D.. and he told me he got me a Kidney Thieves shirt from Cali!! Yay!! Heh. But he forgots it in the hotel, so he has to wait until they mail it. -.- My Dad called then, and I drove Matt home. I came home, and I realized I missed him. I mean.. really miss him, so dumped Carlos ( he understood and stuff ) and asked Matt back out.;D I missed him alot.. and just.. he's a decent guy, and I really like him.I don't care what other people say, he's what I want.I like him for who he is.. so yeah.. :P So, Saturday night we planned a date to go see 'Holes'. A DATE.After all the bf's I've had, I've never been on a date.xD He paid for me and everythings.. and rawr, the movie didn't start yet and we were already kissing. Heh. The movie was pretty good from what I saw, yeah.. ;x School was fun today. I'm in a funny mood. Came home and started singing a song about urination and my window being open.Haha. All for now. <33 diinerz tattoo your name

That is your.. privileeeeege... [23 Apr 2003|09:50pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Privilege X Incubus ] You're ideal boyfriend is Brandon Boyd(incubus)! You love the skinny, pretty surfer type. His skinny belly and tribal tattoos drivmake you wild! and all you wanna do is lie on the beach with him all day and stroke is hair. Who do you wish your boyfriend was?? brought to you by Quizilla hell yeah!Brandon is one sexy bish.And, as Nikki said, "Brandon Boyd is full of sex." Yeah, that's why I have constant dreams about fucking him. xD Hah, well, the closest I get to Brandon, is Carlos, and that's good enough for me. <3333333 carlos. Rawr. Nothin' really happened todays, sat around.. yeah, didn't go to the Dock t. show.. -only loser home.- :P Well, payce. _ the dina [ 2 ] tattoo your name

meh.. -.- [23 Apr 2003|03:12am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Greener With The Scenary X The Used ] Ick. Haven't updated in a while, nothing much happened.. really, just general stuff.Katie ran away, or got kicked out of her house last night, and she needed somewhere to stay.My mom wouldn't let her stay here, so she went to Megan's.I worried all night, and in the morning I talked to Meg, she said Kat was at April's.. soo.. I was supposed to go there anyway. I saw Katie.. my God.. yeah, and we all chilled.Dyed her hair orange.And like.. not even an hour later, the cops show up, and pick up Katie. e.e After all that, Marj ended up at 'Ril's and we all went down to 7-11, then to like.. this really cool goth.. something.. vintage store.Has lotsa stuff. Goin' there tomorrows.^^ After that, we went back to Aprils house, Nicole was there.. damn, I never realized how nuts she was.Haha.Ate dinner, watched some TV, then went home.. ugh, man, I'm so worried about Katie.I mean.. no one has any idea how much I care about her..I love her, too.Yes, I'm attracted to her.. but I dunno, feel somethin' deep for Katie. I hope she's okay.. and who ever told her Mom she was on Staten Island, well, I'm kickin your ass. Hah. I miss Dave.. still.. shit.It hurts when you don't have you're other half.. gah..Dave, where are you? e.e On a lighter note, I'm with my friend Carlos now.Hell yeah. Carlos.. has a job, and a car..and actually care's about me.Not to mention he's obessesed with Incubus as much as I am. n.n; .. guess some things are good.. <33333 the carlos ;] _ 'd tattoo your name

cheating always gets it faster. ;/ [17 Apr 2003|12:18pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | Get It Faster X JEW ] Wow. Yesterday. . was the most awesome last day EVER. I went to the mall straight after school, and met up with Linds, Casey, Steven ect .. just as they were going inside. We wandered for a bit, then went to go pick-up April, Katlyn ( april's friend ) and 'Day at the food court.After that, we all went to chizill at CVS and Spencer's and shizzie, April had these really sharp sporks and she gave me one. Hah. We started stabbing people, and eachother with them.. and like.. brushing people's hair with 'em.xD After that, we went down to Chevy's, y0. Picked up Matt, chilled there for a few.. then le scatter. We somehow got separated, and I was hungry, so me, April, Katlyn, and Matt went down to Mickey D's, and we met up with Marj! Roar. So I gots my free meal, and dude's.. there was this really scary lady there. She looked like a scary-lizard person, and her double-chin was all flabby. xDD After we were done, we went outside to 'the cool place'. April and everyone skated around and shizzie, Katlyn had these really sticky bubbles.. lmao. Then the whole posse came.. of like.. 15 people, and we all migrated down to the little island park place. Hah. That was awesome. We all just started fooling around and shit.. climbin' trees, people tagged up me and Aprils' stomachs, and we made a human pyramid.xD There are pics of that, can't wait for Em's to get them developed.Well, after romping around for about 4 hours, and climbing trees, we were all hot and sticky and shit.. so we wents back into the mall. And we meet up with Tom. ;D Heh, then chillin in the food court, met this awesome guy Mark, that went out with Cat, Casey's sister. He's just.. cool.After that, Matt got kicked out, we said goodbye and shiz.. then we all romped back outside to Chevy's. It started drizzlin' and Casey held me, and so did Mark. xD I gots his sns, sc0re. Haha. oh yeah! When my mom came to pick me up, she saw Widget and was all.. "ewww.. who IS that kid with really big pants so low!?" and I'm like.. "Oh.. that's Widget." and she goes.. "He looks like a wannabe." So.. as we pull away, I yelled out the window.. "HAHA!GUYS! MY MOM EVEN THINKS WIDGET IS A POSER!! >D" Yuppers. Then I went home. Can't really remember much, so much happened yesterday, and it was so god damn awesome. Meh. When I got home,I decided to dump Matt. No, not just on a spur, I'd been thinking about it, but somehow, I couldn't. So Andrew told him. -.- I dunno what went wrong. Things just.. weren't working. He wasn't so into it, and we weren't going anywhere, anyways. Rich said we didn't look like a couple, and everyone thinks I can do better.Oh, well. I'm done with breaking hearts, and my own being broken, I'm gonna stay single for a while. Blah. Oh yeah, thanks to April, my new nickname is 'Duck.' So.. payce 0ut, y0. _ duck ( PS: check out the new icon. wut wut. ) [ 1 ] tattoo your name

-Knock, knock.- Anybody home? [15 Apr 2003|06:15pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Is Anybody Home? X Our Lady Peace ] Wow. o.o Haven't updated in a while.. well, not much has happened.. ja, nothing. Yesterday was me and Matt's 2 month Anniversary, awwie? o_0 Chris is claiming to be bi-polar, now. Haha. Bish. And well, the weather is really nice. Wowza. Hope it stays.. it's like.. walking weather.Pool party weather, hell yes. Tomorrow is the last day of school. w00.Gotta find some stuffers to do, though, Matt won't be here. ;( Oh well, I'm done now. Had nothin' really to say. _ diinerz ( andrew, get on the bus!>O ) tattoo your name

whomp whomp. [07 Apr 2003|01:31pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | 3 Libra's X A Perfect Circle ] Home today, because its FUCKING SNOWING. >O ugh. Anyway, last night was pretty fun. Marj and Matt came over, then we went to go see 'Old School'. Haha. Good movie, yes, for the parts of it I saw. ;x Erhm.. after the movie, they came back to my house, and ate my stew. o.o Matt used lotsa salt, and somehow they ended up putting popcorn in it, too.. while I watched. Then we had an odd convo.. about.. a pussy on your hand? and the middle finger.xD Then we fucked around on the computer, and they eventually left. Blah.. I talked to Chris on the phone last night. Heh. I think we're friends again. n.n; _ dizzina [ 1 ] tattoo your name

Spend nowhere with me . . [04 Apr 2003|09:06pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Serene Dream X Kidney Thieves ] Woo. Nikki made me a new layout. <3 Today, was an okay day. In Guitar class, Mr. Pepe told me to 'take advantage' of Nark and Ben. Lmfao.Um, after school I went to the mall and shit. Saw peoples, made out with Matt alot. n.n;.. yeah.. I wrote these poems last night, lookie, lookie. The End Well, you think I thought of us as a joke Your words hurt so bad I could choke And there are no more phone calls with you Still don't know what the fuck did I do You said I could tell you anything I did, but it blew up in my face so bad, it stings I just wanted to be honest with you Didn't you know my heart was true? How do you want me to apologize My anger building up inside I just wanted us to be friends Please don't tell me this is the end Perfect We were perfect So perfect Two hearts wrapped in one world But I was so perfectly incapable Of staying with you I was depressed with it all No more lying to you Thought honesty would be the best And we're angry again I think I'm feelin' sick, making-up with three simple words And everything seemed to perfect with us I'm sorry for dying inside Perfect So perfect I was suffocating in our love Nothing that's perfect lasts I'm sorry for dying inside - -Yeah, these are for a certain someone. <33 Diinerz [ 4 ] tattoo your name

2015 Riverside, it's time to say goodbye [03 Apr 2003|05:33pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | In This Diary X The Ataris ] Wowza's. I went to school today.. oh, go me.Yeah. It was Senior Freak-Out day, senior guys in drag. Ohh yeah, such a turn on. Hah.Um.. nothin' really happened, yeah. Big ass riot 6th period. Like any typical day in Port Richmond.. Guitar was fun. I laughed. The guys in my class are dumb? xD Yeah.. and like, everyone knew about Rockfest, like teachers and shit. I guess people read the paper, heh. My day was pretty okay. It kicked ass in many ways. Got to see everyone. ^_^ Nikki, I finished Queen Of The Damned. Now do my layout, bish. [ 3 ] tattoo your name

:/ [02 Apr 2003|07:43pm] [ mood | morose ] [ music | Sink Beneath The Line X Incubus ] Er.. doing this update thing, yes? Rockfest has been in the paper, twice. Haha. Losers. I haven't gone to school, being forced to tomorrow. Um.. my family sucks, yeah. I wish my parents would get a divorce already.. ;/ Yeah.. nothing going on, really. I'm grounded this weekend, so.. I'll probably see you all next week. _ Dina tattoo your name

FUCK, FUCK, FUCK THE POLICE!!! FUCK THEM!!!! [30 Mar 2003|12:08am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | In Winter X Kittie ] Ugggggh. Tonight was like a fucking bad movie. Yes.. here I go.. Alright, I left my house around 4, yes. Or ended up at Matts house at 4. Whatever. So, I get there, I looked and shit in his room and things, then we went to Baskin Robbins. The ice cream ended up more on eachother, then in our mouths. Hah. After that, we went back to his house, and watched 'Holy Grail', until like.. 6:15. Hah, that movie.. funnyness. So yup, at the show, we saw everyone and their fucking Mom's ( as April said ) . I finally find my own posse ( Linds, Wednesday, Casey.. the guys.. ect.. ) and the doors open for the show. And blah dee freakin' daa.. ran around the big ass gym, and waited for Pureflat to play. Hah. They rocked, there was a pit on the first song. Plus I know Rob, the bassist. Haha. I know that kid since the 6th grade, pretty odd. So, after them came Air-X. Aye.. god damnit, I moshed so fucking much, and kept skanking with April. xD It was just.. whee, I found Matt in the crowd.. yeah, but I lost him like a 100 times. So.. everyone got really, really crazy, and Beck<3 ( lead singer ) was like.. "When I say 1-2, you say FUCK YOU!" And of course we all did it. Mur hur. And people threw things at him, Matt threw his gum. Lmao. Yeah.. but after that, there was this crazy ass pit.. and then, dun dun .. COPS. God, Air-X was done, and I went to go pee.. ( couldn't find the bathroom, still haven't peed. ;/ ) and they wouldn't let us back in. They fucking cancelled the show. So..me and Matt were just trapped there, while all our friends were inside the gym. Mrm. So.. I ran down the hallway with him and everyone else going.. "fuck the police!" and we ended up outside. Outside.. meh.. I saw everyone AFTER the show gets cancelled. Blah.. like, Nicole Hartman, and Dave Colton. -Sigh.- So.. me and Matt just.. ran about.. and I finally ended up with some people.. and oh God.. Shit happened, that I don't know how. But.. yeah, anyway, I was all the way up on the sidewalk with Matt, I think we were talking to someone, and I turn around, and see these fucking cops grabbing Marcello and Shawn. They were just like.. "I DON'T FUCKING CARE! LEAVE!" So they fucking throw Shawn on the floor, like he's a fucking ragdoll, and the kid's SO skinny! They threw him on the floor, on his damn knees, and cuffed him. The same with Marcello. I just stood there with Aly and Matt and Curtis and everyone.. and I just stared.I was so horrified.I mean, these guys, I spend my days with them.. they're like, there for me.. I don't know, I mean, i've always hated cops, but this time it hit home.-Sigh.-All of us kept yelling, "Shawn, and Marcello.. we looooove you!!" behind the barricade and like thses cops just get in Curtis face. Meh, he was just standing there, yelling "Marcello" and they fucking arrested him, too! jkfiffijuddd. I don't really remember all the shit that happened then, just, alot of tears, alot of hugs. Just.. meh.. it was so cold, yeah, it was raining. Jamestown got arrested, but then they let him go. Marcello was brought downtown. I don't know where the fuck Curtis or Shawn are.. :/ Casey cried, and so did Ruthie. I held them. >>; I almost cried, but I didn't. It takes alot for me to cry, and I think I was too shocked to cry, anyway. It was your basic chaos. mrm..Finally, Emily's dad came, and Linds' mom was on the way, so, me, Aly, Emi and Matt went with Emily's dad, Casey, Wednesday, and Linds with Linds' Mom. Met up at Linds' gave her my pants to dry.. and yeah.. made-out with Matt on the basement floor. xD And so, my night ends. God.. I hate fucking police, I'm so upset, I hardly remember shit. And just.. mrm, this night was supposed to be fucking great, and instead it was horrible. Yet, it's the best, yet worst memory ever.And Matt was there through it all.. heh. Maybe that's why he didn't go see MSI, cuz if he did, I woulda had been there by myself, and I would've broken down. -Sigh.- I wanna go to bed so bad.. yet, I'm too worried about 'Cello, Shawn, and Curtis.. mrm.. Goodnight. 'That girl that dates Tit..' xD;; tattoo your name

If you want it, did you never want more . . [29 Mar 2003|12:18pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Girlscout X Jack Off Jill ] Dina had fun last night, Dina went to the mall. Dina saw all her fuckhead friends. >_>;; Dina is going to Rockfest tonight, along with half of Staten Island. Dina will have fun, kicking people in the head. Dina is going bye bye now. tattoo your name

They're picking at me, ripping at me. [27 Mar 2003|10:37pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Giving In X Adema ] Why the fuck am I so sad? Why am I crying..? Why am I bleeding? I don't get why I feel like someone just ate my heart out ( literally. ). Why the hell am I so upset .. :/ I had a great day today, celebrated Emi's b-day. Watched my friends dance around on a stage, and act stupid. I saw all the guys today, yeah, and I saw Matt. I don't get this. Everything is finally going right for me. My friends, are actually being, well, friends. School is okay, no one hates me, and I think I'm in love. Yet I cry, yet I bleed. I feel like I'm being ripped apart. And only one of you will understand this, I know. But it's ripping at me again, I feel like I'm being eaten alive. I just want to be happy. . Why can't I? _ dina tattoo your name

As I leave, will you be someone to say goodbye? [24 Mar 2003|06:15pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | The Last Song X The All-American Rejects ] Wow. Haven't updated since Friday. Mrm. :/ Not much has happened, yet stuff did? Hah. Let's begin . . Saturday was erhm.. shit. Yes. I felt really sick, and I still am. Damnit, I got an upper respritory infection, and on top of that PMS.>O Argh. Angry Dina.. rawr. Yeah, and I can't sleep, because I wheeze and cough when I lay down. e.e Anyways, on Saturday, I was supposed to go to an 18th b-day party for this girl Amanda.. ( one of Matt's friends who's gonna take pics of us ;D ) but I was sick, so Matt was going to stop by before the party. Well.. mrm..I went to go take a shower, and he was all telling me how he had to do his homework before he could go anywhere because his Mom was bitching. That was fine and dandy.. but gah, then he says that he's just gonna go to the party, because it started already.Well.. blah, I got really pissed and crap. e.e; Yeah, and he ended up going NOWHERE because of his Mom. So yeah, that was my Saturday, pretty damn shitty. Plus the fact that one of my Dad's friends were lurking around the house.. -Shudder.- The dude just came out of jail, and he reminded me of one of those child rapist's. Yeah.. and he saw me brushing my hair in the front of my face.. all.. going down my boob, and he just..stared. x.e; I like.. blinked, and slammed my bedroom door. Meh. Yesterday, I went to the mall, and met up with the usual crowd. ( Linds, Casey, Wednesday, Aly, Emi, James, Rich.. ect.. ) I was supposed to meet Matt there, but apparently, he never showed. -Sigh.- .Bleh.. so, yeah, at the mall, we found this awesome new spot near the parking lot. It's like a little niche in the back of the mall, where you can sit, and two walls on the sides, so if you sit in the way back, you can't really see anything. Heh. And we're gonna mark up the walls with couple stuff. It already says ' Tom <3's Emi - 3-22-03 ' xD Pretty ironic, because Tom was messing around with Katie yesterday. Yes, yes, Kat, God, I missed her sooo much. Haven't seen her since January. xD She's the only ex girlfriend of mine I don't hate. Mur hur. So yeah.. mall was pretty okay, though what I went there for, wasn't there. ( Matt.. durs.. ). Blech, Chris called me at 10:30 AM yesterday, too. Like.. I woulda been up? Haha. I called him in the middle of shit while at the mall. Pretty fooneh. xD Damn, Nikki<3 got me into punk/emo. Northstar and AAR. Yeah, and The Ataris. Meh.. they're really good.. Ut-oh's, em0z Diinerz. xDD; ._. I really need to talk to Matt, I haven't since Sunday morning..e.e; <3 Dins Updated : xD. Matt called me in the middle of my entry, and kicked me off. Mur hur. Damn.. people and ESP.. [ 3 ] tattoo your name

and you mean so much to me . . [21 Mar 2003|08:09pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Stay With Me X Finch ] Well, a Friday I thought was going to suck, didn't! ;D Eee.. I've been sick all week and shit, yeah. And I really missed Matt, and thought I wasn't going to see him. ;-; But rawr.. Marms brought him home with her! ^^; We basically just messed around in the house and shit.. yeah, really fun. Watched LOTR, and made fun of them all.. they smoke weed like in every scene! xD Yeah.. and I fed him ice cream, haha. And we said hi to Nikki on AIM.. and just stuff. This was the first time we just hung-out as being 'friends' since we couldn't kiss much, 'cause my Mom was there... in the next room.. lurking.. >_>;; But just.. it was good, ya know? I like him alot.. I think I more then like him.. think I'm fallin' in love. xD Maybe.. I dunno.. but, yeah, we fit together well. After all the hanging-out and stuff, Matt had to leave early cuz he was goin' to his Dad's. -Tear.- I walked him to the bus stop, and kissed him goodbye in the rain. Kissing + rain = good. ;D I'm so happy I'm in high spirits again, heh. <3 Dins [ 1 ] tattoo your name

Everyone says 'fuck this', 'fuck that'! >O FUCK, FUCK! [19 Mar 2003|05:10pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Pretty X Kidney Thieves ] Yeah, stayed home today 'cause.. I like.. threw-up, really late last night. e.e; And I was supposed to meet up with Matt after-school, but yeah, Mom said stay home. I just hope he's not mad.. blah.. .___. Yeah, well, in other news, I noticed.. something, in my whole group of friends, and other.. certain people. >>; No one gives a shit. Wow. Chris gave up on trying to get me back. Why? Because, I'm happier then I've ever been, and it's not with him. And he knows it. And now, as much as it hurts, I don't think that what we had was love. At all. It was depressing, it was hard, and, no matter how much I THINK it made me happy, it didn't. So, over and done with that. Meh.. glad we both moved on, yeah.. I think we're friends, no.. I hope we are.. :/ Okay, not many of you people read this shit.. so.. Alexness is giving up on Nikki. He just doesn't give a shit anymore.. and it's not only him. Almost every one of my friends are giving up on everything. It's one problem or another, and no one gives a shit. So, I'm going to take advice, and not give a shit.I don't really care about others' feelings anymore, if you don't like what I say, fuck you.Goodbye, nice to know you. And Chris, I'm happy with Matt, so shove it. Call me. ;D - Dinaness ( I got my tuna, who wants to be whacked? ;x ) [ 6 ] tattoo your name

Bush sucks my clit. o_O [17 Mar 2003|08:59pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Somewhere I Belong X Linkin Park ] Bush sucks. War can lick my clit. . . I'm going to go to bed tonight, and wake up, wondering what kind of world I've awoken to. e.e; - Dani fight war, not wars! >. [ 2 ] tattoo your name

you are stellar . . [17 Mar 2003|05:56pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Stellar X Incubus ] Wow. Weekend.. was, long? Yes. Really long.. and tiring.But fun. ;D Saturday, I met up with Matt and we went on over to Emi's house, since everyone else was at the Van Duzer show. >O So.. after wrestling around on her floor, and hitting Matt with a noisy.. frog thing.. >>; ( that Emi did to prevent us from making-out on her bed xD ) we went to the zoo. Yes, zoo. It was closing.. so we didn't get to see much.. but like, as we were leaving, we saw the most weird-looking bird. It like.. hissed at us, and shit. And it was all.. black and white, and it hardly had a face? It was like some mutant chicken.. it had a really long tail, and it's feathers looked like rubber. x.x Yeah.. so after that, me and Matt decide that we smell burgers in the air, and that we're hungry. So.. Emi tells us that Burger King is only a 10 minute walk away. 10 MINUTES!? We walked down fucking Clove Rd. and crap.. and through Westerleigh.. down damn Constant Ave.. all the way to Jewett. It was more like an hour's walk. Yeah, got so tired at one point that I just sat on the floor and listened to Tool. Mur hur. So.. yup, we eventually made our way's to Burger King, ate & shit, then Emi's dad came to get her. After that.. my Mom came for me and Matt.. and woooosh.. we went to go see a late movie. What movie, you say? Willard. Freaky. ass. movie. His mother. her.. toenail.. ew.. -shudders.- And Ben, is like.. some evil rat. And just.. meeeeh.. that movie was weird. But I had fun anyway. Heh. Come on.. 2 hours alone with Matt.. in the dark? o.0 Do the math. ;x Plus, we had some funny black dude behind us.. that actually made jokes that were FUNNY. Hah, how suprising. Yup, so after the movie we went back to my house for a while, then his Marmy came. ;D.. Saturday was th most fun I've had in a while. Heh.. My Matt.. all.. making me happy. <3 woosh. so.. that was my weekend.. or at least the most I can remember. Hah..hah. o.o; Later masturbators, _ Dinaness tattoo your name

Lookit me. I'm new. >>; [14 Mar 2003|09:43pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Arsenal X Kidney Thieves ] Well.. hello! I'm new to Blurty.. oh yes, due to peer pressure of a few friends of mine. -Cough.- Yes.. so, read my life, fuckheads!Yeah, and the people I write about.. aren't real!!! J/k. o.0.. and, now.. I shall go into my first entry.. ga-roar. Welp, today was certainly.. interesting, yet tiring. Went to school, and all that shit.. I fell asleep in Spanish, as usual. Har, har. After school.. I went up to McDonald's to meet up with Matt.. and like, as soon as I got inside, this 30 year old guy goes, "Hey, green eyes." ewww. >>; Funny thing is, my eyes are blue not green. xD So.. after that, we went to go pick up, Linds, Casey & everyone at their school.. and we diddly-ed to Linds' house. Emi hit her head into a pole on the way. xD At Linds' I called chris.. ehmm.. then, me and Matt went into Lindsey's room and.. made-out in the middle of the floor, and on her bed. Roooar. o.o; I licked her John Davis poster, too.. yuuuum. *_* Then we got on th bus.. and w00, went to the mall. Saw the usual crowd of 20 people. Mur hur. I saw some girls from my school, freshmen, but yeah, they're cool. I adopted Sharon.. heh, me and Matt have too many kids! -Blink.- Yup, and through the whole time at the mall, I kept having sips of rum, and vodka, and other.. alchohalic beverages, mixed with like.. soda, iced tea.. and shiiiets. e.e; Hah. And like.. Matt bought this really flashy light thing.. I like to stare at it.. 0_o. Yes, and the whole time.. I realized how wrong Chris is, about alot of things. So.. a rant within a rant? Yes.. here I go .. Last night, on the phone with Chris, he told me that he gives me and Matt 1-3 months max. on our relationship.. and.. god, tonight, I realized how wrong he was. After all the drinking and shiiet, I felt like shit.. and just, Matt was really sweet about it.. he held me the entire time and stuff.. and just, he's really there for me, you know? I mean, I don't see any reason to break-up with him.. he's everything I want. He doesn't whine, or complain about the most stupid shit.. he's like me. I guess you could say we're a 'gothic couple', but blah.. we really do fit together well. -Sigh.- Oh well.. sometimes, people just don't know you. Eat me, The Dinaness tattoo your name

Ahh! Dina's journal's been raped by NIKKI! [13 Mar 2003|09:21pm] So totally testing for Dina. :D. <3 Niikerz Wowzers. tattoo your name

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