| sing me to sleep |
[12 Oct 2003|01:42pm] |
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homecoming was last night, and i'm so tired i could die. seriously.
school is tomorrow, and i definitely am not in the mood to do any homework right now.
one day i have to get my act together, because i'm not doing well at school at all. and i'm depressed about it all the time. just the thought of AP English makes me want to dig a grave for myself.
and this stupid boy thing, i kinda wish i hadn't done that now. because if anything were to happen, i'd probably get scared and run away or something, like i always do. i seem to become scared when a guy likes me, and i don't know why. it's really bad of me, and i should probably stop because all it does is lead him on and that's completely bitchy.
i wish things could go back to the way they used to be.
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| shadows dancing on the walls |
[09 Oct 2003|05:54pm] |
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air//bathroom girl |
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why did all this social drama have to come about this year? the year that i have the most homework, stress, etc.
sucks, majorly.
but the day has brightened, somewhat. my art teacher nominated me for GHP.
can't think of anything much else to say. homecoming is saturday, and i'm excited, kind of. i just don't want to think it's going to be the best night of my life and it turn out not to be anything special, you know?
i've been rediscovering all these cds i haven't listened to in months
1. bright eyes - fevers and mirrors
2. interpol - turn on the bright lights
3. the anniversary - designing a nervous breakdown
4. radiohead - the bends
5. bob dylan - greatest hits, vol. 1
it's exciting.
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| whoa |
[24 Aug 2003|06:17pm] |
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aimee mann//superball |
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i havent written here in a long time. i'm sorry. livejournal just tends to be more friend-ish that's all.
but the update...school REALLY sucks, i HATE junior year already...
but its fine nonetheless. my summer was good too. yep..
starting a "zine" or "mag" called "the wallflower". music, movies, books, art. its going to be lovely.
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